Chapter 1-Flashback

"Calm down Edward- there's nothing you could of done.", Alice said softly. I was outraged by her words. So disgusted. So… sickened of the monster inside of me that allowed this to happen.. "

HOW COULD YOU EVEN SAY THAT!! THE ONE THING THAT MATTERED WAS TO KEEP HER BREATHING AND I LET HER DIE!!", I screamed furiously. I fought back a growl, while my mind was

being pulled in all different directions trying to imagine it all happening. Just trying to picture the one moment that turned my life upside. The one instant that crushed love of my life into a million-little -pieces.

"Edward." EDWARD HELLOOO", I heard Alice call back from the backseat. "Stop daydreaming or we'll be late for our first day!! Ha. I thought to myself. I was not daydreaming. Daydreaming

was for imagining a perfect future and remembering the happy past. My thoughts were so completely far from it. Ironic wasn't it. I chuckled at this dark thought, receiving an annoyed glance from Rosalie.

I thought back to our last day together. The day I would remember for all my existence. Most of my human memories fade but this always seemed to stay fresh in my mind. The day we

confessed our love for each other. That day was just too perfect The memories of my beautiful love is what keeps me going through the torture I call my life. I sighed and fought back my

anger for another grueling start of high school.