Escaping the Pains of Reality
By: Love Crazed Moron
Summary: She was just a girl in pain, believing that her dreams were the answer to them all.
WARNING: This is a pretty angsty story and I apologise if Ariadne may become quite OOC (depending on how you look at it). There will be more comments at the end of the story
Enjoy!
What was reality?
This question has haunted me after the Fischer job. Was it really here, where I was awake? Where my piece tumbles down with my push?
Today, I got my answer. It's not 'here'.
This reality is far too cruel. I'd rather be in 'my happy place'.
The place where I can create everything and anything according to my wishes.
The place where I couldn't possibly get hurt anymore…
Because right now, it hurts… I just can't seem to deal with it... I just can't deal with.
I knew this was just running away, the easy way out.
But right now, I didn't care… I can't seem to make myself care anymore…
I just wanted to stop hurting. It's just too much to bear.
Through my tears and derision, I walked towards the warehouse.
I knew it was empty. There was no job and the last one should keep everyone comfortable for quite a while. These jobs weren't cheap after all.
I ran towards Yusuf's workspace and looked for his strongest sleeping agent and took five times worth my dose.
I sat myself comfortably and transferred all the medication into one larger syringe so that I can put in my system all in one go.
I looked at the syringe for a while. Was I really about to do this? How long will this peace last? Will I end up like Mol?
I asked myself all these questions yet I knew all the answers.
I was going to do this. And me ending up like Mol, to be honest, that didn't sound so bad. After all, reality became the dream to her, and there she is now, forever 'dreaming'.
Maybe that was what I wanted, to be forever dreaming.
I pulled out my piece from my pocket and looked at it. I have decided.
Decided that 'dreams' shall be my reality. This reality was far too cruel. It hurt me far too much for me to bear.
I threw away my piece, as hard as I could possibly throw and pushed the needle through my fore arm. The medicine immediately put me into sleep…
It was a dreamless sleep. Something I didn't wake up from…
End Note: Ok, this is basically my first Inception fanfic and I'm glad to finally get this out of my system. This movie has distracted me for long enough and I really need to start studying for my exams .
To anyone who might've thought that Ariadne was a bit too OOC, this was just my interpretation that consciously dreaming and pure creation would be Ariadne's happy place, something she immediately got addicted to and would be her refuge, in this case, permanently.
I really wanted to put Arthur into this but I found that it seemed so OOC to write a romance with him in it especially in my writing style, no matter how cute Arthur and Ariadne may be together.
Anyways, I hope you enjoyed that and don't be afraid to review! :D
