This is sort of a letter I wrote to God a while back and thought I'd post it just 'cause I could.
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Am I worth it?
My eyes are dry, my heart is hard, my soul is screeching in pain.
My face is serene my heart is angry, my soul is fainting.
You bless me though I hurt You, You protect me though I defy You.
You believe in me even though my actions mock You.
You weep for me as I resist Your will.
Why do You do it? Why am I worth the pain?
I want You but I don't know how to feel You.
My shields are strong but You see pass my pretence and see the pain I'm in.
I'm alone by choice though I hate it.
I don't like it but Your presets hurts.
I know what I do is wrong but I do it to keep You at a distance.
Your temple is dirty, Your thrown is defiled.
Why do You stay? Am I really worth the pain?
