Hi, everybody ^^
So this is Naruto fanfic, hope you like it.
Pairing: Naruto/ Sakura
Disclaimer: I do not own characters, only the story line.
Chapter 1
The Kyuubi appeared once again today. And I couldn't do anything but watch his beautiful blue eyes turning red and see how slowly his skin burns down. It is all like I said once before, all the things I can do for him are small and insignificant, though, I know, and believe that the most important thing is my feelings for him, but in that moment, when his mind slowly disappears into that incredible strong beast, that's not a big help, not for me, not for him.
And now he is in hospital again. I hope Sai is there with him, he would make him feel awkward couple of times, but still it is a lot of fun seeing how Sai slowly "returns" to life.
I slowly entered my room and put my bag to the table and opened a window. It was nice sunset out there so I sighed and leaned against the doorpost to calm myself down a little bit. This was hard day. I wish Naruto wouldn't push him self so much. Of course he has a goal, we have it the same, but it's hard to watch how desperately he tries to keep his promise. The promise he made to me, to bring Sasuke back. And I want it so badly it is hard to feel guilty, especially knowing that Naruto want it for his own reasons. I miss Sasuke, more than I can describe in words.
I moved aside from the window a laid back to my back taking the old picture I cherish so much. The old team 7. We were the best team ever, and all the memories we had together made me smile and cry in the same time, cause a part of the team is lost know.
My fingers gently stroke Sasukes frustrated face. Yeah, the photographer really did find the right timing to take this picture. I – so happy to be next to my prince charming, Sasuke annoyed like always and Naruto disappointed about the fact that his team-mates didn't acknowledge him. It was the good old days.
Now everything is changed. We all have grown up, we all have felt the suffer and difficulties life throws at us. And now for some time, I am side by side with Naruto and life seems to light up a little bit. Those three years with out him were more difficult than I thought they'd be. Though I didn't want to admit it, he had become my closest, truest friend. More than that. I gues you just can't not love him. He is so kind and lovely, so helpful and sincere.
Sometimes I think about how his life would turn out if the nine tailed beast wouldn't be sealed in him. Would he have the same generous heart and the need to help everybody? Or would he be like Sasuke if his brother wouldn't been an murderer? Maybe they would be friends? Rivals? Perhaps the would be just an ordinary ninja with their ups and downs like the rest of us? Ok, I need to stop; this game with if doesn't lead anywhere. They are not ordinary, and … I'm happy about that. Does that make me bad?
I need to go sleep, tomorrow is a new day and I don't like the thought that Naruto is in hospital. I hope Jiraiya will come back soon, he always make him feel better. And I feel something strange tonight too. Like tomorrow will happen something big, the beginning of our way to happiness.
I am ready for it. It's time for changes.
