Prologue

I have seen so much, been around so long and the Winchesters were none the wiser. I watched them before I had even acquainted myself with them and I continued to watch them years after. I saw all the hunts, all the happy and the few relaxing moments between the brothers. They loved each other so much. No matter what I did for Dean or Sam, I was always second. I have given everything for the Winchesters for their love in return; I even threw down my grace. And what do I get for my kindness? A holy fire. Does no one understand the sacrifices I have made? My physical body is here, but my spirit is broken. My faith is lost. They don't appreciate me? So be it.
Forgive me father, for I am about to sin.