Jump Then Fall Into Me - Part One

"How the fuck did you talk me into this?"

Jensen arched around the pole gracefully, his curves flexing effortlessly as he met Chris' disgruntled stare with a grin. The class was mostly comprised of middle aged women, either trying to lose weight or not lose their husbands, a bit of both by the looks of it. Yet Jensen couldn't completely blame Chris for feeling a little out of place. He could blame Jared though. After years of tiptoeing around and showing too much concern for other people's thoughts he'd been ready to confess to the six-feet four best wet dream ever. The movie style speech had been prepared, the mood had been set and then Jared dropped the bombshell, he was engaged, again.

The sound of Lady Gaga cut through Jensen's train of though abruptly, reminding him why he'd taken the pole dancing lessons in the first place. Drastic times called for drastic measures, he was going to do his best man duty and make sure Jared had a bachelor night he would never forget. In every sense of the word.

"If my memory serves me correctly, I didn't, Steve did and from what I heard there wasn't much talking involved". Jensen couldn't help the pang of envy that loitered beneath his smirk, Chris and Steve had something special, something that didn't require being hidden behind faked relationships because it was that obvious to everyone. Once upon a time he believed the same about himself and Jared but it fell on Jared's deaf ears and blind eyes and he noticed nothing again.

This time he was gonna notice, Jensen promised himself as he swiftly changed position and direction. Genevieve was not Sandy and he bore no guilt for what he planned to do.

"Oh fuck you very much, some of us have a sex life to maintain. Remember sex?" Chris teased back on a low laugh, sending waves of pink flushing across Jensen's cheeks. It hadn't been that long.

Only that disaster wasn't something Jensen cared to remember. It wasn't that he wasn't attracted to Danneel, she just lacked something. Height, more dimples, a hard body that could manhandle him the way he desired. The worst part was she knew and her pitying smile and quiet murmur of 'we both know this isn't about you not being able to get it up, it's because I'm not him isn't it?' only made him feel even more of a bastard.