So this is going to be a songfic.

hope you like it try to be nice Review

I got up out of bed dreading seeing his face again hoping he wasn't with that slut of a girlfriend. I got dressed in my all black pants and my t-shirt and walked out the house saying bye over my shoulder to my family. They don't understand not Momoko and Miyoko don't understand I love him so much

your finger tips across my skin

the palm trees swaying in the wind

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Why is this happening to me I have to keep him a secret

you sang me Spanish lullabies

the sweetest sadness in your eyes

clever trick

He loved me but I pushed him away he was mine mine now he's...hers

I never want to see you unhappy

I thought you'd want to the same for me

He left me because he said he couldn't me hiding him any more

Goodbye, my almost lover

Goodbye, my hopeless dream

I'm trying not to think about you

cant you just let me be?

So long my luckless romance

My back is turned on you

I should of known you'd bring me heartache

Almost lovers always do

why?

we waled along a crowded street

you took my hand and danced with me

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And when you left you kissed my lips

you told me you'd never ever forget these images, no

He kissed me one last time before he left.

He left with my heart how could he do this to me how?

I never want to see you unhappy

I thought you'd want the same for me

Goodbye, my almost lover

Goodbye, my hopeless dream

I'm tying not to think about you

Can't you just let me be?

So long, my luckless romance

My back is turned on you

I should've known you bring me heartache

Almost lovers always do

He would always hold me when I cried he would kiss me and tell me everything would be alright I loved him and he just left me I needed him but he never showed up he left ME.

I cannot go to the ocean

I cannot drive the streets at night

I cannot wake up in the morning

Without you on my mind

So you're gone and I'm haunted

And I bet you are just fine

Did I make it that easy

To walk right in and out of my life

Goodbye, my almost lover

Goodbye, my hopeless dream

I'm trying not to think about you

Can't you just let me be?

So long, my luckless romance

My back is turned on you

I should of known you bring me heartache

Almost lovers always do

I cant take this I need him but if he doesn't want me then no one could have me no one would ever want somebody as horrible as ME.

Thanks for reading my story I hope it was really good I had to got through what Kaoru did so I just thought why not put my feelings out there R&R PLZ