What Has Happened?
I can run and run
But the picture of you when you fell into my arms
Can never go away
Your last words as your blood splattered onto me were
"Your shirt"
Such a simple thing to say
But the bullet in your chest made it a labyrinth
I can feel your life dissipating
And my hope leaving, along with your spirit
I can only feel hate
The one who hurt you will pay
I will see to that
You were and still are my everything
You need to be here with me
We were meant for each other
I cannot breath
I need you by my side
I was under your spell
Our spirits joined
I will not believe that my Goddess is gone
That I will never see you again
You cannot be gone
There must be a way I can get you back.
Please
Help me with this pain
Help
I need to feel your warmth
You are cold as ice
Red is soaking your shirt now
I can hear screams
The hole in you can't be real
I can't lose you again
No
I will jump off the edge of the world for you
I think you know that
But are you…
You're not.
You can't be.
I won't let it be the truth
I won't.
Breath…for me
Baby?
Open your eyes and say its okay
Say that you'll never leave me
That we can never part
Where have you gone?
Heaven?
Hell?
I need to know.
You are my life
My blood
My everything
My Goddess
Can the heavens hear my cry?
Do they know that you were not meant for their arms?
Talk baby
I need to hear your soothing voice
You can get up now
Stop acting
Your blood stains my white skin as I touch your face
Your eyes are glossed over like a corpse
I hold you tight
Our blood becomes one in an embrace
You lie limp
I call to you
But you don't answer.
You never will
Again
I just got you back
Wake up and hold me
A tear rolls down my cheek and onto yours
I wait for your soft hand to wipe it away
But it never comes
You've left me
It's my turn to be brave
But can I?
I need you to guide me
To hold my hand
To whisper sweet nothings into my ear
To cuddle with
And to kiss me good night
Come back to me
I can never let you go
You were there for me
Through demons
Family
Fake Buffys
Vampires
Tears and sadness
Death and morning
Sunsets and moonlight
Sunrise and summer breezes
"Big pineapples"
And "sassy eggs"
What will I do without you?
Will I perish?
I have to come to terms with what happened
But to you I say…
Rest in peace
My love for you in eternal
If I never speak to you again you need to know…
I love you
Dedicated to Tara McClay (1980-2002)
I can run and run
But the picture of you when you fell into my arms
Can never go away
Your last words as your blood splattered onto me were
"Your shirt"
Such a simple thing to say
But the bullet in your chest made it a labyrinth
I can feel your life dissipating
And my hope leaving, along with your spirit
I can only feel hate
The one who hurt you will pay
I will see to that
You were and still are my everything
You need to be here with me
We were meant for each other
I cannot breath
I need you by my side
I was under your spell
Our spirits joined
I will not believe that my Goddess is gone
That I will never see you again
You cannot be gone
There must be a way I can get you back.
Please
Help me with this pain
Help
I need to feel your warmth
You are cold as ice
Red is soaking your shirt now
I can hear screams
The hole in you can't be real
I can't lose you again
No
I will jump off the edge of the world for you
I think you know that
But are you…
You're not.
You can't be.
I won't let it be the truth
I won't.
Breath…for me
Baby?
Open your eyes and say its okay
Say that you'll never leave me
That we can never part
Where have you gone?
Heaven?
Hell?
I need to know.
You are my life
My blood
My everything
My Goddess
Can the heavens hear my cry?
Do they know that you were not meant for their arms?
Talk baby
I need to hear your soothing voice
You can get up now
Stop acting
Your blood stains my white skin as I touch your face
Your eyes are glossed over like a corpse
I hold you tight
Our blood becomes one in an embrace
You lie limp
I call to you
But you don't answer.
You never will
Again
I just got you back
Wake up and hold me
A tear rolls down my cheek and onto yours
I wait for your soft hand to wipe it away
But it never comes
You've left me
It's my turn to be brave
But can I?
I need you to guide me
To hold my hand
To whisper sweet nothings into my ear
To cuddle with
And to kiss me good night
Come back to me
I can never let you go
You were there for me
Through demons
Family
Fake Buffys
Vampires
Tears and sadness
Death and morning
Sunsets and moonlight
Sunrise and summer breezes
"Big pineapples"
And "sassy eggs"
What will I do without you?
Will I perish?
I have to come to terms with what happened
But to you I say…
Rest in peace
My love for you in eternal
If I never speak to you again you need to know…
I love you
Dedicated to Tara McClay (1980-2002)
