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Last touch, last smell, last everything, the way he smiles, the way he used to comfort me when I was down. That all began to drift away into thin air. I keep having a feeling that he actually cares, he will come back knocking on my door, saying sorry, whether or not he could receive a second chance. Some how, though, deep down I no he wont.
After my family crashed and burned, he was the only one I could trust, he was there waiting to pick up the pieces to my heart. Ha-ha. I guess you could say he was my other half. When I was with him, I began to realize what love was, not the kind of love that I thought my parents had. Instead, it was the kind of love that wouldn't break us apart, we were inseparable.
That "love" went straight down the drain. The pain he caused is unbearable, the type that can't be stitched back together. He TOUR MY HEART OUT! He jus- just expects me to turn the other cheek, while he lives his normal, popular life and feel not even a hint of remorse for what he did.
Every time I look in the mirror, I can only see the reflection on a dirty slut, and then I realize that dirty slut is…me. I would sit in the bathroom for hours, constantly scrubbing my contaminated skin, letting it turn dark red, like the color of fresh blood. It is peaceful, and yet comforting at the same time.
I have no one to talk to about my problems. My so-called friends left me for… K.C. I've once again become invisible to the world and its surroundings. All my emotions collide together and it just makes me realize how blinded I was by love, to not see this coming. Every tear that came streaming down my face, told a painful story that at times are heartbreaking to tell, or even think.
As im sitting in the lunchroom, with my head down low, people think, they have the nerve to pat me on the back saying, "Its ok,"
I swear I never asked for this, the pettiness. They feel they need to give it to a loner like me. Suddenly I heard the sound of a tray on the table. As I was about to tell off the asshole who tried to disturb my peace and quite, I came face to face with the most beautiful creature I have ever seen in my life.
His soft, pink lips tugged into a sexy smirk, then came out the most intoxicated voice, "Can I sit here?"
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