A/N this is my first story so be nice. I know the chapters aren't very long but i hope to post many chapters of this first story. I would also like to give thanks to a friend for grammar checking it.

Ch1 It's not your fault

They had both been drinking drowning their sorrows, Clary didn't usually drink but losing Jace had tipped her off the edge. now stumbling round Magnus's apartment dancing before finally passing out on the couch.

The next morning I awoke to find myself coved in glitter from head to toe and my hair plastered to my forehead. Magnus was sat on the other side of the sofa with coffee in one hand an icepack in the other. He was minus glitter and flamboyant clothing just in pyjama pants and to be honest he was hot .his black hair hung against his face curling in at the bottom, it was centre parted and was all most like Jace's. "Hurts don't it", he said groggily.

"what", I replied summoning all my energy just to see straight.

"your first hangover", he went over to touch my foot, I pulled away suddenly a grin crept over his face. He tried to grab my feet and I kept pulling away until he finally caught my foot and pulled it towards him kissing my toes, up my leg, across my stomach and up my neck until his lips met mine, his golden slightly muscular body pressed up against mine on the couch. My hands were on his back and his in my shirt.

All too soon it was over and we just lay there next to each other "well" Magnus said his face saddening tears rolling down "what am I going to say to alec, I'm a horrible person" then he stared at me blankly like I was supposed to say something but I couldn't get the words out so I grabbed my clothes and left as quick as I could but before I had chance to leave Magnus uttered four final words to me "it's not your fault" and I left.