arthurs note: hey everybody this is my third story on here and after a while I came back write another story about jacob and nessie I do not own any of the characters they all belong to the great Ms. stephanie meyer so enjoy comment and review thank you!

Chapter 1

renesmee pov

It had been 3 years since jacob and I had gotten married 3 years since I got pregnant with a beautiful baby boy and 3 years since my baby boy died in my arms.

flash back:

renesmee push! grandpa said I can't it hurts I said the pain was so unbearable as I gave birth to my baby nessie come on baby you can do do it for our son jacob said into my ear I pushed as hard as I could I see the head grandpa said come on nessie just two more pushes and he'll be out grandpa said I pushed and pushed and the pain went away and I heard the beautiful cry of my baby boy.

grandpa wrapped him in a blue blanket and handed him to me.

he had jacobs silky black hair and, my eyes his skin tone was copper just like jacob I smiled but my smile faded

suddenly my beautiful bundle of joy turned pale and his eyes closed and I didn't hear the fast pace of his heart beat anymore

GRANDPA!

I yelled so loud I thought the city could hear me in a flash all of my family was in the room.

what's the matter nessie? he questioned

something is wrong he all of a sudden turned pale and I can't hear his heart beat anymore I cried knowing that I lost my baby

he took the baby from me quickly and hooked him up to machines he did cpr on him but I new it wouldn't work my baby was gone

after trying so many times and doin all he could he returned to me.

renesmee im very sorry but he didn't make it he said saddness in his eyes

NO! NO!NO! I yelled PLEASE GOD PLEASE DON'T TAKE MY BABY PLEASE! I cried

my family stood motionless as they watched me cry jacob held as I cried and whisper in my ear that everything was going to be alright I felt his tears hit my forehead.

end of flashback:

after that I had cried for six months straight but things got better knowing that I had jacob and my family and friends their to help.

and here we were 3 years later

what are you thinking about? jacob asked me

nothin just how glad I am that I have you here with me

He kissed me softly we pulled away you wanna go to La push he asked sure I kinda promised claire that we would hang out anyway I said

claire is my best friend we've known each other since we were 10 quil imprinted on her when she was around four

they got married last year

as we neared La push I couldn't help think about the dream I had last night it was s vividly real

jake and I were holding two babies I held a baby girl that had jacobs black hair with grey eyes and jacobs skin tone and jacob held the baby boy in his arms that had dark brown hair and hazel eyes with my skin tone

they were both beautiful

I snapped out of my thoughts as we pulled up to sam and emilys house nessie ! emily exclaimed as she hugged me tightly

Hey emily I said smiling

jacob you should be ashamed of yourself emily said

hey what did I do jacob said

you kept nessie away for so long she said

he chuckled trust me that wasn't my doing jacob said looking at me

I blushed and looked away emily laughed

come on claire leah rachel and kim are in the house I have some exciting news! she said

as we walked into the house everybody exchanged hugs and we all laughed ok so emily what did you want to tell us? rachel asked

im pregnant ! she exclaimed we all gave her hugs and congraulated her

then we all sat down and ate and laughed and talked about everything

after lunch me and claire walked around the beach so how are you and quil I asked

were doing great I couldn't have asked for anything better we have a beautiful house and wonderful friend and family she said

I smiled that's really great claire im really happy for you I said as I hugged her and im sorry that I haven't been around much i've just been kinda busy I said

knowing that I was a terrible liar

she laughed knowing what I ment when I said busy

so you and jake break the head board yet ? she asked

what ! I said looking at her like she was insane

she laughed as she saw my face its ok to admit me and quil broke the head board quite a few times she said

ok don't tell anybody but since me and jacob have been married we've broke the head board 56 times I said

she stopped dead, in her tracks and her mouth dropped

your kidding me right she asked

nope I said

woah I thought me and quil did damage we have nothing on you guys aw im a little jealous now she said

I laughed don't worry you've only been married a year it will get better after this stage trust me I said

she laughed at the look I gave her

I looked at time wow its now 6:45 we better get back before quil and jake round up a search party and come looking for us I said

she laughed your right she said as we turned around and headed back to emilys house when we got there jake and quil were waiting on the porch

see I told you so I said

as we walked up to the house

and where exactly were the both of you. you said you guys would be back 2 hours ago we were worried about you we were gonna round up the guys and start searching for the two of you jacob said

yeah what he said quil said

me and claire laughed I told you so I said

I looked back at jake okay guys we are sorry we didn't call or come back until now we just got cought up I said

besides we can take care of our selves claire said

I nodded

so do you forgive us i asked as me and claire put on our best im sorry Face

fine your off the hook jacob and quil said at the same time as they walked back into the house me and claire laughed and followed behind them

we said our goodbyes and went home

im gonna go take a shower I said

mind if I join you he asked

not at all I said I walked into our bathroom and turned the shower on I felt jacob grab me from behind he kissed from my neck to shoulder

I turned around and kissed him he took my shirt off and then my bra and in a matter of minutes my clothes were off and so were jacobs

our hands were all over each other as we made love in the shower

after we washed up I got out and dressed in a black lace night gown alice had bought me from victoria secret and jacob put on a pair of boxers

we layed down and I snuggled up to him

I love you Jake

I love you to Nessie

were the last words I heard as I drifted peacefully off the sleep.

arthurs note:

ok so that's the end of the first chapter please comment review and message me and tell if you would like me to continue the story