A/N: This is my first story so sorry if it's not up to snuff.

Disclaimer: I do not own Twilight. Twilight is the property of Stephanie Meyer!

Chapter 1- Wedding

I was sitting on one of the larger rocks on the pebbly beach of La Push waiting, just waiting for something to happen to me. I mean ever since Bella became a leech, and all those bloodsuckers came to protect her precious spawn nothing had happened. Jacob imprinted on that little spawn of Satan so there is no hope of a good race, or a good laugh. On top of that tonight was Emily and Sam's wedding, and I was a bride's maid in an itchy pink lace dress that I desperately wanted to phase in and rip to shreds. If I did phase in the dress I knew Emily would kill me.

I looked up at the sun and saw it was time to help Emily get ready. She's my cousin and if she is going to marry and procreate with the man who broke my heart by imprinting on her I had to buck up and be supportive. Well at least I had to pretend to be supportive, that's what my mom has been telling me since she found out I could see into Sam's head when I was in wolf form. So I got off my butt and ran holding my dress up to my thighs so I wouldn't ruin it.

When I got to my house I ran to my room where Kim and I would be making her look beautiful for the big day. As much as I hated my situation I could not do anything to ruin their wedding, I loved them too much. When I got to my room I saw Kim standing over Emily putting cover-up on her to cover up the scars that she had from hanging out with Sam.

"Hey Leah, would you pass me the powder?" Kim said her annoyingly chipper voice.

"Hi." I said handing her the powder, "What do you want me to do?"

"Hi Leah, thank you for doing this, I know it's hard and I hate asking you to be here." Emily said noticing my arrival.

"Emily, If I couldn't handle being here I wouldn't be here." I said almost truthfully.

"Okay then... um while you are here would you please do my eye make up? You've always been the best at it and I really want to look good."

"Sure Emily anything you want, I mean it's your day!!"

"Thanks, I think you should do that last because I might cry, but till then you can go run or whatever you want to do." Emily sniffled out.

"Okay. Bye." I said vacantly.

"So Leah is free to go for the next hour when she comes back she is doing eye make up, and I'm putting extensions in her hair." Kim said to no one in particular.

I ran down the stairs and out the back door, and behind a bush so I could take of my clothes and phase into wolf form. A surge of heat flowed through my veins as I suddenly started shaking. I was now in wolf form. I hopped the fence and started running surprisingly with no one in my mind. It was exceptionally quiet and calm without guys in my head. I ran and ran some more until I was at the border between La Push and Forks, and then I scampered back to my house. I went behind the bush and phased back to my human form. I was in only in my underwear when I heard Jake saunter into the yard.

"Crap Jake!!" I yelled turning around to pull my dress up. Once it was around me I turned around, red with anger and embarrassment. "Please give me some warning before you sneak up on me!!"

"How bout you give me some warning when you are going to change behind a bush? Are you trying to wreck the wedding?" Jake said in a joking tone while helping me zip up the back of my dress.

"It doesn't work that way." I said laughing at how he thought this would happen again. "This was interesting; I have to go help the blushing bride get ready for her groom."

"Wait Leah, I know this is hard on you and so does Sam, that's why wanted to ask if I could have the honor of being your date?" Jake said nonchalantly.

"You know what? I'd love to have you as my date, the best man and the maid of honor, how original." I answered in the sexiest voice I could possible, the voice I used to use when I was with Sam.

"I hope Nessie doesn't get jealous." Jake joked.

He knew how to ruin a conversation...I can give him that.

"I've got to go! See you!" I yelled running through the door up the stairs and into my room just to see Emily looking more radiant than ever.

"You are late Leah, don't mess this up for her, just help her with the eye makeup." Kim yelled at me as I walked through the door.

"KIM SHUT UP!! It's not my fault Jacob caught me changing, and struck up a conversation! WHY DOES EVERYONE SUSPECT I'M TRYING TO RUIN THEIR WEDDING, I LOVE EMILY LIKE THE SISTER I NEVER HAD, AND SAM LIKE A BROTHER IN LAW!!" I felt a tremor of heat move up my spine, I calmed before I could burst out of the dress. I looked up to see Emily shocked and Kim eyes all glassy and wet "Sorry Kim I didn't mean to lose my temper." Kim whimpered.

"I'll get right on the eye make up."

Kim walked into the bathroom quietly, the look on her face sad, but forgiving. She knew I couldn't control my temper. She was used to us freaky wolves. I started Emily's make up doing a smoky eye to match the black bow that sat on the back of her dress. She sat quietly for a while, then she started on the subject I was afraid of, Samuel Uley.

"Do you only love him as the 'Brother in-law' he is going to be, or as the man you love who broke your heart?" She spat out

"I honestly don't love him anymore, I long that it was still two years ago and he still loved me, but he doesn't so I'm over it." I replied.

"He still loves you, Every time he kisses me I know he only thinks of you."

"No, he is meant to be with you, if he loved me he would have chosen me, but he didn't so don't think he loves me. He pities me. Trust me I've been in his head before."

She was quiet after that. I finished just as Kim walked in with her dress on, makeup on, and hair done. She was holding extensions in one hand; I knew I was in trouble.

"Leah, do u want your hair in an up do or down?" she asked

"Whichever one takes less work?" I said lazily as she stated clipping and pinning in a haze.

When she allowed me to look in the mirror again, my midnight black hair ran down perfectly straight to my hips, with my overgrown bangs pinned back.

Emily was perfectly bridal when we escorted her downstairs to be accompanied down the aisle by her father. The look on Sam's face was pure joy, they were getting married and no one had the right to stop their hopes and dreams. I wouldn't do anything to ruin this contrary to everyone's thoughts; I just wished it was me up there instead of Emily. Inside of me the jealousy was building.

They said their vows.

"Sam Uley, you may now kiss your wife." said Old Quil.

They kissed and all was well, their reception hall was beautiful, I would know because I organized it. All those white and pink streamers, and rose petals, all those table decorations all of those pretty center pieces, they took my dedication and time. I had given her a dream wedding. The anger inside of me was building.

"Leah Clearwater, if we are going to pull off this whole wedding date thing we need to be seen together." Jacob Black whispered in my ear.

"Why, hello Jake," I said turning around and putting my arms around his neck as the first song began to play.

"Well I didn't know that you were one for dancing, Leah."

"There are many things you don't know about me, Jacob."

"Like what?"

"Like I used to do Ballet, Jazz, and Modern Dance, It was how I used to get my anger out, but after my transformation I couldn't do it because of the amount of pressure it used put on me, I would phase in my Pointe shoes! Can you imagine that, a wolf en Pointe!?"

"Tell me something else."

"I always cry when I watch 'The Notebook'."

"Confession: I cried when I watched it with Rachel."

"Oh Wow."

It was time for the Sam and Emily's first dance as husband and wife. They danced to "How Do I Live" by LeAnn Rhymes. That was our song when we were a couple. It was getting to be too much for me, I had to walk away now before I did something I would regret. I pried myself out of Jacob's strong grip around my waist and started for the back door. I was half way out of the door when I noticed footsteps behind me, Jacob was behind me. We stood outside in the darkness.

"Leah! Are you ok?" he said in a hushed whisper.

"Go inside and enjoy the party. I need to be alone." I yelled as I walked to the bush he had caught me in earlier.

I phased right out of my dress, ripping it to shreds. I ran and ran and ran. I wasn't very far into the forest before I heard hunters who most likely had guns. Even though I could heal, I didn't enjoy the idea of being shot, so began to turn around, which brought me snout to snout with the wolf form of Jacob Black who was apparently stalking me to see if I was ok.

Leah! look out behind--! He thought.

Before he could finish his thought, I had collapsed on the muddy ground of the forest with a gun shot wound in my torso.

A/N: Thank you for reading! More Soon!