A/T: Hey guys! So, this is my first One Direction fanfic ever! This fanfiction is going to be about Niall since he is my special little snowflake, hehe :3 Although I love all of the boys! It has to be said, that I'm not from an English speaking country… But who says that is gonna keep me from writing fanfics? I hope you enjoy.

**Attention** I've rated this fanfiction M, due to swearing aaaannd probably also a bit of sex. Please don't read if this might offend you.

Prologue

"A loving heart is the truest wisdom." – Charles Dickens.

My life was like a thick, gray fog. It was constantly there blocking my sight and preventing me to reach the light. The way out of the madness. I couldn't rest, I couldn't eat, I couldn't sleep. I could nothing. But that was before my life changed. Because I met them. And him.