This is a poem ... guess who it is! I thought it was disturbing and sad, the type of thing which makes you wanna hug him and make him feel better.



Inner turmoil


No one knows, no one cares
I may look happy
I may seem glad
You all may think I'm stupid
But no...
That's not it
Yes I am naturally happy
But when I go home, it all changes.

No one knows, no one cares.
They all see me as ignorant or dumb
HEH I guess it is in a way my fault. I do act like it.
But it's a mask, a perfect mask.

No one knows, no one cares.
No one will ever understand.
I know being good is well... good
But at times I don't want to be
I just want to be ... respected, not treated as a child.
Or some sort of mentally challenged retard

No one... why?
They say there my friends...
But friends don't make jokes about you when you're there.
Friends aren't supposed to treat you like shit!!
FRIENDS ARENT SUPPOSED TO DO THOSE THINGS!
There supposed to see threw my mask,
Only two people can see threw it.
But i-i...........


.................. Uhhhh *sniffle* why is it the nicest purest have to have the worst lives *starts to cry* well, I uh. *bows* Gomen, I didn't mean to do this, I just haven't been feeling myself lately. Review please. That'll make me feel sooo much better. or e-mail me at chirusa_crazy@yahoo.com