Ok so I was sitting here bored out of my mind and was just brainstorming some random ideas and this popped into my head. I don't know if i like it too much but if any of you want this story to continue just leave me a review or PM and i'll keep it going .

And also i feel my readers should know that I went through a similar experience to what i was writing so sorry if i went too far into detail.. I wanted to capture every feeling i had when going through this.

I dont own fairy tail


"Natsu!" I exhaled slowly. I didn't want to hurt his feelings but i couldn't do this right now. "Get off of me!" I continued to push my drunk mess of a friend off of me but he wouldn't budge. His hands explored every part of my body. Without my consent my body responded only further instigating his touch.

"Come on Luce..." Natsu's hot breath hit my face. He smelled of booze, which was expected after a long night of drinking. "Just this oooonce.. I promise not to tell..." His nose touched my neck and i felt him inhale sharply. Now he's smelling me. Definitely not what i was expecting.

He was too drunk to get home and Happy had abandoned him to chase after Carla so 'it was up to me to get him home safely' as Erza had put it. She was too scary to disagree with so i put his limp arm around my shoulders and dragged him to his messy house. Once inside he pinned me to his wall and started feeling me up.

"I said NO!" My voice rose. I liked Natsu but not like this. He was strictly a friend. Kind of like a brother to me. But tonight proved Mira's suspicions that he had greater feeling for me than I did for him. After one last shove from me everything stilled. It even seemed like my harsh tone quieted the crickets outside.

Natsu's face rose to meet mine and his eyes swam with mixed emotions that were easy to read. I caught a glimpse of anger and pain. But there was something more. The look he was giving me right at this moment was the look he gave his enemies when he stood up again after getting beat down. The look filled with hatred, determination and pride.

A growl rose from deep within him. His hands grasped my wrists and he yanked my arms above me. Tears sprung to my eyes as i felt the fire emitting from his hands burn into my fragile skin. I let out a whimper as he closed the space between us and he let out a hoarse whisper, "I've heard enough out of you, shut the fuck up!" With that he threw me to the ground and he paced up to the still open front door.

With a loud BANG the door was closed and I was enveloped in an eerie darkness. I couldn't see Natsu but i could hear him. I heard his heavy breathing move closer and closer to me until it was right on top of me. His face smashed into mine in an instant but I was too shocked to move him from me. I let his tongue invade the inside of my mouth. There wasn't much i could do anymore.

He once again held my hands above my head but this time with only one hand. His other hand continued to travel down my body until he reached the top of my pants. Without hesitation he ripped the material and reached down to touch my opening. I stayed stiff as he aggressively rubbed me and his lips conquered my body.

I've never been touched like this. But I know this isn't how it's suppose to feel. I was suppose to be wet and hot. All i could feel now was the cold sweat beading on my forehead as I let him have his way with me. This wasn't the Natsu i know, nor the one i love. He was suppose to be a brother, someone who protected me from harm. Yet here he was causing the most harm I've ever had to endure.

"Lucy... I know you want this. Beg for it." Natsu ordered as he moved his head down my body. He kissed and licked every spot that was visible on me and when he couldn't reach my breast he stopped what his hand was doing in my pants and ripped my shirt off as well.

I stayed silent as his teeth grazed over my nipple. I held my breath as he fumbled to take the shredded remains of my pants off of me. When he realized he couldn't do it with only one hand he released my wrists and quickly went into action.

Before i knew what i was doing I grabbed his shirt and used all of my strength to shove him off of me. It worked, but barely. I jumped to my feet and ran in hopes of escaping but wasn't fast enough. I was abruptly stopped short by the crown of my head. He had grabbed a handful of my hair and yanked me toward him once again.

When i was again laying helplessly on the ground, he wrapped his hand around my neck and squeezed slightly. "Stop. Trying. To. Escape." He growled in my face. He had managed to get my pants off of me before i attacked back so it took very little time for him to slide his down slightly so his member was visible.

"No!" I cried. I hadn't let the tears escape my eyes until this moment. I still had my innocence, and i wasn't going to lose it this way. "Please!" I pleaded as the tears stained my cheeks. I still held onto the hope that this wasn't Natsu. That maybe this was some sick dream that was haunting me in my sleep. Or maybe the Natsu I loved would reappear and replace this monster that towered over me.

But he didn't listen. He only snickered at my pathetic attempts and positioned himself at my opening. My tears started pooling on the nape of my neck and slipped under his hand that still had a firm grasp on me.

As he slowly slid himself into me I let out a slight croak as he squeezed on my throat harder. I was seeing black spots at this point. I couldn't breath anymore and the world was slowly slipping away. I couldn't hear anything either, the only thing in my small world right now was the feeling of pain as my insides were violated by Natsu.


I came to sometime later to find Natsu still thrusting in and out of me. I still felt a pressure on my neck as if his hands were still wrapped around it. But i knew he wasn't choking me anymore because one of his hands was firmly placed on the ground right next to me while the other was grasping my but as he continued to slip in and out.

I kept my eyes closed in hopes that he wouldn't hurt me any further and would just finish with what he needed to do. I don't know how long i had been here and how long this had been going on for but i just prayed it would be over soon.

A slap to my face finally forced me to open my eyes and what i saw scared me more than anything i had ever seen before. Natsu's green eyes bore into mine and the area around his eyes was now covered in red scales. Sometime between last night when this started and now he had entered Dragon Force. It was the closest point to being a dragon that a dragon slayer could ever reach.

"Watch me while i finish Luce!" Natsu ordered with a grunt as he continued to pump into me.

I bit my lip but complied because he was becoming abusive and I didn't want to be hit again. I can't fight someone so close to me.

With a few more thrusts, Natsu finally released into me forcing his body to still over mine. I whimpered again but didn't dare move a muscle because I was still petrified.

After a few breathless moments of him laying still on top of me, he slid out of me and stood up. "I've always wanted to do that..." he gazed down to my still form with amazement, then he barked out, "Get out of my sight you fucking whore!"

I took that as my invitation to leave so I jumped to my feet and scurried out of the front door.

It was still dark out yet the sun was starting to rise. Natsu and I arrived at his house late last night, at about 2 in the morning and it must be about 4:30 now... How many times did he get off when i was passed out?

I attempted to pull my shirt closed and slowly made my way through Magnolia. I couldn't quite walk right so i limped until my apartment came into sight. I placed my hand over my mouth and let a quiet sob escape as the images of last night played in my head once again.

I don't quite understand what happened, maybe I'm still in shock or denial. It feels like i just lived through my worst nightmare...


Damn i feel those feels...

So shits going down with Lucy and Natsu.

What do you guys want to see happen to our two main characters from Fairy Tail?

A)Should this abusive relationship continue?

B)Should a character find out and try to put an end to it (If you want this to happen, WHO should save her?)

C)Should Natsu spread rumours about Lucy through the guild and make everyone hate her?

D)ANY OTHER IDEAS ARE WELCOME!

Just leave a review and tell me how you feel. Especially because rape is such a touchy subject and if any of you feel like i portrayed this wrong or wrote the wrong feelings down then give me a heads up.