A/N: Okay this is the sequel that I promised you to "The Messenger" and I also know Sakuno probably would never cuss but I bet she does in her mind when irritated. I can also see Tomoka being overemotional and stuff. Also, Sakuno's background is never revealed so even if Sumire had been coaching Seigaku for a while, that doesn't mean Sakuno lived with her. ^^ I, uh, also have another sequel planned to this which will probably be the end of this whole thing. ^^;;

Disclaimer: I do not own PoT.


She says it hurts that he left. She's never had a close friend move far away, only switch schools. She's never left the area either. Born and raised here.

But you know differently. So different. You have moved yourself, leaving behind years worth of friendships. You want to tell her she shouldn't be so upset because he has it worse, but you don't. You hold it in and continue to comfort her.

You got over his departure easily, because you went through the same thing. You know what it feels like to severe all the connections to the people you once knew and loved. The people you grew up with. You believe once you have gone through that, it's easier to get over the pain of losing someone dear.

She knows nothing.

She is all sad because he left her, even though they weren't dating. She is sad that she has lost one of her 'lovers' and best friends.

You, though, you've lost multiple best friends. You left behind everything you fucking knew to come to some place you didn't know. You want to scream and yell and freak out at her. Tell her she is a baby that needs to grow up. You want to tell her you've been through more heartbreak than her, but at least you know damn well that this goodbye isn't forever. That he has only been gone a single month and you haven't seen any of your old friends for multiple years. But, once again, you hold it in because she is your best friend and you don't want to hurt her.

Before you know it, you hear that he might visit soon. It's only been two months.

You want him to come, however, jealousy takes control because you want to visit your old friends. You want to talk and hang out and tell jokes but no, your parents have things that are apparently more important to them than your own desires. You wonder why he gets to visit so soon, when you never got the chance.

Then comes the worse part.

He doesn't show. He doesn't come and she is just so depressed. You want to slap her because hello, it's been two months since he left! Not that freaking long. She doesn't even realize that you aren't depressed. You aren't even sad about him not visiting. She doesn't ask, only because she is too absorbed in her own self pity.

She is being a baby, even though she says she is so strong. You inwardly scoff and endure her crying for a little while longer before you take your leave.

You get home and shut off your phone, going to sleep. You can't deal with her overemotional and weak self. Even if she is your best friend.

You can't help but feel disgusted.

Whether it's because of the way she is acting or the way you are feeling towards her, you will never know.

Sometimes you wish you never met him.


A/N: I hope you enjoyed it. Feel free to drop a review. :D