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"Time for school, Jasper," Alice said skipping through the house, "Come on, let's go. I can't wait."

"Why are you so excited?" I asked confused.

"Because of who is there," she said smiling.

"Who?" Emmett said walking into the living room.

"You'll find out," Alice said leaving the house, "Just remember to be open Jasper."

I stared at Alice as she climbed into a car with Edward and Bella. With a shake of my head I climbed in a different car with Emmett and Rosalie. We drove to our newest school and I waited in the car while everyone else got out.

I was trying to figure out what Alice was talking about, but knowing her she wouldn't tell anyone about what she was seeing. She wanted me to be open though, she should know me better then that by now.

Getting out of the car I accidentally hit a boy as I climbed out. The boy dropped a sketching pad into a puddle of water. My hand jutted out to make sure that the boy didn't fall down also.

Once I made sure that he wasn't going to fall I kneeled down and picked up the sketch pad. The wind picked up for a second and blew the sketch pad to the first page like it wanted me to see it.

The drawing was of black eyes framed with thick black eyelashes and blond hair falling over them gently. I stared at them and tried to think of where I had seen them before.

"This is wonderful," I said turning to him.

"Th-Thanks," he said blushing.

I stared at the boy and felt his confusion and fear directed towards me. It was like he was confused why I was being nice to him, but he refused to raise his head and look at me.

Before I could say anything else the boy took the sketch pad and walked off quickly. I couldn't stop myself from looking at the boy and watching him leave. There was something about his drawing that was getting to me.

"You coming?" Emmett asked from behind me.

"Yeah," I said nodding.

When I walked into the school Bella handed me my schedule. Nodding my head in thanks I looked at the first class and walked off. I knew that I wasn't going to have this class with anyone else in the family.

Once I was in the classroom I noticed that the boy I ran into was sitting in the back of the classroom with his head down. Taking a breath that wasn't needed I went and sat next to him.

He looked over at me through the corner of his eye and went back to writing in his notebook. The rest of the class started to file in and sit down. All expect one girl. She stared at the boy and sneered.

"You're new, right?" she asked looking at me.

"Yes," I said nodding.

"I'm Amber Burns," she said smiling, "And you've seemed to make a big mistake."

"How so?" I asked slowly.

"You're sitting next to that freak," she said pointing at the boy.

"Who says I'm not a freak too?" I asked smiling.

"Freaky enough to try to kill yourself?" she said smirking evilly, "You should try again Freak. Maybe we can get rid of you for good."

Amber laughed to herself before turning and sitting at the front of the class. I gasped softly when I felt sadness and self hate. Turning to the boy I noticed that he had tears in his eyes.

"I'm Jasper Hale," I said to him.

"Lucas," he said softly before turning away.

As much as I wanted to talk to him more I could feel him shutting down. I had never thought that someone could feel so broken. The feeling to pull him into a hug and try to comfort him overwhelmed me.

"Hello class," the teacher said walking in, "I'm Miss Vance. Welcome to Art. Today we're going to go about the rules."

I tried to listen to Miss Vance as she talked, but I couldn't focus on her. Lucas looked as horrible as he felt. He really needed someone to help him through whatever was going on.

The bell rang before I had time to come up with a reason to talk to him. Lucas rushed out of the room and dropped a notebook on the ground. I quickly picked it up and put it in my bag.

As much as I wanted to help him I knew that I would have to wait. Until then I would have to figure out more about him. I had never been more happy that Edward could read minds.

The next three classes before lunch I noticed Lucas in all of them. Each time I saw him I made sure that I sat next to him. When he noticed me a wave of confusion hit him along with something else that was pushed away before I could figure out what it was.

"Hey Jasper," Alice said grinning, "Being open?"

"Yeah," I said nodding, "If only the other person was."

"Yeah," she said calmly, "Alright, what did he drop?"

"A notebook," I said taking it out of my bag as the rest of the family came up.

"What's that?" Emmett asked sitting down.

"Sit down and shut up then we'll find out," Alice said smirking.

Emmett stuck his tongue out and waited. Once everyone was sitting down I placed the notebook on the middle of the table and opened it to the first page. It looked like it was a simple poem.

We flipped through the pages slowly. Poems and drawings were sketched through out it. The drawings were ranging from eyes to sunsets and everything in between. They looked amazing.

"Jasper," Rosalie said stopping at a drawing of eyes that was similar to the one I saw before, "Do you know who this is?"

"No," I said shaking my head, "But it looks familiar."

"It should," Emmett said nodding, "I guess it's easy for us to tell who this is because we see it, but you don't look in the mirror when you're hungry."

"What?" I asked confused.

"It's you Jazz," Alice said softly, "This is you."

I stared at her in confusion before looking down at the picture again. It was hard to believe that it was me. It was harder to think of how Lucas had drawn me when he's never seen me before.

"Edward," I said my eyes never leaving the drawing, "Can you find out what Lucas is thinking?"

"Sure," Edward said nodding.

I waited for Edward to find Lucas and listen to his thoughts for a while. When Edward focused back on us he looked worried and slightly sick. With a quick shake of his head he sighed and looked at us.

"What is it?" I asked softly.

"He's thinking about you," Edward said slowly, "He wonders if you would notice if he didn't show up tomorrow or ever again."

"He's thinking of killing himself," Alice said sadly.

"Again," I said remembering what Amber said in class.

I shut the notebook and got up. I had to go find Lucas and figure out why I was so attached to him. Lucas had drawn pictures of me and I was growing too attached to him without knowing him.

Going throughout the whole school I searched for Lucas until I found him sitting under a tree outside. I took a few deep breaths that I didn't need before walking to him and waiting.

"Lucas," I said standing in front of him.

Lucas looked up and stared at me in confusion before he noticed the notebook in my hand. He jumped up quickly and pushed himself fully against the tree. Fear ran through him as his eyes looked up at me.

"They're me," I said softly, "You drew me."

"I…I did-didn't know," Lucas stuttered out.

"But you do now," I said handing the notebook to him, "You knew when you first saw me."

"I thou-thought it w-was my mind," he said trying to move back further.

"I'm not going to hurt you," I said sighing, "I just want to talk to you. We can go somewhere and talk."

"Sc-School?" he asked confused.

"Doesn't matter," I said shaking my head, "We can go to my house and talk. No one will be around but my mom."

Lucas looked around slowly. His hand shakily took the notebook from me before putting it in his bag. As he let out a sigh the lunch bell rang. I turned to the school to make sure Edward had told everyone that I was leaving.

When I had turned back around Lucas was walking down the street. I was about to start following him when I felt a hand on my shoulder. Turning around I saw Bella standing there with some keys.

Smiling at her I took the keys and raced to the car. Once I was in the car I drove to Lucas and motioned for him to get in. He quickly got in, but moved so he was pressed against the door.

"I know what you are," Lucas said softly.