I know this is the only Four/Caleb on this site, so here one is. Also, I just found out that Four and Tris are much older in the movies than the books. Pick whatever age you prefer for them to be in this story. I don't care.

DISCLAIMER: I don't own Divergent. If I did, I would have probably put Christina and Four together or something.

WARNING: Chapter contains OOC (out of characterness meaning characters aren't acting like they normally would) yaoi, rape, incest, mentions of abuse, and suicidal themes. If you don't want to read about any of that, don't read it. You know these themes are in here, so why are you making such a fuss if you were warned?


Tobias took a deep breath as he looked down at the cement beneath the bridge he was standing on…the very same bridge that he was going to throw himself off of in a matter of seconds if he could find the nerve to do so. Why was he doing it? He was tired…tired of living the way he was. He was tired of being beaten by his father every single day of his life. He was tired of being touched in the way that man touched him whenever he felt like it. But no more…as soon as he threw himself off this bridge, it would all be over. He would be with his mother again and away from that monster. He slid off his shoes and climbed over the wet railing. A factionless person would take the shoes if they fit him/her. He would have given up his clothes too, but he didn't feel like being found naked or in his underwear.

"Abnegate to the end, huh?" he said to himself chuckling softly.

He hesitated before he could fling himself off. He couldn't do it, but yet he could. One hand it was cowardice, but on the other hand it held escape and freedom from his demons and fears. One quick movement was all it took to end it all and get away from all the troubles he faced at home. It seemed like killing himself would be the best option, but there was something holding him back. Literally and mentally.

A pair of hands had grabbed him by his arms and had said, "What do you think you're doing?"

Tobias looked over his shoulder and saw the very person his mind was on. Caleb Prior, a boy just a year or 2 younger than him, and the very same boy he was in love with when he first laid eyes on him. He was in the same faction as him, which was Abnegation, and in the school year underneath him since he skipped a grade. Every time he saw him, his heart skipped a beat and everything he was near, his heartbeat sped up.

"What's it to you?" he said bitterly.

"You're about to kill yourself." Caleb frowned.

"Yes and I'd thank you kindly to let me go through with it." Tobias snapped. Caleb's expression was unreadable, but he could tell that Caleb wasn't going to let him jump. It would be selfish of him to let him die, but at the same time it would be selfless and hew wouldn't know it.

"No." Caleb said stubbornly. "I'm not letting you go through with this."

"I suggest you let go before I take you with me." he didn't really mean this of course and was only saying it to make Caleb leave him be although a major part of him wanted to stop him from dying.

"You're being stupid, Tobias." Caleb said tightening his grip on the taller male's arm.

Tobias? Did Caleb really just say his name? "How do you know my name?"

"We're in the same classes together. I see you all the time." he noticed Caleb turning a little pink in the face. "I don't want you to die. You've got so much to live for."

Tobias laughed. "Like what? What have I got to live for? My mother's dead, my father's…" Tobias stopped himself from revealing his shameful secret. "…I have nothing to live for and if I died, who'd care? Nobody, that's who!"

"I'd care." Caleb whispered.

"No you don't…you're only saying that because you're trying to be a little hero. Well guess what? I don't want to be saved, so go home. You're probably pass curfew anyway."

"No! I-I…I appreciate you and I would really like for us to be friends…" he blurted out. "I have for a long time. You're really nice to me and when those Candor kids were bothering me on the playground that one time you stood up for me…and that other time when those factionless guys tried to…"

Caleb looked away, embarrassed. Tobias had remembered that time. Some factionless creeps had managed to corner Caleb in the shadows and violated him, but Tobias had stepped in and protected him. Afterwards the two had gone back to his house and he had clothed the younger male and calmed him down after the event.

FLASHBACK

Tobias was walking down the street after a day of helping the factionless people and was making his way back home when he heard voices down an alley way. He crept on over and saw a horrible site. Caleb was with a group of about four factionless guys. He was on his knees and…oh god! Were they actually? Tobias had rushed over before he knew it and punched one of the men. They hadn't seen or heard him coming, so they were unprepared for his attack. He used a dirty knife off of one of the men and cut one of them deeply and stabbed the other one. They were lucky that he didn't have a gun. Once they had run off, bleeding and in severe pain, the raven attended to Caleb, who was on the ground crying and Tobias didn't blame him. He used to cry after his sessions with his father.

"Caleb, are you okay?" Tobias tried to grab his arm, but he pulled away, afraid.

"No, stop! Please! I don't want to…don't make me do it again…"

"Sh, sh…it's alright…" Tobias assured him, hugging him tightly. Although Abnegates didn't really hug each other, it calmed the teen down and he didn't seem to mind. "It's okay…I'm here…"

Caleb suddenly pushed him away and starting wiping his eyes. Tobias didn't feel offended in the least.

"Come on, let's get you home." he said, but Caleb shook his head and Tobias knew why. He didn't want anyone to see him like this and he knew this feeling personally. He knew how it felt to be violated, so he wasn't surprised when Caleb didn't want to go home just yet. "Let's go to my house instead. I probably have something you could wear there and I'm sure my father won't mind."

Of course his father wouldn't mind. It wasn't because of their faction morals, but because of Caleb. If he refused to help Caleb, then the brunette's parents and the entire community would have something to say about it, so yes. He had to let Caleb get help at their house. Caleb frowned at this suggestion and shook his head.

"He's not home right now. He's in a meeting, so he won't be there to see us." he assured him. The younger teen thought about this for a minute and then nodded sniffing a little as he was helped up by Tobias. He started to pick him up, but found himself being pushed away harshly as Caleb winced in pain. They must have beaten him up badly if a little touch hurt him.

The raven gave him his space and guided him to his house. Every now and then, Caleb would look over his shoulder, probably thinking those Factionless people would come back or send their friends after them. The thought made Tobias mad. How dare they attack him? He had on gray which meant he was Abnegate, which meant that he helped the poor and always had. Why did they attack him of all people? Was it because they knew he wouldn't raise a hand against the factionless? He didn't know, but if he ever found those people, he'd kill them. He didn't care if Abnegates weren't killers. They had laid a hand on someone and violated him. They deserved to die.

Once they were at his house, Tobias ran some hot water and instructed Caleb to take off his dirty shirt, not wanting to rush him into taking off his clothes all at once. Caleb hesitated for a minute, taking a little time to search his face for something and slowly did it although painfully. He had bite marks on his chest, shoulders, and neck, bruises all over his arms, chest, back and sides, and he had long scratches down his back. His nose looked broken too as well as one of his fingers. They had messed him up badly, but they left his face uninjured except his nose.

"I ran a bath for you in the bathroom. You can go ahead in while I find some clothes." Caleb nodded and quickly made his way to the bathroom. Tobias had managed to find a few bits that were sort of Caleb's size, but they would keep him clothed at least. He wondered if Caleb was going to tell his family about what happened or if he even could. What would happen if he did? Abnegate liked helping the faction less, but they loved the law too. The factionless men would be punished if found.

Tobias came back into the bathroom with Caleb's back turned to him. He was carefully washing his wounds and mumbling to himself. "I found some clothes."

"Thank you." was all he said as he ran a bath cloth over his arm. The water was starting to turn a muddy color after Caleb washed himself. Those men were pretty dirty after all. He laid the clothes and towel on the toilet and went to call the Priors when his father walked in.

"Is dinner ready yet, Tobias?" Tobias realized in horror that he hadn't prepared dinner and he would pay for it. Then he remembered Caleb.

"No…" his father frowned and inched towards him. "…but that's only because Caleb needed my help."

"Caleb?" Marcus blinked. "Caleb Prior?"

"Y-yes." he said feeling relieved when his father stopped moving toward him. "He got attacked by some faction less people in an alleyway and I had to help him. I couldn't leave him there. I'll get started right away though."

"Where is he?"

"He's in the bathroom." Marcus nodded and went towards that way while Tobias quickly started on dinner. By the time he was done, Caleb had come in, but his father hadn't. Maybe he was calling Caleb's parents, who were probably worried about him. The two ate dinner in silence while the brunette ate very little. A few minutes later, Marcus had come into the room. "Caleb, your parents are on their way."

He only nodded as he poked at his dinner. When Marcus reached out and touched Caleb's shoulder, he moved away from his touch. His father seemed to understand and they went back to eating silently. After dinner was over, Caleb helped cleaned up although Marcus told him he didn't have to. Caleb looked kind of cute wearing his clothes as Tobias observed him washing the dishes. It was a bad time to be doing so, but he couldn't help staring every now and then. He felt himself turn bright red when their fingers touched when the brunette was passing him a plate. Caleb didn't notice and went back to washing.

Afterwards the two sat on the couch waiting for the Priors to come. Caleb's face was unreadable, but his eyes held fear, anger, and sadness. He understood those emotions quite well and wished to reach out and coddle him…to kiss all over and rub his soreness away, kind of like his mother used to do, but she did it in a motherly way. He reached out and touched Caleb's hand, which was in a fist. His hand twitched, but unfolded. Before he knew it, he was holding his hand and squeezing it hard. Caleb looked at him for a long time before turning away quickly when their eyes met.

Suddenly his parents came and Caleb released his hand quickly. Mrs. Prior looked worriedly at Caleb before trying to touch him, causing him to shrink away from him while her husband turned to Tobias. "Could we talk privately for a moment?"

Tobias nodded and they walked to his room. He then questioned the raven over what happened. Tobias told him what happened, feeling sick at the retelling and he could see that Mr. Prior didn't like what he was hearing either. After he finished, the older male said, "Thank you for helping our son and…for telling me what happened. Caleb…he probably wouldn't want to do it himself…I wouldn't expect him to. I'll imagine it'll take some time before he gets over it, but he seems…distant right now."

Tobias nodded. "He kept pulling away every time someone touched him."

"Especially after what happened, I'm not surprised." admitted Andrew, rubbing his chin. "He's going to be strange because of what happened. The best we can do is give him some space."

The two headed back into the living room where Caleb was looking out the window while his mother was standing behind him. When Natalie saw her husband, she came over and whispered something into his ear. Andrew nodded and went over to his son while Natalie asked to speak to Tobias. Once they were up in his room, she asked him what happened. "I want to know what happened to my son. Please don't leave anything out."

Tobias nodded and began talking, once more telling the story. Natalie buried her face in her hands and the raven could tell that she was sobbing silently into her hands. He imagined any parent would do so after hearing that their child had been violated like her son had. When he finished up, she hugged him, which was strange for an Abnegate to do, but he didn't mind as he patted her back.

"I can't thank you enough…if you hadn't been there…" she bit her lip. "Thank you for caring for our son."

"He would have done the same for me." he admitted.

"Yes he would have." they went back downstairs only to see Marcus and Andrew by the door chatting while Caleb was still staring out the window. "We're back, Andrew."

Andrew looked up at his wife and shook hands with Marcus before calling to Caleb. Caleb came over silently, his face still blank as a piece of paper. They said their goodbyes and then they were gone. Marcus didn't say a word to his son as he went to his own room and Tobias was relieved as he went back to his own.

End Flashback

"You still remember that, huh?"

"How could I forget?" said Caleb. "You saved me. If you're doing this because of your father is hitting you and touching you…"

Tobias looked him straight in the eyes. "How did you…"

"I…I came over one day to give you something for helping me." he admitted. "The door was unlocked and I went in…I saw him…doing things to you before he got up and stopped. I guess I came in just as he was stopping. I-I'm sorry I didn't help you then…I just got so scared…"

"It wasn't your fault. He's done that…too many times before…" the raven admitted. "You couldn't stopped him if you tried."

"You know…if you really want to get away from him, you could wait." said Caleb. "The test for the factions isn't that far away."

"It's a year and 4 months away."

"It's better to wait then to die. You're still young and you have your whole life ahead of you. You have a better purpose in this world than to be your father's punching bag. You can't let your father control you enough to kill yourself. In eight months, you'll be free and you won't ever have to see him again. If you do this, he'll have a good laugh because you're a coward…which you are by doing this. If you do this, I'll have no respect for you after this."

"I'm not a coward."

"Prove it."

Tobias tried climbing over the railing, but nearly slipped and fell, but luckily Caleb grabbed his hand and pulled him over. Once he was over, Caleb placed a hand on his shoulder. "Well I guess you're not a coward then."

"I told you." Tobias said wiping his hands on his pants from the dirty railing. "Thank you…for everything."

"No problem. Would you like for me to take you home?"

"I'd…appreciate that." Tobias smiled a little and Caleb did too. Almost killing himself was worth seeing that beautiful smile on his face.


After that day, the two teens became close friends although Tobias wanted to become more than that. The two spent a lot of time together, both at school and after school. Whenever the two were together, Caleb would usually talk about his family while Tobias stayed quiet and listened intensely. There was even times when Tobias would sneak over to Caleb's house and sleepover in his room. The brunette gladly let him inside and would whisper words of comfort to him after his father did something to him.

He learned that Caleb had a little sister named Beatrice and that she was pretty clumsy and didn't really fit into the Abnegation faction very well, but then again, neither did he. He admitted that he really loved reading and found that he had a very large IQ of 198.

"So you'd fit right in Erudite."

"Right…but I'm afraid of leaving my parents." he admitted as they watched some ducks eating the stale bread they tossed out into the pond.

"If you think you should leave, you could."

"I know…but…" The brunette sighed. "I'm worried about what they would say or think. They're my family…I know it's faction before blood, but I really don't care. My family is more important than some faction values."

"I wish I could feel the same way." said Tobias. "My father's the only family I've got and I can't even call him loving family since my mother died."

"I could be your family." Caleb smiled a little as he grabbed and shyly held his hand.

"I'd like that..." he squeezed his hand back. "…but I have a much different idea."

"What's tha…" Tobias pressed his lips up against Caleb's. The younger male's eyes widened in shock and he tensed up a bit, but relaxed and kissed him back. Once they pulled apart, Caleb was looking very conflicting and looked around. No one else was in the park, but the older male guessed he was doing this because of the kiss.

"Caleb…"

"H-huh?" he said not looking at Tobias.

"If you don't like me in…that way…I understand. I'm sorry if I offended you."

"No! I mean, I do like you and I'm happy you like me back…but…it's taboo. We can't be together."

"I don't care if its taboo. You're the only one I want, even if we're both men."

"If you're sure…but if we're going to make this work, we can't be affectionate in public like you just did."

"No one saw us."

"But next time they might."

"I promise." he said moving some hair out of his face.

"Good." the brunette blushed. "I…uh…have to get home. I'll see you tonight, Tobias."

Caleb squeezed Tobias's hand affectionately and took off. The raven smiled as he got up and went home. No one, not even his father, could ruin the good mood he was in. He hadn't rejected him and now his crush was now his boyfriend.


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