Disclaimer: I do not own criminal minds or vanilla twilight all though I would greatly enjoy that

This is just a little one-pager that I thought up while looking through my I pod the song is vanilla twilight by owl city

**I'll watch the night turn light blue but its not the same with out you because it takes two to whisper quietly the silence isn't so bad till I look at my hands and feel sad cuz the spaces between my fingers are right where your fit perfectly. **

Spencer was sitting on his front porch an a chilly November evening, thinking as always about her, the way she laughed the way she talked and how her hair smelled like that vanilla berry shampoo, it was her favorite. Oh how he wished he could tell her just once more how much she meant to him.

The night she died had been the worst day of his life they had got in a fight before he left on a case about well leaving to go on a case and that day was the last day he saw her alive two days after being called she went to get groceries and got hit by a drunk driver. He blamed him self for her death and knew he could have prevented it but his job got in the way he loved his job he really did but not more than her and he felt like in a way he indirectly killed her now for a FBI agent you would think that kind of self blame would be unthought-of or silly but he couldn't help it.

Spencer missed her so much and wanted her back so badly some times he thought if he tried really hard he could some how bring her spirit back or something his whole world changed that day and it would never be the same he would keep her in his heart forever and if that meant never seeing another girl again then so be it.

**When violet eyes get brighter and heavy wings grow wider ill taste the sky and feel alive again

And ill forget the world that I knew but I swear I wont forget you oh if my voice could reach back through the past and whisper in you ear**

"oh darling I wish you where here" he whispered and went back inside the house.

OK I KNOW THAT I CONNECTED THE SONG TO THE STORY MORE THAN PEOPLE NORMALY DO BUT I THINK IT TURNED OUT OK PLZZZZZZZ REVIEW I'VE NEVER DONE A SONG FIC BEFORE AND I WANT TO KNOW WHAT YOU THINK ALSO I LEFT THE MYSTERY GIRL TO YOUR IMAGINATION LIKE IN THE SONG