Hey guys, this is the first chapter to Rosalie's side of Twilight. I'm working at it, but I think that Rosalie also has such a problem with Bella because her and Edward were beginning to get close, just as brother and sister though, and then Bella came along and Edward would hardly talk to her. It's just an idea though. I think they get along well because they are kind of similar, both stubborn and have been together the longest out of the siblings. Tell me what you think!
Chapter 1: The Girl with the Broken Smile
As soon as we were in the doors of the school we knew there was a new student in the school.
Everyone was talking about her and, from Edward's face, we could tell that everyone was thinking about her also. According to the guys, she was a babe, who was too shy to say anything. I was always annoyed by girls who were shy. Why was there any need to be shy? Unless of course they were ugly, or unfortunately obese, which then I can kind of understand.
We have been in this school for a while now, and still people are afraid of us, especially Emmett and I. I suppose because he is so huge and muscular and gorgeous, with that wicked smile on his face. I suppose he is kind of intimidating, what with the size of him and with me on the end of his arm.
I am beautiful, and I know that I am beautiful; I know that girls envy me, but I would still give everything that I had just to become an ordinary, plain, boring looking human like them. They have everything I have ever wanted, but can't have. Yet they still want what I have, pathetic really, they don't know what they really want, they have no idea.
Spanish has been dragging on for what seems like a year, but as I glance at the clock, it has actually only been half an hour. If I wasn't dead already I would say kill me now; I can't last another minute watching this sad excuse for a teacher jump around the classroom in her nauseating clothes.
The students in this school just don't seem to understand Spanish verbs, even though they are probably the easiest in Spanish. Also, Edward is the only one from my family with me and he never really seems to speak in class. Sometimes I think he is more like me than he would like to admit... there is something missing in both our lives, and we both feel the same about this life.
I've always found the rain breathtaking, the sound of it dripping and the streets glistening afterwards, although, I much prefer it when I am inside, so that my hair isn't ruined. I was sitting staring at the rain dripping from the windowpane when I saw it; my reflection in the window. There was beauty, but cold beauty. My face looked hard and cold with no emotion on it permanently. My eyes were glaring at the window, so cold but yet full of pain. I could understand why so many people were intimidated by me. It was obvious that the girl in the reflection was still heartbroken, even after all this time. She always seemed distant, even when she was warm and laughing.
I wasn't always like this. Before I became a vampire, I was actually happy, or at least I thought I was. Then, from the day I woke up in this life, I became bitter and full of hate as I began to realise that I had to live forever with a huge hole in my life.
Suddenly Edward put his hand on mine and squeezed.
After all these years, I have never felt affection from him until now.
'I'm sorry you had to hear that self pitying moment', I thought.
"Don't worry about it" he whispered, accompanied with a sincere smile. "We all feel that way about ourselves occasionally".
'Yes but I feel like this all the time. I'll never be completely happy with this life. You can't stand me, you never have and I know it.'
"Rose..." he interrupted. '
'Don't try and deny it Edward, I understand now. I'm surprised Emmett can still put up with me. I put him through torture all the time and he never complains. He doesn't deserve it'. I gazed back out the window, longing for something, but what I don't know.
"You love him though. You are happy when you are with him", he reassured me.
'I do love him, with all my black heart. He is my soul mate. He completes that part of my life. But there will always be something missing. I can't even smile properly Edward, I wear broken smile on my face. I'm trying to keep Em happy and not worrying.'
"Well at least you have Emmett, at least that part of your life is fulfilled", he replied as he looked down with pain in his eyes.
"I'm sorry", I said and I was the one to squeeze his hand.
'I understand it must be hard for you to be around us all the time. But I didn't realise you were interested in that?' I asked confused.
"It's not that I'm not interested, I just haven't found my soul mate yet. But I'll be waiting for her for eternity", I smiled at him. "You're ok Rose. You'll come back to us."
'Thanks Edward, and thanks for letting me moan. I haven't been that honest with anyone for more than fifty years', he chuckled at that. 'Can we keep this between ourselves please?' I asked as the bell rang. 'I don't want Em worrying', he smirked,
"Your secret is safe with me as long as you don't tell anyone what I said. I don't want them worrying and I don't want Alice trying to set me up with anyone", I smile, typical Alice.
I have never felt at all close to Edward until now, and I did pity him. He wasn't as bad as I thought he was.
There was silence the rest of the way until we arrived at the cafeteria doors. 'Let's go and see how pretty, or ugly this new girl actually is. I reckon she is nothing compared to me, just fresh meat.'
"Be nice Rosalie", he warned as we walked through the cafeteria doors to our table.
So what do you guys think? I would love reviews!
