I'm not an interesting girl. I never made it into the top ten of the military academy nor do I attract very much attention…I guess you could say that was a good thing but I can't help but feel unsatisfied with my life and how lame I am. Possibly the only interesting thing about me is that I'm a part of the scouting legion.

I know I know, why am I so stupid as to basically offer my body up to the titans? Well, you could say a lot has happened in my life and I couldn't just sit back and watch everyone's future wither away. If I had the chance to do something and save the people I love, even if it might cost me my own life I will do it.

But yes, the scouting legion is the only thing that keeps me from being an everyday average Joe and I am somewhat grateful for that, which is kinda strange.

I guess you could say that being uninteresting makes me somewhat delusional as well. On a daily basis I like to image myself as a girl version of Eren or even the best soldier in the world. Since I daydream more than I work my reality has obviously become twisted. I mean why else would I feel like I had a chance with Lance Corporal Rivaille?

Come on, me? I would never be good enough to stand by Levi's side even in a daydream ( I have no shame) even so this reality doesn't stop my heart from thumping every time Corporal passes by, or yells at me to clean better.

But then again what's the harm? A girl can dream can't she? Just as long as Levi doesn't find out (which there is thankfully no reason for him to) my lame world will continue to rotate just like it should. Sounds kinda selfish right? Eh, oh well.

Sighing, I continued to scrub the floors with a brush thinking about some weird scenario in my head where Levi had to save me, then we magically confess our love for each other and-

"Audrey!" My skin jumped off of my bones while I doubled over, grabbing my heart.

"God dammit what is it!" I yelled before looking up, automatically freezing in my place. Just a second ago my heart felt like it was about to explode, well now…I guess you could say it wasn't beating anymore.

Levi's eyes glared down at me, his hands gripping a clipboard. Dear lord, if you care about me in any such way you wouldn't kill me just yet would you?

"What did you say?" Levi's low, threatening voice entered my ears, chilling me to the bone which finally triggered me to spring to my feet, saluting my superior.

"Y-Yes sir!?" I asked loudly, my voice obviously cracking…I don't like getting in trouble, especially by the Corporal.

Levi looked down at me his eyes showed nothing but I could tell he was debating what he should do to me.

"Do it all again, It's no good." He said before turning around and walking away. I just stood there shivering in my saluting position until I saw him completely disappear behind a wall. Only then did I fall to the ground, my face pale as ever and my heart thump thump thumping in my chest. I'm such an idiot.

"I almost died." I said quietly before picking up my brush and heading back over to the corner of the room, starting over.