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I Can't Get You Out of My Head

Sam Winchester lay on his bed with his eyes wide open; he was having trouble getting to sleep. He looked at the alarm clock next to him; its glaring red numbers told him the time was well after two in the morning. This was the third night in a row that he just couldn't get to sleep. Every time he tried to sleep, all he could think about was her. And on the rare occasions where he actually got sleep quickly, she filled his dreams.

The girl was none other than Ruby, the beautiful, yet dangerous demon-girl that had been helping him since Dean's 'death'. The relationship had started off more like a business relationship, he would drink her demon blood to get stronger, and they'd hunt those things that went bump in the night, like a team. It was business, not pleasure.

But they'd slept together.

Sam tried to tell himself that they were just using each other, her blood and his skills. The night of passion had just been part of it, to ease the tension, to stop them from being lonely. Whatever the reason, it couldn't be that he loved Ruby. He was too far gone for that now, and she could never have loved from the beginning. Demons don't love, no matter how good they said they were.

Oh, but he did love her. He loved her like he had loved Jessica.

I can't breathe in here. Sam sat up in bed, and an instinct told him to look for Dean. But Sam was alone in his hotel room and he mentally kicked himself for forgetting that Dean was stuck in Hell. Deciding he needed fresh air, Sam got out of bed and walked outside. He sat on the hood of the Impala, and closed his eyes.

"You've been thinking about me," Suddenly, his quite moment was interrupted by a feminine voice. He opened his eyes and noticed it was Ruby who stood before him.

"Hello Ruby, what are you talking about?" He kept his face straight; trying to hide his feelings. How did she know? Ruby smirked.

"I know everything, Sam." She responded, moving closer to him. "You've been thinking of me ever since that night."

Sam was speechless.

"I have that effect on people sometimes;" She said playfully, before her face turned serious. "I've been thinking about you to." Her mouth was so close to his.

"I…" Sam tried to say something, anything, but nothing would come.

"Shush," She put her finger to his lips and whispered, "Don't say anything at all… just kiss me." She moved her head, and his mouth was on hers. His arms wrapped around her waist and they stayed that way for a few moments, kissing.

"I think we should go inside," Ruby said as they took a moment to breath. So they did.

Sleeping was easy after that, Sam felt comfortable. Yes, Ruby was a demon, but in a way, he was to. Many monsters were still in the world, and he'd fix that… but right now, he was happy. He wanted to sleep with Ruby beside him; he wanted to wake up to her dark hair every morning. He wanted to say like this, forever.


So, I was going through my fan fiction folder on my computer and found an old, really short story, called 'You're In My Head, You're in My Heart'. I did have it uploaded I think in 2008/2009. I can't remember why, but for some reason I deleted it...

It is the inspiration for this, because what was initially a 'have a look through for spelling/grammar, etc' turned into 'let's add some new ideas.' This earned it a new title.

Its not as fluffy sweet as the original; which was initially set I think before Dean went to tell, I can't tell for sure. I changed the setting (obviously) to before Dean went to hell but not long after Sam and Ruby slept together.

I like how I've changed it, and if anyone wants to read the original to compare, I'll post it as a second chapter to this :)

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