Today is Damon's last day in boulder then it's good bye forever! Until the 2012 Olympics. I am going to miss him so much. I was at the pizza shack watching Damon's last concert before returning to LA. He was going to stay here, but he didn't find a record lable near by.
" This Next song is for my GF Emily Kmetco, tonight is our last night together before I head back to LA and before Emily hands those papers to the NGO saying goodbye " Damon says through the microphone " it's song by All-star weekend originally and it's called come down with love"
He finishes the song " I love you Emily Kmetco." the crowds starts awing and I blush a little.
After the concert Damon takes me up to the " Starlight lounge " Damon takes my hand and looks me in the eye " I love you! "
I blush a little " I love you too! And the song you sang me was amazing"
" I'm glad you liked it " he looks at me and then plants a kiss on my lips.
" What time do you leave?" I ask him.
" around now " he says
I give him a sad smile. He hugs me and tells me he loves me " Emily, good luck with the NGO. I love you" we kiss and he leaves.
The next day I wake up in an empty bed. Damon had stayed with me this past week. I groaned as I got up to get dressed. I sent the papers yesterday so they probably have them by today. I got to the rock and went to my best skill vault.
Later that day I went to the pizza shack to work with Razor.
" Hey Razor." I said with a fake smile.
" Awww why so sad Emmy ?" he said mocking a sad face.
I laughed a little." I don't know i mean worlds is soon. Sasha barley got back from the meet in Hungary. And Damon is now gone"( authors note: the NGO never found anything wrong with Emily's drug test in this story ) I said with a frown.
" I say we close up. And have a drink I mean the manger isn't even here " he said as he got up and switched the sigh to closed.
" Vodka or wine? " he said looking at me.
" Vodka" I said back.
He opened the bottle and we had about 10 shots each. Then we were dead drunk.
The next day I woke up in a bed. It was not mine though I looked around. It took me a minute or two to realize I had no clothes on I was completely naked. I looked next to me and saw Razor naked as well. Oh shit did we do it?! I really hope not! All of a sudden Razor wakes up confused as well as why he's has no clothes on. Then he sees me in "his " bed.
" Emily? Did we..." he says but his sentence drifting off as if he was waiting for me to finish it. All of sudden he sits up and covers his lower body with the blankets I do the same with my whole body.
" um I don't know. I think we did " I said trying to make this moment a bit less awkward.
" shit. Do you remember anything? " he says trying to focus his eyes on himself. Trying to ignore the fact we are both naked.
" no. Razor what if we did? " I said finally having the courage to face him. And leaning closer with a worried look. I didn't notice my blanket was falling.
" Um Emily..." He says slowly and awkwardly pointing at my falling blanket. I leaned back and closed my eyes trying to think.
I finally spoke up. " Razor weather we did it or not, we are still laying in the same bed naked with our clothing all over the floor. Do you know how wrong this is? "
" Yeah. I do. But still what if we somehow... I don't just ended up naked without doing anything or touching Each other " he says facing me. Then he notices something. " Emily have you Damon done it yet?"
I looked at him confused but answered anyway " yeah I lost my virginity to him. Why does that matter?"
He ignores my question " how long ago? "
I roll my eyes at him " about a week ago why? "
" you have a hickey. But it's not from a week ago it looks too fresh " he said
Oh no this is not good " are you saying that we did.." I said not wanting to finish my sentence as Razor nods. This is really bad.
" Look you have to get to the gym before the NGO catches you. We can talk about this later " he says with concern he gets up covering my eyes with his cold hands. He doesn't want me to see him even though I had already. I feel one hand leave as he grabbed a coat and tied it around his waist and headed to the bathroom he came back a few minutes with a towel tied around his waist and handed me the one he had in his hands.
" I'll drive you" he said as he gathers all his clothing.
The car ride was quiet and gym practice seemed to go really slow. Peyson must of noticed I was distracted.
" Em are you okay? " person asked with concern.
" What? Oh yeah I'm fine just a bit off today."
After gym was over I went home. Opened my laptops at the same time trying to recall what had happened last night. When I got a Chat from Damon I felt so guilty.
Damon: Hi love
Emily: hello :)
Damon I miss you!
Emily: I miss you too!
Damon: I know
Emily: very funny
Damon: just kidding:)
My phone rang and it was Razor we were going to talk about the previous events.
Emily: look I have to go my mom is home love you babe! See you soon.
Damon: you will I promise I'm visiting boulder in a two or three days! I'll ring you up hun! ;) love you
I smile at that last sentence and turn my laptop off and answer Razor. I finish my phone call with Razor we decided to talk about this at the pizza shack.
" soooo" I say awkwardly. " Damon's coming to boulder in a few days"
" Emily what we did was beyond wrong. Me as Damon's best friend and you as Damon's girlfriend have to tell him!" he says gathering all of his thoughts together.
I was about to answer but before I could I got up and ran to the bathroom kneeling puking in the toilet. Razor followed me leaning down holding my hair up for me. When I was all done I washed my hands, flushes the toilet , and sat down on the top of the toilet cap with a worried look on my face.
"
"Emily whats wrong?" Razor asks
" I'm late for my monthly, I'm getting food craving, moods swings, and puking. Razor I think I'm pregnant" I say scared to death.
" what! No this can't be happening" he says running his hands thought his hair.
" Razor! What if its not yours I mean I had sex with you and Damon!" I says even louder.
" Look Damon gets here in two days. For now we need to get a pregnancy test and go from there! Okay?" he asks. I nod in agreement
We went to the drugstore got two test and headed to Razors apartment. After 5 minutes of waiting in the bathroom Razor in his room pacing back and fourth. I hear a beep for both I look at them " Positive" shit this is so bad. I toss both test in the trash head out side with tears in my eyes. Razor looks up and gets the idea.
" oh no Emily " he says wrapping his arms around me. " look we will tell Damon and go to the doctored on Thursday when Damon is here. If Damon isn't here for the baby then I will be. Are you going to keep it?" he says. I nod wiping my tears. " yeah a lot of gymnast have been able to come back. So I will have both. " he nods and gives me a friends peck on the forehead.
Thursday came and Damon was here we all met at the pizza shack.
Me and Razor sat next to Each other and Damon a cross from us. Damon spoke up first " So what did you want to tell me?" he says
" um Damon I'm pregnant " I say quickly
He runs his hands through his hair and has a shocked faced. " Your what? Pregnant! I promise you Emily I will be the best father for our baby!" he says quickly.
" yeah that's another thing" I say slowly. Damon looks up confused. I take a deep breath ready to confess " the other night me and Razor were drinking a lot and we ended up having sex so this could be his baby" I say kind of nervous.
" WHAT THE HELL EMILY! HOW COULD YOU! LOOK I WILL BE HERE FOR THAT BABY WEATHER IT'S MINE OR NOT BUT GET ONE THING CLEAR IM DOING IT FOR THE BABY NOT YOU! " he yells at me I feel years staring to well up.
" Dude calm down" Razor says " we know you don't mean that. "
" Your right " Damon says " I'm sorry Emily I'm just really mad!"
" I know and I'm sorry but I love you please love me back!"
" I do and I always will but for now we need a break and just be good parents to the baby weather it's mine or not we won't find out until after birth. So let's hold up until then than we will talk" Damon says. Emily nods.
" we have a doctors appointment like now " Razor says and we all get up and leave.
At The Doctors
" Emily Kmetco" a brown hairs nurse says.
" here" the nurse smiles and leads us to a room" Dr Well will be with you soon" she says as she leaves.
After a few minutes Dr Well arrived
" Emily which one is the possible father?" Dr Well asked she was tall and blonde.
" Umm both I know I'm a slut" I answered quickly. Razor and Damon gave me a look.
" sweetly your not a slut we all make mistakes!" Dr Well says sweetly.
Razor and Damon nodded in agreement.
Dr Well did her process and told us all the rules and then it hit me" oh No me Razor were drinking and had sex what of it's Damon's and it come out messed up"
" it probably won't since you 3 are young how many show did you take?" Dr Well asks
" like ten" I answer
" then you should be fine 20 is really the limit just try not to drink or have sex any more no matter how desperate you are contact me if you have any other side affects that seem unusual and it looks like your only about two days along ! Which means it could belong to any of the boys sometime pregnancy hits after a week or so which would be Damons but sometime it only take two days which also means it could be Razors " Dr Well informs us. We all give our thank you's and shake her hand and leave.
" I need to go and tell Sasha but I would really like to take the day off today is it okay if we head to Razors house? I'm not ready to face my mother!" I say. They boys nod and we head to Razors home the door is open so we all step in. We go to Razors room and on the bed side my mother was siting and Bryan next to the bed in his wheel chair. My mom had the two pregnancy test in her hand!
" Mom! Did you go through Razors trash!" I said trying to ignore the fact she had the pregnancy test in her hand.
" You know Emily Sasha called me and told me you did not show up at the rock today. You would answer you Cell so Bryan and I came here the door was unlocked but no one was home we thought maybe you and Razor were sharing feelings about saying good bye to Damon. I went to the bathroom and found this in the trash Razor isn't a girl. I was shocked and mad enough at Damon until I found a bra hook on the ground to my shock! I mean Emily really you and Razor are having a baby!" she says shocked an bitter
"look I really don't need a lecture so can you please leave and we will talk later mom I just so tired and annoyed" I said quickly and annoyed
"you know what Emily just tell Bryan and he can tell me when he gets home because I don't really want to see you right now!" she yells at me bitterly!
" You know what FINE! I WILL I GUESS GOODBYE MOM" she left and I thought how what I said didn't make any sense I shrugged it off and told Bryan the whole story.
" wow so Razor and Damon are both possible fathers?" Bryan asked as I finished the whole story. He seemed shocked but calm now that was to my surprise I thought he would take it the wrong way! I guess not he's the most amazing brother ever in the whole entire world! I love him.
I nodded slowly.
" okay." he says " good luck i should get home before mom freaks out. Need a ride home?" Bryan asks me.
" um nah If it's alright with the guys I'll just stay here if you don't mind?" we both turn to the guys and they both nod.
" okay I don't mind! Well good luck Em! I love you sis!" he says with a smile he give me peck on my temple and leaves.
I yawn I'm super tired. The guys are going to take turns sleeping on the bed with me. I know it's not the mature way to handle this, but hey I did sleep with both of them right? But whatever. I lay down on the bed and close my eyes Damon lays on the couch while Razor gets in bed with me. We hug ' friendly ' of course until we both fall asleep.
