Okie Candice. Here is one especially for you. I can only hope that I live up to your expectations in this.

Phoenix- Mwah Ha Ha Ha Haaaaaaa. I hold you in my grasp finally! I control your life!

Looks around at audience.

Phoenix- Heh heh. Umm sorry bout that. I have a very bad habit in acting like that in the most inconveinient times. Glares at Ami. Well anyways, I want you all to meet AmiIceAngel, the star of my show. She's not the real Ami but she is way too much like her anyways. Say hi now.

AmiIceAngel- Hi everyone. Glares at Phoenix. I am terribly sorry for Phoenix's behavior. She tends to get too excited at torturing me.

Phoenix acts innocent and pulls out a manga.

Phoenix- I so do not get excited over torturing you. Just other people.

AmiIceAngel- yeah sure.

Phoenix- points at AmiIceAngel and whispers. Hear the sarcasm heh heh. Normal voice. Do you want to intro this new story?

AmiIceAngel- What? Are you nuts! No way. I don't even know what this is about. You dragged me here in the first place.

Phoenix shrugs.

Phoenix- Okie then Little sister. Are you in for one big shock. Gets up and stands in front of audience. Ladies and Gentleman, Sailor Scouts and Demons, Angels and all the other great and wonderful creatures we have out there. I would like to welcome you all to Losing Ami. Have fun!

AmiIceAngel- HEY! WHAT"S GOING ON! WHAT IS THE STORY CALLED!

Phoenix- Heh heh. Hurry up and cut to the disclaimer.


This author does not own Sailor Moon or any of the Properties under Sailor Moon Characters.

The scouts are all 18 now and started fighting when they were 16.

Oh and also Rhea means Ice Angel in the tongue zi'll be using.

Losing Ami

By: Goddess-Pheonix

Chapter 1: The Past Resurfaces

Sometimes a lie can get out of control
Waiting for a lifetime to catch hold
So should you have a secret past
Don't let yourself lose track of it
Or you will find the lie will be found out

Little things that seems so little
Another life that you let no one know
A past that will never let you go
A childs cry that haunts your nights
A secret magic that is hard to resist

No one that you can go to for advice
A mother who will not let you speak
Hold your tongue and Hold on tight
To the lies that want to escape
Or you may find them catching up

Ami blinked as she heard Usagi call her name once more. She looked up from the letter she had recieved and looked at Usagi. "What did you say Usa?" Usagi frowned. "Are you okay Ami? I've been calling your name for the past 5 minutes." Ami forced a smile on her face. She had done it so many times before that she could do it without the other person knowing that she was troubled. Usagi looked at her in worry. "I'm okay Usa. What did you want?" "Oh um me and the girls were wondering if you were going to go with us to England. For the summer trip." Ami smiled and shook her head. "Sorry Usa. I signed up for Summer classes at the college." It was a lie. She didn't have anything planned for the summer. Usagi shrugged and went back up to the others. Ami was dragging behind them. Ami looked back at the envelope again, looking for any kind of return address. Nothing. It just had her name on it. Lily had delivered it to her. She knew the handwriting all too well to not know who sent it. It had been 5 years since she had last gotten a letter from them. She had never told Usagi or the others or anyone else for that matter. After all, how did one explain being born like she had been. She looked at the letter once again and then pulled the picture out that had been included. A young girl that was about 4 years old stared back at her with a crooked shy grin. She had pale blue hair with two black streaks and ice blue eyes much like her own. Ami gently touched the picture and sighed. It had been so long since being forced to leave. A tear ran down her cheek but she quickly wiped it away. She stuffed picture and letter back into the envelope and stuffed it into her backpack. She hurried to catch up to Usagi. They were going to celebrate the last day of school at Crown Arcade. Ami checked her watched. It was only 3:00. She had to be home by 6:00 so she could get the call.

Inside the Arcade, the group of girls sat at their usual booth. In all there were four others besides Ami. Ami had shoulder length ice blue hair and ice blue eyes. She was about 5'3". She was the brains of the group. The next was Rei. Rei was a Shinto Priestess and about 5'6". She had midnight black hair that fell to her waist and violet eyes. Unlike Ami, who was usually shy and rarely talked, Rei was short-tempered and didn't mind letting other people know what she thought. She was the unannounced second in command. Next was Lita. Lita was the fighter of the group. She had dark brown hair that she always kept tied back in a ponytail and bright green eyes. She was the tallest at 6'2". She was slightly shy around new people but was very loyal to those who were her friends. Then was Mina. She was the matchmaker. Lita also had a matchmaker bit but it was Mina who usually took control. She had sun-blonde hair that she kept tied back with a red ribbon. She was about 5'4". She also had cornflower blue eyes that sparkled with warmth. Last was the greatest treasure in their small group. It was Usagi. She had pale blonde hair and crystal blue eyes. She was the light to them all and the shortest of the group at 5'2". She was the bubbly, open-hearted blonde that had brought them all together. Ami didn't realize she was staring at Usagi at all when she asked her." Is there something on my face Ami?" Ami smiled lightly. "No Usa. I was just thinking that your the reason that we are all together. You pulled us out of our own lives and intertwined them with everything else." Usagi blushed big time. The other thing holding them together was the fact that they were the legendary Sailor Scouts. Usagi was the famous Princess Serenity of the Silver Millinium. Ami looked at her watch again. In fact Usagi's Prince Charming was supposed to arrive at any moment. On cue, the bell rang above the door and a guy walked in. He had the black hair and deep midnight blue eyes that every girl drooled over. Well everyone except me. Ami sighed as Usagi leaped up and he kissed her gently. "Hey Usako." "Hi Mamo-chan." His full name was Mamoru Chiba. In the past he had been Prince Endymion of Earth. Ami pulled out the most recent book she had been reading. It was about the lost city Atlantis. She paused only long enough to order when Andrew appeared. A while later, Ami looked at her watch. It was 5:45. She stood hastily and stuffed her book in her bag. She looked at Usagi and thought up the usual excuse. "I gotta get home. Usa. I'll see ya later. You are all leaving next monday right?" Mina nodded. "Yeah." Ami smiled brightly. "Okay then. I'll be there." Ami slung her bag on and took off out the door hurriedly. Once she made it outside, she took off at a run.

Ami's mind kept ticking down. If her mother got the call, then they would move again. She had to get there. Her lungs were burning. Her legs were cramping but she kept pushing. As she reached their apartment building, she raced in and got in the elevator pressing the button for her floor. She glanced at her watch and saw she had 3 minutes. She paced in the elevator in a panic. Luckily, no one stopped it. She made it to her floor with 2 minutes to spare. She ran to her door, looking through her bag for the key. She was having trouble finding the key. Right when she found them, she heard the phone ring. She jammed the key into the lock and turned it. Once she had the door open, she dashed inside. "I got it mom!" Ami picked up the phone just in time. She was now panting hard. "Hello?" The deep voice on the other end made shivers run up and down her spine. "Hello Rhea. I see you got my letter." Ami's face turned cold. She kept her voice low. "What do you want bastard? I told you that I wanted nothing more to do with you." The voice chuckled. "Oh but Angel, you have no choice. We found you again and we can take Aris anytime we want. You wouldn't want your mother to suffer. And besides, if want to keep your Titania safe and unharmed, you will do as we say." Ami heard her mother from her room. "Sweetheart, who is it?" Ami panicked a moment. "What will you say Rhea?" Ami silently cursed him. "It's Usagi! She's calling about the flight time." "Okay then. Wake me up in 2 hours will you. I have to get to work." "Kay mom!" She turned her attention back to the phone. "So you have 2 hours to yourself now Angel? Good. That can be put to good use. Come to the top of Tokyo Tower. You have 10 minutes." "Now hold on just a damn minute!" "Now now Angel. Your time is wasting away so I suggest you hurry." Ami gaped at the phone as she heard the dial tone. She slammed the receiver down and set her watch for 10 minutes. She then ran into her room. She locked the door just in case and closed her eyes. Reaching down deep inside herself, she pulled a ancient forbidden power out. It was the power of her kind and yet she was the Forbidden Child. An Ice blue glow tinted black covered her. Her hair began to grow and it soon reached her calves. Two black streaks went all the way down to the bottom. Her outfit vanished for a moment, revealing her nude body. But a moment later, the glow formed around her and became solid. She now wore a ice blue shirt with an open back. It tied around her neck and lower back with spaghetti straps. A pair of black strech pants formed over her legs and hips. At the bottom, they flared out. Then boots formed on her feet that were black. She threw her head back in reaction and opened her mouth in a silent scream. Fangs grew to dangerous tips. Makeup seemed to just appear. There was a black liner that marked around her eyes with ice blue eye shadow. Her lips were covered in what looked to be lipstick the color of blood. She then opened her eyes as 3 pairs of wings burst out of her. The top pair was pure white. The middle pair was ice blue. The bottom pair was black. Her eyes were now mere slits. There was a black and a white ring surrounding the ice blue. Now Rhea, she crouched and heaved. The transformation always took alot out of her. She looked at the clock on her wall and growled in frustration. The whole transformation had taken about 5 minutes. She went to her window and opened it. Then she wove a simple and quick concealing spell on herself and then leaped out. her wings spread as they caught the wind. She turned to Tokyo Tower, her eyes narrowed. Knowing him, he would bring her daughter just to get her to do what he wanted her to.

At Tokyo Tower, Rhea looked around. She landed at the tip and released her concealing spell. "I'm here. Now show yourself." Hatred was very evident in her voice. To think he had been the only one who had ever gotten her mad and had managed to keep that anger in her. Laughter filled the area. Rhea tensed. She suddenly felt arms wrap around her waist. Black wings brushed her face. "Ahh my Angel. I knew you would come." Rhea shivered and fought back the whimper as he kissed her neck. "I have a present for you Angel." He let go and Rhea turned around. She stared at the black haired, red eyed man. He was devestating to her her senses and he knew it. He brushed his hand against her arm, causing her to gasp from the electricity that shot through her. "Come Angel." Rhea spread her wings and followed him toward the forest. They landed in a clearing and then he faced her. He smirked. "Do I not get a kiss from my mate?" Rhea sneered. "I'd rather kiss a toad." She saw the anger flash in his eyes and knew that she had made a mistake. She took a step back but he pulled her to him and crushed her against his chest. "You will learn to respect me my mate." "I will never respect a monster like you Damien! Never!" Damien smirked and slid his hand to the back of her neck. "That's too bad." He then crashed his lips into hers. Rhea didn't last a moment. She gave a whimper of surrender and wrapped her arms around his neck. He growled in satisfaction and stepped back. "Ah Rhea. You still taste good. Now see what I brought you." Rhea blinked. She stepped back and crossed her arms. "As long as you stay away from me Damien. I told you once and I will tell you again. We are through. Finis. Over." Damien merely smirked at her. Rhea's heart sped up for a fraction. "Little one. Come out now." Rhea's eyes riveted to the small child that stepped out from behind the tree. She looked to be an exact copy of herself. "Titania..." Rhea's voice was soft but the child heard it. She looked up and joy suffused her face. "Mama!" Titania threw herself in Rhea's arms. Rhea clutched her daughter tightly. "Oh sweetheart. I missed you. Are you being treated well?" Damien growled. "Why would I treat my own flesh and blood badly. She is my daughter."

Titania glanced a fearful glance at her father. "You're mean to Mama!" Titania clung to her mother's body. Damien chuckled darkly. "No my heart. Your mama disobeys me and so she must be punished. In fact I have a deal to make with your mama but you musn't be here. Now go play in the flowers over there." Damien pointed deeper into the forest. Titania glanced at her mama in worry but she motioned for her to go. "It will be okay Titania. Go on and play Lily." Titania nodded and took off.

Rhea watched Titania run off, her little wings fluttering behind her. The moment she vanished, Rhea faced Damien. He instantly slammed her up against a tree by her throat. He growled in anger. "What have I told you about that Angel?" "I will not pretend to her that we are a happy family. Besides, even without me telling her she would be able to see. She asked me when I still had her why Grandma and I kept moving when you would call. I used to lie saying that you wanted us to follow you. I will no longer lie to my daughter!" Damien let go and stalked a few feet away. Rhea watched him carefully. She saw pain flash in his eyes. Sighing Rhea stepped up to him and touched his shoulder. "What happened to us Damien? When we first mated, we used to be so in love. You were always kind and loving to me. What happened to you? The moment I gave birth to Titania, you changed for the worse. Please tell me." For a moment, Rhea almost thought he would tell her. But then he knocked her hand away. "It was nothing more than an act. I needed the power. Now for your task and what I will give in return. I will allow Titania to stay with you." Rhea's eyes brightened and then became wary. "But?" Damien smirked and a shiver of fear raced down her spine. "But you will welcome me to your bed each and every night no matter what. You also will gain me access to a jewel known as the Silver Imperium Crystal." Rhea realed back. "No you can't mean that. She's my best friend. She is the only one who stuck by my side. You can't do this to me Damien." Tears streaked her cheeks. Damien took her in his arms and lowered his mouth next to her ear. "If you wish for your family's death, disobey. But for the sake of us all do this. I mean it Angel. The jewel is our only hope of freedom." Rhea pulled back in shock and stared deep into Damien's eyes. Then she saw it. His love for her was still there. His kindness was as well. Pain was shining out through his eyes. Then it was quickly shuttered. He gripped her wrist tightly and pulled her close to him, his mouth hovering over hers. "You will do it Angel. For the sake of your daughter. She may be my own flesh and blood but that can be quickly remedied." Rhea thought everything over. She had to do it. A bit of pain filled her at the thought of betraying Usagi. She glared at him. "Fine. I'll do it. It is only for my daughter's sake that I do this. You long ago left my heart Damien. The day you turned on our love, was the day I turned my back on you." She saw a smile try and break through the mask of indifference he had on his face. Rhea turned and walked in the direction Titania had gone.

Titania shivered as the wind blew against her cheek. It was like the cold wind that stayed in the manor everyday. It was bad. "Titania." Titania whirled, her eyes wide, as she watched her mother step out. "Mama?" A smile broke on her Mama's face. "Are you ready to go home? To your real home?" Titania felt joy spread throughout her. She ran to her Mama, dropping the flowers she had picked, and lept into her arms. "Yes mama Yes!" Her mama laughed brightly and hugged her tightly. Titania held her mama just as tightly. Rhea spread her wings and lifted off, speaking the concealing spell. Once they were up in the air, Titania no longer felt the cold wind from earlier. She smiled up at her mama. "Mama it was so cold at Papa's house. It felt bad. Now I feel good." Rhea smiled. "Listen to me Lily. When we get back, we have to be very careful. Papa is going to start to come visit me at night. I also have to get something for him. It will be wrong to do it but it will help us all. Papa is still good inside. Something scares him though and that is why he acts mean." Titania smiled brightly. "Okay Mama." Rhea smiled. "Also we will have to start training your power. When we get home, I'm going to show you something but you can't tell anyone. Not even Grandma. The only people who know are my close friends. They have the special thing too." Titania just smiled brightly and snuggled in Rhea's arms.

Back at the apartment, Rhea returned back to Ami. She checked the time and saw that only an hour had passed. Titania leaped around her legs in excitement. "Can I see gramma Mama? Please please please!" Ami chuckled. "Hush Titania. Grandma is sleeping. Now hold still, I must put a concealing spell over you so that no one knows who you are. We still have enemies here." Titania instantly stopped and held completely still. Ami chuckled and held her hands over her. Blue dust fell over Titania and she began to shimmer ice blue. Soon Titania had plain ice blue hair that went to her shoulders and ice blue eyes. She had lost the curves that she had had as well. Titania looked at herself and also felt her teeth. "What am I Mama? Where's my wings?" Ami laughed softly and lifted Titania into her arms. "Your wings are inside you Lily. We can't let you be seen wih wings around here. You are what is called a human. Humans don't have fangs or markings on their faces. They especially don't have wings." "Can I tell your friends that I have wings?" "No Titania. They don't know that I'm not human. You must never tell anyone what you are or who you are. Do you understand me?" Titania nodded enthusiastically. Ami bit her lip. "We'll call you Lily when your human. Just to be safe. Okay?" Titania nodded. "I am Lily Mizuno." Ami smiled and tapped her nose. "Yes you are Lily." Ami then left her room and went to the kitchen. "What would you like to eat? Maybe...broccoli!" Lily scrunched her nose from her spot on the stool at the kitchen counter. "Yuck. Mama!" Ami smirked and looked in the fridge. "How about I make you some hamburgers." Lily's eyes lit up. "Yeah!" Ami laughed again and pulled out the hamburger meat. "Then so be it. Hamburgers it is." Lily clapped her hands in excitement. "Yay!"


Okie guys. That's enough for now. For reals. I'll get the next chapter as soon as possible.

Phoenix- looks at Ami and laughs in hesitation. Come on now Ames. You know I wouldn't do anything too creul to you.

AmiIceAngel- waves a glaive at Phoenix. You are so going to get it Phoenix!

Titania walks out of the side room

Titania- Mama? Why are you yelling at Aunty?

AmiIceAngel drops glaive and scoops Titania into her arms.

AmiIceAngel- Don't worry Lily. Aunty was doing something bad. Now go on back to bed.

Titania- Can you sing to me Mama?

AmiIceAngel- Sure. Glares at Phoenix. I'll be back Phoenix.

AmiIceAngel disappears with Titania. Phoenix looks at audience.

Phoenix- Hey know any good hiding places? Send flames if you like but hide me before she comes back. You so don't want to upset her. Ja Ne!