A/N. Just a poem I wrote inspired by the worst chapter of New Moon. Sorry for the lack of Punctuation.



NEW MOON

I've never ever felt like this

I don't know what to do

tell me why I'm only scared

of one thing; losing you

I wander deeper, father in

I start to trip and stagger

and with each icy breath I take

the pain is like a dagger

I know I have to catch up soon

or you'll be too far ahead

but numbness transgressing like too many pills

is swirling through my legs, my arms, my head.

I knew I was never good enough

I shouldn't have thought you loved me

I trip and fall and curl up there

am I dead? I feel like I should be

a war is raging in my blood

the calm versus the monsoon

then I look up through the trees

and see there is no moon.

a new moon, it must be

the dark will fill the night

foreshadowing my life to come

wandering without a light

"he's gone, he's gone, he's really gone"

is all that I can think

until my body recoils from the pain

and to my mind I sink

the welcome darkness swirls around me

but the pain still ebbs at my seems

searching, threatening, it will find a way

to conjure nightmares in my dreams.


A/N-- comment if you like. I wrote this a long time ago, and just now thought about posting it on . I would appreciate the reviews.