A/N. Just a poem I wrote inspired by the worst chapter of New Moon. Sorry for the lack of Punctuation.
NEW MOON
I've never ever felt like this
I don't know what to do
tell me why I'm only scared
of one thing; losing you
I wander deeper, father in
I start to trip and stagger
and with each icy breath I take
the pain is like a dagger
I know I have to catch up soon
or you'll be too far ahead
but numbness transgressing like too many pills
is swirling through my legs, my arms, my head.
I knew I was never good enough
I shouldn't have thought you loved me
I trip and fall and curl up there
am I dead? I feel like I should be
a war is raging in my blood
the calm versus the monsoon
then I look up through the trees
and see there is no moon.
a new moon, it must be
the dark will fill the night
foreshadowing my life to come
wandering without a light
"he's gone, he's gone, he's really gone"
is all that I can think
until my body recoils from the pain
and to my mind I sink
the welcome darkness swirls around me
but the pain still ebbs at my seems
searching, threatening, it will find a way
to conjure nightmares in my dreams.
A/N-- comment if you like. I wrote this a long time ago, and just now thought about posting it on . I would appreciate the reviews.
