First Love

Chapter 1: Yuuri's Mistake

Written by: Raise

This is in Yuuri's POV.

Pairing: Yuuri and Wolfram

A/N: This takes place in the same world as First Time, but it isn't important to read it. This explains the first love that is mention in First Time. I believe that Shinou and Conrad keep the fact that Yuuri's soul is Julia's soul a secret. This was spawned from the idea that Wolfram got a crush on the mystery boy that was with Julia the day the half-Mazoku set out to war and Yuuri told him that he was that boy. If you do NOT like Yoai, why are you reading Kyou Kara Maou fanfiction?

Wolfram is leaning forward, smelling Cheri-sama's flowers. The wind is blowing his hair, as he sniffed. The sight was almost like a picture. I smile toward my fiancé. He hasn't noticed me yet. I'm supposed to be in my office doing my mother lode of paperwork, but it was such a nice breezy day. I noticed him from my office window. I fled the office as soon as I could to join him.

As I walk up, I notice a frown on his face and a look of grief.

"Wolfram, what's wrong?" I ask quietly. Wolfram must not have seen me approach, because he jumps up. He turns his back on me. I wait quietly staring at Wolfram's back. I didn't want to push him. When he is pushed, he doesn't give up the story. Finally, he whispers softly with a sad tone.

"Just thinking. About the war and Julia. Nothing that important, Yuuri." Wolfram… I wish there was some way to help him.

"Wolfram, you can tell me about it if you want. People feel better when they talk." Wolfram turns to look at the flowers.

"What was your first love like?" I felt a blush fighting my face. Was he feeling insecure about our engagement again? I look away. How should I tell him about my raising feelings for him? I look down.

"Do you mean true love or crush?" He shot me a look that told me the answer. "My first love… it had to say this." Wolfram nods his head then sigh.

"See Yuuri, what you want to know is hard to say." Wolfram shook his head, then start walking away. If I allow him to walk away, I will regret this chance to tell him my feelings.

"My first love is blond, has beautiful green eyes, and very, very pretty face. My love is loud, annoying sometimes, stubborn, large temper, kicks in their sleep. That person is one of the strongest, hardworking, most lovable people I know. When that person smiles, my heart start beating hard. God, I'm talking like one of the woman in my mom's trashy romance novels." Wolfram turns to look at me. I smile softly at him. He realizes I was talking about him. Now we will kiss and… His next words ruin that picture that is painting my mind.

"She must be nice." I want to hit my head. I thought he would realize I was talking about him.

"Wolf…" he interrupts me.

"I was thinking about my first love." He smiles softly at the thought. Jealousy rips up my body. I wonder if it was Elizabeth. To hide my feelings, I knelt by the flowers and smell the Conrart Standing Tall. After a moment, he continues.

"I fell in love the second I saw him. His eyes were brown and his hair was red like Greta's. He was kind and had a gentle smile."

"Was he a half- Mazoku?" Wolfram shook his head.

"I don't know. He didn't leave with the rest of the half-Mazoku, so most likely he was not." I turn my head up at him.

"So you met him during the war?"

"Yes. He was the son of Julia's friend. I met him the day the half-Mazoku left for the war. He was funny and made me smile on that day. I only met him for that one day but he still made me feel special. He felt strongly that Mom was wrong." Something is bothering me. A friend of Julia… A brown eyed boy with red hair… That is my favorite disguise. The same disguise I used the day I mess around with the Scrying Glass and ended up in the past. But that didn't really happen, did it? The Mirror was just showing the past wasn't it? Could I be that boy? I gently took Wolfram's arm and drag him to the castle.

"Yuuri? What is going on?" asked Wolfram as I start searching for Conrad. It was most likely a good thing when I found him soon looking at the grounds by a window.

"Conrad, can I ask a question?" He turns toward me and Wolfram with a small smile on his face. Wolfram pulls his arm out of my gasp when I stop walking.

"Yes, Yuuri-heika?"

"Call me Yuuri. Can you physically touch something in the scrying glass?" Conrad blinks and then shook his head.

"Not to my knowledge. Why, Yuuri-heika?"

"Can you be seen?"

"No." I smile at him.

"Thank you. Come on Wolfram." I grab his hand and gently pulled him back to the flowers. After letting go of his hand, I knelt down.

"Yuuri, what was that all about?" I gently smile at him. If I'm right we fell in love with each other. It would be nice.

"The flowers are beautiful." I touch the blue flower. "That guy… You met him when he came in with your homework with Julia."

"Yes. It was a huge bag. How did you know?" I smile at him again. He just looks at me then sighs.

"You told him about how your mom makes flowers and name them after family members. Am I right?" He nods. Out of the corner of my eye, I saw a little blond figure hiding in the flowers.

"Yes. I gave him a lecture on the flowers. Most of them were wilting but the Conrart Standing Tall was blooming still." I felt more bubbles of happiness going through me. I am so happy then Wolfram's voice turns to sadness. The sadness hits me. I shouldn't be happy because it was really me. To Wolfram, it must be horrible not to see him… well me. "I just met him for one day. Julia introduced us then at the end of the day, she took off with him. Julia had dragged him took to say goodbye to the half-Mazoku. I gave him a bouquet of the Conrart-standing-Tall. He didn't come back with Julia. It hit me when she told me that he went home. Julia promises me that I will meet him again." He sighs. "I never bothered learning his name."

"I think you have." I whisper softly.

"What?"

"I think you have met him again." He blinks then sighs.

"Yuuri..."

"Shinou." The tiny god peep out and then slowly came out. I crossed my arms as I stared at him. "Did you send my soul back to the past?" Shinou looked guilty when I ask.

"Yes, I did. Someone needed a tiny shove." I nod my head. I start feeling giddy. "Wolfram, don't do…" Something hit the back of my head. I whimper as I hit the ground. I turn so I was facing a glaring Wolfram.

"Yuuri. Are you implying that you were that boy? When you looked into the scrying glass, you went back in time and met Julia." The fury on his face grew. I slowly nod my head. I'm about to die.

"I need to go… One of the maidens needs me." Shinou start slowing floating away when he stops. "Wolfram. He is the boy from that day. Really, should you be mad at him for something I did? Bye." He hurries up fast. Wolfram is tense and looks like he might throw up.

"Yuuri, did you know I picked that color of hair dye?" he asks slowly. I shook my head. "It was because it was the color of his hair." He turns around to not look at me. "Who was the person that needed the shove?"

"I'm guessing it was Julia. But I don't know for sure."

"Julia, why would Julia need a shove?"

Staring at the flower, I tried not to think of why she died. Even though it was her choice, I felt guilty about her death. I didn't really want to talk about it but I could feel his glare. Why must Wolfram drag the truth from me?

"That when she died…. Well you know." I could feel his glare deepen.

"No I don't." his voice was almost a hiss.

"That the person that inherited her soul would care for the people." I heard him gasp. "I know whose soul I have.

"You… You have Julia's soul?"

"Yes… I don't know why people act like I …" Wolfram interrupted me.

"How did you find out that you have Julia's soul?"

"When Conrad told Aldebert to stop him from killing me."

"Conrad knew?" It was then something hit me. I slowly turn to look at him. He looks pale and shaken. He didn't know.

"You didn't know?" His head shook slowly.

"No one knows… We were never told whose soul you had. Shinou said it wasn't important and we should judge the new maou without worrying about the soul. I never knew…" He was upset. If they didn't know I had Julia's soul, then why didn't they react when Shinou mentioned it? I stood up and reach for him. He steps away, staring me. "Julia… I'm sorry for how I have been acting."

"Wolfram, I am Yuuri Shibuya not Susanna Julia." He shook his head. "Wolfram, ple…" He turns and walks away from me. I think I ruined our relationship.

I knew that night when Wolfram did not come to our bed but went to his old room.

A/N:

That is it for chapter one. I have a couple of questions for you guys to fill out.

1) Do you hate it when it changes character POVs chapter to chapter? For the next chapter, I'm planning on writing from Wolfram's POV but would it bother you guys too much?

2) What do you think I should have done to make this better?

3) What was your favorite part if you have one?

The next chapter will come out next Friday. This story will have only three chapters in total.