Preface:

There was a time, long ago, that I was happy. So incredibly, amazingly, beyond belief, flat out happy.

But like I said, that was so long ago. Every second of the day I look back and wish I hadn't done that to her, crushed her like I did, cheated on her with another woman. I made a mistake, she called me some horrible names, kicked me out.

I understand why she did, I probably would have done the same had it been me.

Ever second of every day of every week of every month I wish I could go back and undo everything that I did to disappoint her, to lose her trust, but there's nothing I can do, nothing I could ever say to better everything that happened between us, but I can wish I could take it all back.


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