Hey! Here is the sequel to Where I've Been! If you stumbled across this one make sure you check out WIB first because this will make absolutely noooo sense to you. Also, if you are wondering what Jadely looks like I tweeted a picture this morning. My twitter is makeupbyem1. And if you want to find me other places my instagram is makeupbyem1/sibuna1fan and I have a youtube beauty channel so search makeupbyem1! So, without further or do, here's Now I'm Here!

Disclaimer: If I owned House of Anubis there would already be a season 4 in the works with TOR cast and they are trying to solve a mystery that links six schools together. But obviously that has not happened so I do not own House of Anubis. Have a lovely day.

-Em


If I could sum up my summer in three words it would be crazy, hectic and indescribable. Ok maybe that's four but my mind has been in other places recently. Basically, we stayed at Mr. Sweet's for a few days. By a few I mean 2 and ½ but it was still hell. Then, we headed off to America. Again. Flying halfway across the world is crazy, hectic and indescribable by itself. But, I managed to do it with my boyfriend who sometimes gets on my nerves and our now 5-month-old daughter. Returning there was frightening, almost eerie in a sense. It's where we put ourselves in this position in the first place. Where we had seemed to go wrong in more than one way. The place were I had fallen in love for the first time. Which kicked off my three-month period of regretting Eddie. Most importantly, where Jade happened. So many of my most regretful events happened in that 3-bedroom shack on the beach. But, this summer was different. It changed Eddie, and myself for the better. We realized the responsibilities we had taken on. Eddie's mum and step-dad known, but, it was a secret to his half-sister Aspyn. She had been the most aggravated at first. At the end of the summer, on the other hand, she was the one to cry as we left. Eddie's friends were hard as well. They all knew he had a reputation of a "bad boy". I know I am not his first. So, they blamed it on him. After a long conversation and deep explanations they were a little shocked and kind of intimidated. Similar to Aspyn though, they realized how Eddie and I truly feel about Jadely and warmed up to the idea of us being parents.


Surprisingly, Eddie and I still managed to be typical teenagers. It's what Eddie's mum wanted us to do this summer. We went to parties, nights out on the boardwalk, went to the beach by ourselves a few times. Even managed to have a date night back in July. It was almost that everything was normal when we did those things. But, being a mum, Jade still meant the complete world to me and I could not wait to see her when I came home.


Watching Jadely grow up was indescribable. She was of course pretty shy when we first arrived. Now, she is the most social baby I have ever seen. She has a toy obsession. Anything she can get her hands on she plays with. She always is smiling and laughing and making little noises at things. Crawling around the whole house. She loves Aspyn so much. It is adorable to see those two play together. Aspyn is only ten so she is still young. When we took Jade to the beach, she loved sitting right on the edge of the water so when the waves came up she could feel it but still play in the sand. The planes were a tad bit of a hassle but it was worth it. I had the best summer of my life. Bring on senior year. Anubis style.