ANOTHER SECOND CHANCE
PROLOGUE
Summer 1999
"Edward, do you think we'll get married one day?" I asked with a sly grin.
"Maybe," he said as he stared up at the clouds slowly rolling by.
He always seemed so lost in thought when we came here. This was our quiet place where we could just be alone in our thoughts. Not that it was private by any means, but it was ours.
Laying on our backs in the middle of the practice field for the high school football team was our evening routine. It was only a few blocks from each of our houses and we would meet here every day. We would chase each other around for a while, maybe cuddle on the bleachers a little, but this is how we ended every night. Edward was the sweetest guy I had ever met. He had the sweetest, softest lips you would ever taste in your life.
"I hope so," I said, "I think I would like to be married to you."
"Bella, do you really think that two kids not even in high school yet can stay together that long?" Edward asked me as he propped himself up onto his elbow to look at me.
"I don't know, but it's a nice thought don't you think?"
"Maybe," was all I could ever get him to say when I would start thinking like this. "Who knows what the future holds for either of us. I do know one thing though, I'm starving. Let's call it a night. I'll call you later."
As I kissed him goodbye and jumped on my bike I couldn't help thinking that he was the one for me. But could a thirteen year old girl and boy really make a go for it? Could we really stay together through high school and college? Could we be married someday? I hoped so…
December 2004
Who would have thought. Me, little Bella Swan, the not-so-popular girl in small town Forks ending up with this amazingly handsome guy in Seattle. I mean, I wasn't outrageously beautiful (I didn't think so anyway), but here was Trevor eye fucking me like some horny high school boy. We worked together at this dinky little day care in downtown, Kinderville, and it always seems that I'm covered in some kind of baby poop or pee or anything else that comes out of those little monsters but he still just smiles at me with his cute little dimples. I loved those dimples, and made it a point to kiss them whenever I got the chance.
It had only been about three weeks since we started dating, if you could even call it that. We mainly just ended up naked in bed at his house every night. These days I didn't see the inside of my dorm room much. Just to get more clothes and maybe to do a little laundry. I would much rather sleep tangled up with Trevor.
He's five years older than me. He's too old for me. He won't stick around. That's what my sister Lauren keeps telling me anyway, but I think he's amazing so I'm willing to take a chance.
"Hey Bells! Want to go to a movie tonight?" Trevor called from the next room over.
"Sure. What'd you have in mind?" I answered back as I was cleaning up for the day.
"I don't know. There's this new vampire movie out, and you know how much I like those kind of movies," he said.
"Yes, I do know. You're kind of obsessed with them." I laughed.
"Oh you think so? The only thing I'm obsessed with are these." He walked up behind me, wrapped is arms around me and proceeded to squeeze my breasts.
"Thank God we're the last ones here!" I giggled as he started to kiss my neck. This is how we usually ended our work day. No one was here and we would always be the ones to close up the day care for the night. We had never had sex in the daycare, but we had come close a few times.
I was nervous about the days coming up. He would be staying here for Christmas break and I would be heading back to Forks to spend time with my Dad. I never made it home anymore these days. I spent more time with Trevor than I did with my friends. We were always drinking and partying with Trevor's friends. Not that I didn't enjoy them, but I always felt out of place with them. Trevor wouldn't really ignore me, but I just had a feeling that he really didn't want me there, until it was time for bed that is, but I enjoyed the sex so I stayed.
"So, movie?" he asked.
"Yeah, let's go." I answered as I broke free from his hold and grabbed my coat. After all the lights were turned out, and all the doors locked, I slid in my car and waited for him to lock the front door. He slid in the passenger seat and we drove to the nearest drive through and grabbed something to eat and headed to the Theater on 23rd. It was a small theater with just a few seats. No many people went there anymore but Trevor said he liked the quiet. Too many people moving around is just a distraction.
After the movie, we of course went back to his house.
We had barely made it through the front door and he was all over me. His kisses where never soft and slow, they were hard and fast. Starting with my lips he worked his way over to my ears and then down my neck. Before I knew it my coat and sweater were laying on the floor and he was undoing my bra. I could tell by his urgency that his erection was rapidly growing. The bulge in his jeans confirming my thoughts.
My bra was off and he was quickly sucking hard on my nipples. I loved the way my breasts fit perfectly in his hands and mouth. I could feel myself getting wetter by the second and I was on fire for him. He slowly sank down to his knees, rubbing me between the legs and started unbuttoning my jeans.
"You're wet, I can feel it through your pants. That is so fucking amazing" he said. "I can't wait to taste you. Slip my tongue in you and make you come all over my face."
All I could manage to do was moan. God he knew exactly how to talk to me to get me even more excited than I already was. He backed away, taking his sweatshirt off and throwing it in the quickly growing pile of clothes next to the couch. I took the time to take off my boots and slip my pants and socks off. I wasn't wearing any underwear, which was kind of the norm for me lately. Trevor loved the fact that all that was between him and I was a thin layer of denim. So per his request, I stopped wearing any.
"Come here." Trevor said as he laid down on the couch, pulling off his jeans and boxers, "I want you to fucking sit on my face. I want to lick you until you scream my name as loud as you fucking can."
It felt so unbelievably good. He was all over me. His hands rubbing my breasts and his thumbs flicking my nipples as he sucked and licked me. I was on the edge already and started grinding his face. He stuck his tongue deep inside me. He had an incredibly long tongue and I fucking loved it.
"Oh my God, Trevor! Don't stop I'm almost there. You're fucking amazing!" I screamed.
He gave one last long lick across my clit and I was done. I came so hard that I thought I was going to fall in the floor. He knew exactly how to work me.
"My turn," he said with a grin on his face. "On your knees gorgeous."
Giving head wasn't my favorite thing to do, but Trevor enjoyed it and the noises he made always got me excited again. I slowly ran my hand down his shaft. He is so big that I'm surprised I can even get him halfway in my mouth. I started slow but that's not what he wanted. He thrust his hips up and pushed his dick deeper into my mouth. He was moaning loudly now. I worked my mouth all around him, using my hand around his balls. I could taste him leaking in my mouth and I could start to feel myself getting wet again. I couldn't help it, I had to touch myself. I was throbbing.
I continued to suck him as hard and fast as I could without getting him off while rubbing little circles around my clit. He noticed I was doing this and started to moan even more.
He lifted my head off his shaft and pulled me on top of him. It always hurt a little when he first entered me. I had been with other guys, but none where as big as him.
"Now go slow," he instructed. "And then I'll tell you when to speed up."
He felt amazing inside of me. I started off slowly grinding on him and his eyes rolled back . He grabbed my ass with both hands, pushing me into him more.
"You're pussy is so damn tight. God this is amazing." He cried out. "Now fuck me, hard."
I started bouncing up and down on his throbbing cock and could feel myself getting close to the edge once again. I loved fucking him. It was by far the best sex I've ever had or would probably ever have. As I bounced harder on him I lost it. I was literally shaking it felt so damn good.
"God Bells. I'm gonna….gonna….OOOHHH!" Trevor came so hard I swear I felt it. I continued to grind on him for a few more seconds until I had milked him dry. His body went completely limp, except for his dick that was still throbbing deep inside of me.
"Shower?" I asked. That was our routine after all. Sex then shower. Which usually led to shower sex.
"Yeah lets go" he answered.
Once we were out of the shower we curled up in his bed, still naked of course. He always slept naked so it just felt natural for me to do the same. He turned on the TV to watch some stupid anime ninja bullshit like always. I wasn't really sure if I wanted to stay the night tonight, but I knew we needed to talk about what exactly we were doing.
Only a few people Kinderville knew we were dating, not that he wanted any one to know, but those people were my friends and I could keep it from them. Were we even dating? I mean, occasionally we would go grab a bite to eat, or go to a movie, but we never really went any where with other people. Was he hiding me? Was he using me for sex? No, he enjoys spending time with me alone. That's what it is.
"Trevor, what exactly are we doing here?" I asked.
"We're naked and about to go for round two, that's what we're doing" he smiled. And rolled closer to me.
"No, that's not what I mean. What are we? Are we dating or just fucking?"
"Why do you always have to label everything Bells?" he asked.
"I'm not trying to label anything, I would just like to know."
"Why can't we just be two people who enjoy each others company? You're always doing this to me, and it's really starting to irritate me. Don't you think we've got plenty of time to figure things out? God you're such a mood killer." I could tell he was getting pretty mad at me this time. Why he never wants to talk about things is a mystery to me.
"I'm not meaning to make you mad, but it's been almost a month and all we ever do is fuck! Not that it's a bad thing, but I want more than that! Don't you think I deserve more than that Trevor? I'm just asking for a little more. Dinner in a nice place instead of a drive through, maybe go out dancing? Is that too much to ask?" I was pushing pretty hard this time.
"Damn it Bella! Why are you doing this? Do you not like spending time together? Why do you always think I'm trying to hid you or something?" He was yelling now. "Why do you have to be such a girl! Honestly. I know you've told people at work about us after I told you not to. I don't like people knowing my business! I don't think I like where this is going."
"I'm sorry Trevor just forget about it" I was pretty upset myself and just wanted to go back to the dorm and get some sleep before I had to start packing to go back to Forks for break.
"How about you just get your shit and get the fuck out of my house you ungrateful little bitch. How dare you! You're such a fucking whiney ass little cunt. I fucking knew I shouldn't have been messing around with someone as immature as you. Get your shit and get the fuck out, NOW!"
I jumped. Literally jumped, when he started screaming. I have never seem him like this and I'm not sure I liked it. "What are you saying? Are you done with me? Had enough of the "OMG Bells" sex and now I'm out? You're just like everyone said. Use them and loose them. Thanks for nothing jackass."
"Just get the fuck out bitch. You don't even know who you're messing with." He yelled back.
I am so over this. I got out of bed and got dressed in the clothes I had left there and started gathering up my "shit" as he called it. I couldn't get out of there fast enough.
"You're an asshole you know that? I was warned about your temper, and I didn't listen. Guess I should have." I grabbed my bag and my dirty clothes from the living room and walked out the door. What the hell was I thinking getting involved with a guy like him. He was too good looking to have a heart beating inside his chest.
"Go to hell bitch. You really fucked up now." he yelled from the bedroom as I slammed the front door shut.
I got in my car and immediately called Lauren. She answered on the second ring.
"Hey sis what's up?" She said.
"Lauren," I said through tears. "You were right about Trevor."
"What happened B? What did he do to you? Did he hit you?"
"No nothing like that, but it probably would have hurt less." I filled her in on the nights happenings, minus the details of the sex, as I drove back to my dorm in tears. Before we hung up I promised her that I would leave as soon as I got off work the next day and head home to Forks. She promised not to tell Dad what had happened, he would probably kill him.
The next day at work was pure hell. All the little monsters were out of control and of course Trevor was no help, he was too busy flirting with Chelsea right in front of me. Fuck him, and her.
It was getting close to closing time and I had only one monster left. His mom usually ran late on Tuesday nights so it was no big deal. It was however a bid deal for Ricky, my boss, to still be hanging around this late. He usually split around four and it was after six now.
"Bella, I need to talk to you." He called to me as I was heading for the door.
"Yes sir?" I said sitting down in his office.
"I'm going to have to let you go…"
