Ok so this is my second fanfic… and im kinda nervous about this one cause it's a bunch of my ideas put in one.. and im a little upset at the moment so its gonna be kind of awkward and sad… sorta… but it will get better I promise tehehe. But yeah here goes nothin.. oh wait before I forget.

Disclaimer: Sadly I do not own Inuyasha and the gang… or any of the songs I put in here… oh well. On with the fic!

What's Dead and Gone

Kagome laid on her bed and idoly stared out the window. A single tar falling out of her eye. What was the reason behind her aching heart. 'HE broke it' she thought angrily. 'He promised not to but he did anyways… just like the rest… they all say they don't want to be hurt then they hurt me… why am I so gullible.' She groaned as she rolled over to look up at the ceiling. 'Why did everything have to change? Why do you have to be the jerk now… the reason why I'm trying to fight these tears that wont stop pouring out'. Just as that thought ended she heard footsteps nearing her door. Panicking, she wiped her eyes and laid on her stomach with her head buried deep in the pillow.

" Kagome honey is everything ok in there?" Her mother lightly knocked on the door wondering what caused her usually cheerful daughter to confined herself in her room for nearly 2 hours now.

" Yeah mom I'm fine…." She stated then mumbled to her self "just peachy…." She sighed and stood up from her bed.

Kagome pinned her hair long raven black hair in a pony tail allowing her red highlights show. She picked up the phone and dialed Sango who answered just before the second ring.

" Hey 'gome where the hell where you after school!?"

"heh… sorry I went home…but hey I'm coming I could use some band time."

" ok well let me call ayame and rin and we will meet up in my garage then"

"sounds great. See ya then. Bye!" Kagome hung up and sighed. She threw on her shoes and a black jacket and grabbed her guitar case and left to walk to sango's house. The air was wonderful when she walked out and was greeted by the warm breeze. Kagome took this time to think about what she was going through more. 'maybe his reason for such a sudden change is because he is busy… ormaybe…. Maybe…. Wth! He would never act like that what the hell is going on!?" kagome stopped walking and wiped her eyes with the back of her hand. She began walking again and this time picked up the pace to make it to sango. She was in desprate need of something rockish to get her head off of how Inuyasha could treat her like she didn't matter. 'For all I know… I don't…." she groaned and sighed as she walked aroudn sango's house ot find the garage open and preped for them to play. With a greatful smile kagome amped up her electric and begin tunning.

"Hey gome chan you ok you look a little…. Sad… depressed…" Ayame asked from behind her drum set. Her long red hair pinned up in a messy bun and her emerald green eyes fixated on kagome's face.

"just need my music is all yame chan." Kagome said with a little more life to her words.

"wel what are we playing??? That one song we wrote?" Ren asked as she tuned her bass with kagome. She had walked in right after Kagome and had her long raven hair down in a messy low pony tail at the nap of her neck.

"NO!!!! that song is pure torture" sango said with a bit of pain and look of disust to her face.

"Im feeling like lost complex guys… after hearing that song for the millionth time I think we should be able to rock it out wooo!" Ayame said spinning her drumsticks with a wide smile.

Sango and Kagome exchange glances and then smiled a they stood to play the song. Ayame tapped off the beat and they began playing. The expression fantastic would be an insult to how good this all girl garage band sounded.

Kagome sang the lyrics into the mic letting her music release the pain she felt in her chest while ayame and ren sang along. The song finally ended and all the girls gave each other triumphant high fives.

"That… was intense!!!" Ayame screamed happily as she wiggled excitedly behind her drumset. " you know something… we should play for the talent show." Ayame said with a thoughtful expression on her face.

"Yeah good idea but every one thinks were amatures and would never give us the time of day." Ren said as she sat on a stool polishing her bass.

" Wouldn't hurt to try…" Kagome mumbbled then looked at the girls. "THAT'S IT!!!!" Kagome all, but shrieked. "WE should play for the talent show… just to ignore these stupid social cast in high school!!"

" you mean like 'sticking it to the man'" Sango air quoted. "It's a good idea but really crazy, if they don't like us then it is most defanantly social suicide for use Kags.."

"why would it matter we are pretty hott and you know it!" Ayame piped up pretty excited about the idea.

" What will we play?" Rin asked

"Soemthing well known I mean…. We cant just write a song in a month and make it as good as we sound… we are no longer little kids…" Sango said as she leaned agaisnt the wall. She started the band when they started middle school. Sango needed her friends when they started 7th grade and the fact tht she watched her father get murdered didn't help her growing into a woman. Music was her outlet…. Her safe outlet. She tried everything else and nothing helped like her friends and music.. and no one could take music from her and she would kill anyone that dare take some one she loved. That's how she came up with the band and the band name ' The black roses' (A/N: sorry it's probably really lame… ).

"hmmmm lets see what we can come up with… " Kagome thought.

Ayame's face instantly lit up. " What about Evolution by Ayumi Hamasaki? I absolutly love that song.. and kagome you sing it all the time. Sango you pretty musch know the solo and Rin your pretty fast at learning parts."

Everyone looked at Ayame then smiled and all nodded in agreement. Instantly Sango was at her computer looking up lyrics and music for it.

"This is going to be so…."Rin started.

"EXCITING!!!!!" Ayame squilled happily from beside her drum bouncing up and down. " Now all we need is a good outfit… hmm"

Rin smiled and boldly stated, " what about school girl skirts with the school girl shirts… but just a little…shorter…" Rin nervously caught the death glare Sango sent her.

" I like it!" Kagome said with a smirk that grew into a smile. " You know you would love for Miroku to stare at you while you play."

Sango flipped them off as her face flushed a bright red at the sound of miroku's name. " AHHH HAH!!!!" Sango exclaimed as she found the parts she had been desperatly searching for. She printed out enough copies for everyone and handed it to them. "Ok.. so we are doing the talent show"

" YEAH!!" Kagome, Rin, and Ayame said ecstaticly as they packe dup the equipment.

Sango gulped and sighed as she put away her guitar. When everyone left sango sat in the back watchign the sun set. Kagome sat beside her and looked at her quizzically. " what's up??" Kagome asked her friend with more consideration than sango has ever heard. Sango glanced over at her friend. " Just thinking about my dad… and how this talent show may turn out… what if we aren't good Kagome…?"

" Your dad is in a better place…. I know that sounds dumb but I mean… he is watching over you." Kagome smiled. " and the only thing we have to worry about is how many people we are going to have to turn down." Kagome laughed at the smile that crept over sango's face. Then frowned when it faded.

"What was up with you after school today? And I don't want a lie I want the truth Kags." Sango stared at her with dagger like eyes.

Kagome sighed and messed with her hair finding the ends more amusing then her friends face. Tears stung her eyes as she sniffed them back. " Ok… this is gonna sound dumb… but anyways… Inuyasha is actign weird now…. He would be really happy to talk to me but now he is just really distant… he was fine the last time we talked but I don't know what it is…. And it wouldn't be a problem if I wasn't falling for him but I am… sango im falling for him and I was afraid to and im afraid that the fear that I ignored…was right…. What if I get hurt again…" Kagome looked in her friends eyes quizzically as her soft brown eyes pushed out the tears, that were no where near stopping, streaming down her face leaving her face blochy and streaked with masscara and cover up.

Sango wiped her face and hugged her. She couldn't stand this. Why did kagome always ignore her instincts…. But why was she always getting hurt when she discovers how much she cared about the guy. "I don't know what to say but you are my best friend and all I know is if he breaks your heart anymore… I will personally kick him in the shins and rip out his testicals ok?" Kagome laughed a little and wiped her face and looked at her friend.

" But we both know that it won't do much to protect me from this pain I feel in my chest when I think about him..." Kagome looked out to the sky and stood up grabbign her guitar case and music, " I have to go but I will see you tomorrow after school." She gae her friend a brief hug and left walking slowly humming a song on the way home.

She slowed her pace to a stroll and checked her phone for any missed calls or texts and got nothing she said. She walked up the steps to her house. " I guess I will just have to wait it out then…" Kagome said to her self feeling the dred of distance feeling her chest she walked towards her room when she noticed a figure standing in her front yard.

Kagome panicked and ran to her room and locked the door panting. She felt her way through the dark room an glanced out the window to see who this mysterious person was, but they were gone. Kagome's fear grew and she panicked evern more. Who was that person she thought as she paced her bed room floor she stopped her body shaking as she glanced out the window. The uneasy feeling in her gut grew and began to eat away are her. She sat in the corner and stared at the opposite wall. Her room grew pitch black before she knew it.

The piano keys rang from downstairs. Kagome whimpered farther in the corner as she feared for her life. A reassuring voice and comforting arms covered her and whispered in her ear. " everything will be ok" the voice stated. The last words her father said to her.. but the problem was it wasn't her father's voice… it was inuyashas... he was with her… how and when did he get there? Did it matter? Instantly she buried her face into his chest to hide from what ever force was tryign to lure her out.

The mysterious being downstairs began to play a beautiful tune. Almost like a lullaby… but this tune lured her to it… what ever played it. She was in a trance. Following the beautiful music in her white night gown. 'wait… when did I change into this' She thought but instantly pushed it aside as th melodic song danced her around. She began to sway as she walked. Inuyasha called out to her and so did the music. She shut her eyes tightly and let her legs carry her towards the sound.

Inuyasha grabbed her and tried pulling her bac. "Please no. Stay with me. I Love You kagome. Stay with me." He kissed her like he always had… but it didn't do anything for her. Her legs had a mind of her own. Inuyasha clung desperatly to her as her body tried ot pull its self away. " I need you kagome… you need me I know you do… we need to be together. Please.. kagome….KAGOME!!!!"

She swayed to the music caught into the powerful trance she began to sing. The piano melody grew louder… her voice grew weaker… her heart beat fainter, inuyasha's pleads grew more distant, more crushed. ' you deserve to feel the pain you make me feel yash…' She thought as she continued to sing. She was beign controlled by some unknown force that attacked her were it counted… in her heart…

She found it… or was it a man… his back was to her… he slowly turned and smiled… his teeth were razor sharp. She panicked but couldn't run. She was frightened and her eyes showed it. His smie widened as he pulled out aknife and walked slowly towards her using his powers to let the piano keep her in her trance. She wanted to scream… she wanted inuyasha to save her. How could she be so stupid…. So niave?

Her body swayed with this stranger… she had no control over her body. The music took root and took over her. She had nothing else to do but sing and allow the tears to fall out of desperation. It only made this vail creater happier he prolonged his violence. Tracing her cheekbones with the knife he held in his hand casue drops of blood to fall down her face. He sniffed at the coppery smell and licked the tip of the knife. This man wasn't human… neither was the feeling of pleasure she fet that began to spring through her. Her raven hair spun around her in curs as she danced aroudn the room with this man. It scared her and he loved the smell of fear.

The music stopped and kagome's body fell to the ground. The mysterious man climbed ontop of her and slowly pushed his knife threw her breast. Kagome cried and screamed in pain.. only to feel like she was falling. Why did she feel like she was falling when this man was about to kill her? The feeling of fallign brought a sharp pain to her left side and she yelped in pain as everything vanished…

"What the…"

To Be continued.

A/N: Ok so this is my first attempt to just randomy write something… I hope you enjoy it and iw il work on another part… let me know what you think. =]