she knows it's wrong
he belongs to her cousin
victoire
the golden girl
the one who's just
so beautiful
but she can't help it because he's just
so beautiful
(where has she heard that before?)
and when he's there
she can't help but feel that
for once
the world is beautiful - and then
she remembers
that he's not hers
he's victoire's he's teddy
not molly's
and she feels
so damn selfish
for wanting him
for needing him
- but who doesn't?
he's too perfect
she knows there are other boys
but he's always been the only one for her
and the problem is
she's never been the only one for him
not even victoire
the essence of perfection
is his one and only
he's been through them all –
broke dom's heart, ruined roxy's life, stole lucy's innocence
and lily – poor little lily – now married
just for revenge
she knows it's wrong
and yet she returns
to her bittersweet reality
made of dreams
