she knows it's wrong

he belongs to her cousin

victoire

the golden girl

the one who's just

so beautiful

but she can't help it because he's just

so beautiful

(where has she heard that before?)

and when he's there

she can't help but feel that

for once

the world is beautiful - and then

she remembers

that he's not hers

he's victoire's he's teddy

not molly's

and she feels

so damn selfish

for wanting him

for needing him

- but who doesn't?

he's too perfect

she knows there are other boys

but he's always been the only one for her

and the problem is

she's never been the only one for him

not even victoire

the essence of perfection

is his one and only

he's been through them all –

broke dom's heart, ruined roxy's life, stole lucy's innocence

and lily – poor little lily – now married

just for revenge

she knows it's wrong

and yet she returns

to her bittersweet reality

made of dreams