DM,
You selfish bastard! Was this your goal? Is this what you wanted? I think I'm going insane.
I can't stop thinking about you. Maybe it's the damn psychic…or seer.
I'll blame this on her. Every time I try and move on… meet someone new, something always comes up.
Something, even the tiniest of things, reminds me of you. Then I get so angry… Angry at you and worst of all, I'm angry at myself.
I used to never hear our song. Never! Now it seems like every time I turn on my car its playing. Taunting me with its sweet melody and memories.
How do you do it? How did you forget me? How did you move on? How do you stop the memories?
How do you stop the endless nights and bittersweet dreams?
Make me hate you! Hurt me… tell me you're getting married. Tell me you're with a beautiful, amazing woman.
Tell me you think she's more perfect then me. Tell me you never loved me…
Tell me it was a joke. That it was all fake.
Tell me that each caress, lingering kisses, and everything else in between was a figment of my imagination.
Tell me someone else gets to have you, touch you, make love to you… Tell me it meant nothing. Tell me I meant nothing.
Lie to me. Lie to me so I can lie to myself. Please, please end my torture.
Be with me or damn me but do not give me hope.
HG
