Disclaimer: I don't own anything much less the rights to Dragonball Z, that being said, if i did own the rights to it, i probably wouldnt be on here writing about stuff that will probably never happen :)

AN: Well this is my first DBZ fanfic but i hope yall enjoy it. Sorry if there is any grammar mistakes lol.

Chapter 1

I watched as Pan sat in a chair reading a magazine. I had dragged her yet again into another store but today wasn't for shopping. No, I was going to use this day as an attempt to get Pan to finally admit her feeling to Trunks. He had asked me the night before to find out but now as I watched Pan looking so uninterested and bored, I decided to use a different approach then 'Do you like anyone?'

"What do you think of this?" I asked as she held up a dark brown leather jacket. It wasn't my usual type of clothes but maybe Pan would give me her attention if I found something she liked.

Pan glanced up, surprised to find me holding up a guy's jacket. Ever since this morning I had been asked her opinion on skirts and low cut shirts. "I like it, why?" she asked with caution.

"Just wondering, I want you to try it on." I said, grinning at the look on her face. Pan looked back at the jacket and back at me only to slowly get up. "It's boring for only me to try on clothes." I explained and that seemed to work for her.

I studied her as she put it on. Of course the jacket didn't match the red shirt she had on at all but if she would have had a white shirt on it would have worked perfectly. Pan had let her hair grow out through the summer and now it was long. It went past her shoulders a little but today she had worn her hair up in a bun. The orange bandana she wore was now wrapped around her head like a thin headband and some of her black hair that was too short to put up was hanging around her face, framing it like a picture.

"What do you think?" I asked, breaking the silence as we looked in the mirror.

"It's nice, but I wouldn't pay that much for it." She said as she glanced at the price tag and back to the mirror.

I wanted to roll my eyes but I resisted the urge. Her family had almost as much as we did but Pan still didn't spend that much on anything.

"Trucks would probably like it." I mentioned, trying to draw the subject out however it was proving to be difficult. She wasn't like normal girls who blushed and gossiped when their crush was mentioned. No, she was quite, and Pan usually kept her thoughts to herself.

"Yeah he probably would though he doesn't seem like the type to wear leather jackets." She whispered quietly as if it was just an after thought. It seemed like he wasn't on her mind at all.

"I mean, he would probably like it on you." I said while I rolled my eyes. Of course she didn't get what I meant.

She slowly took the jacket off and looked at it, "Your brother would probably like anything I wear regardless if I was wearing rags."

That shocked me. I wasn't aware that Pan knew of my brothers feelings. If that was the case then I doubt she even liked him since she didn't make a move at all. "You know he likes you?" I asked just to make sure. When she nodded, another question flew out of my mouth. "Then why don't you go out with him?"

I asked as an assumption as if I knew she liked him but I didn't know and neither did he, I wondered how she was going to reply and how she was going to word it. Growing up I remember Pan being so rash at times, not even thinking about what she said before she said it but that had changed.

"I thought about it." Pan said, not looking me in the eyes but I searched her out till my gaze met hers.

"So you do like him then." I didn't realize how I said that but if I would have been listening, I would have wondered about the confused slow tone that was in my words. I was happy at the prospect of Pan dating my brother, though I didn't know why I did but now as it seemed like it might turn to that, it felt different than I had imagined.

"I don't like him." She said it so casually, like she had thought about it for years and had realized it was the truth.

I put the jacket back on the hanger and hung it back up, "Then why would you even consider it?" This whole conversation wasn't going like I had planned but I didn't know if that was a good or bad thing.

"I'm eighteen. I've never wanted a boyfriend at all but my parents disagree with me. They said I should find someone and I'll be happy. I hear about it every other night. 'All the other girls your age are out on dates on a Friday night.' I hear that ever Friday. At school people ask me all the time if I'm dating someone. It's annoying really and I'm really tired of hearing it." Pan took a deep breath and broke our eyes contact only to look around and watch people walk up and down the mall. "I know he likes me and I considered going out with him but it wouldn't be fair. I'd be using him only to quit being nagged at and that isn't right."

She let her words sink in to me as she was quite. I took it in but it made me feel worse. She didn't want to be with anyone that included all of our peers, all the residents in this town, all the shoppers in this store. When I realized that I had narrowed it down to even me I quickly shook my head and sighed. Yeah this was not going to plan.

"What's wrong?" She asked but I dodged the truth.

"I think I ruined our shopping trip by making things serious, I'm sorry."

Pan laughed and grinned at me, "No, I made it serious. I shouldn't have even said any of that." I watched as she sat back in the chair and looked up at me. It was as if the moment before didn't happen at all and we was right back where we was before I had opened my mouth. Though now the atmosphere was slightly different and Pan looked like she had an idea and she grinned.

"You said you were only going to buy two outfits today right?"

I nodded my head wondering where she was going with this.

"Well how about we split up, you buy me two outfits and I buy you two? We'll get whatever we want each other to wear; basically we'd be playing dress up sort of."

"Anything we want?" I asked, she was going to regret this. My first thoughts went straight to the dresses.

She nodded and I thought about it. This was one of the few times I had seen her excited and child like in a long time and I enjoyed it. "Oh, to make this fair, we can't spend over 38515 Yen."

"Done." I said quickly. "When do we start?"

"Right now."

I grinned and watched her as she got up and walked out of the store casually. It would be amusing if she just said that to leave but I felt her ki and I knew she wasn't leaving the mall. I silently wondered what store she was going to but I let the wonder die as I looked around wondering myself what I was gonna buy.

I knew Pan hated girly clothes but I glanced over to the dresses and wondered. I walked over to them and noticed a cyan and yellow dress that had a slit at the legs. If she ever turned into a super saiyan, this would look so good on her, I thought. It was more cyan than yellow and it would bring out her eyes. However, I knew women were not able to transform or I had always heard that, but I knew Pan was strong enough to turn.

Getting it anyways, I went and paid for it. Now all that was left was some heels and another outfit. I headed to another store that mainly carried shoes and I bought some black heels and left. Racking my brain, I thought of something else to get, but this time I wasn't going to go for girly. Thirty minuets later I was finished and Pan sent me a text asking if I was finished. I typed yes but I didn't send it, instead a jewelry store caught my eye and I wrote 'give me five more minuets' and sent it. Even though I went over my budget, I still bought this black diamond chocker necklace for her and I stuck it in my purse. I would give it to her later but not now, only after we were trying on our clothes.

Glancing around, I couldn't see Pan in the ground and I was about to text her but then I realized that I wasn't human and I quickly found her ki. She was setting down on the edge of the water fountain near the front. The way the light was coming from the roof at an angle made the water behind her look golden and I stopped in my tracks momentarily.

Pan sensed me and looked up, grinned mischievously, she got up while carrying three bags with her. I had three bags as well and we walked out of the mall together, not saying anything until we had reached the fresh air.

"So your place or mine?" she asked and I said hers. I knew Trunks was home and that might be awkward.

It didn't take us long to fly to Pan's house, Videl and Gohan were outside sparring as our feet touched the ground. They greeted me and we went up to her room, bags in hand.

"Okay's which do we try on first?" I asked and Pan handed me a bag. I handed her one of her's and I didn't glance into it until I got into the bathroom. Inside were a plaid light blue skirt and a white button up shirt. I was surprised she had gotten me something remotely girly.

I called out and asked if she was ready and I heard her say yes. Opening the door, I grinned as she came into view. She had on some loose jeans with a white wing collared shirt. Over the shirt was a black vest and with it, she had on a red cravat. I saved the dress for last. We both looked at each other up and down, taking in the different clothes choice.

Pan looked stunning but I didn't say it. She could probably read it in my eyes.

"It looks good on you." She said and I looked down. She skirt wasn't too short or too long. I had rolled up the sleeve of my shirt, thinking it looked better.

"Yours does too." I said, noticing the way the shirt hugged her stomach but yet her jeans were loose. I couldn't describe what I was thinking.

"Okay, round two." She said and handed me another bag. I did the same but I was a little cautious though I'm sure Pan already knew that I would buy something girly for her.

As I got into the bathroom and took off my clothes, I folded them and placed them gently on the counter. Opening the bag I grinned when black jeans that looked too big for me was in my hand. Shaking my head, I put them on anyway, wondering what kind of shirt she bought with it. I was a little shocked to feel a smooth polyester shirt. It was a baby blue muscle shirt and as I put it on and looked in the mirror in front of me, I noticed how the shirt showed my stomach.

I wasn't weak but I wasn't very strong either but still, there was signs of a six pack forming. If not for my breasts, I would probably look like a guy I thought to myself. I didn't feel so attractive now and I wondered how Pan was feeling in a dress.

It wasn't long before I found out since her face showed everything. It was clear that she looked uncomfortable but then again so did I slightly, though I knew it wasn't as much as she was feeling. She didn't move or walk around because she didn't know how to walk in heels but I walked towards her and grabbed my last bad out of my purse.

She looked confused but when she seen what was in my hands, she shook her head. "You went over the budget." Pan stated but we smiled. With the black heels on her feet, she was now as tall as I was and I got behind her to put her necklace on.

We were facing the mirror on her wall and I tried to hide the fact that I was so fascinated but this. I didn't understand, today was supposed to be about Trunks but I had made it to be about her and only her. As I slipped the necklace around her neck, my fingers brushed against her skin and she didn't flinch like I would have thought, instead she seemed to move into my touch but maybe that was my imagination.

The dress was skin tight and beautiful on her. Unlike me, it was clear that she worked out, all her muscles were defined and I wanted to rub my hand over her stomach to feel the outline of it. Her arms were the same way. I resisted the urge and I backed away after I was finished and moved to her side. It seemed like we had switched bodies with the clothes we were wearing.

I looked in horror when I looked closely in the mirror. I wondered why she was grinned and now I knew as I looked at my chest. My breasts were trying to tell me that my body was cold but that wasn't it and she probably knew it too.

The blush on my face grew crimson as she started laughing and the only thing I could do was turn around and wrap my arms around me, shielding my arousal.

"It's okay Bra, the body can be misleading."

I wasn't looking at her but I could hear the smile on her lips and it didn't help with my embarrassment.

When I didn't say anything I heard Pan behind me, trying to walk over to me but all sudden I felt a weight against my back and her arms around my waist. She had started to fall but grabbed me to catch herself. The only problem was that as soon as that happened, I sucked in my breath and I tensed as I became aware of her body pressed into mine.

This was all my fault, if I had not even bought the stupid shoes or the stupid dress we wouldn't be in this situation because Pan was frozen, she didn't move and I think she was embarrassed as well.

I could feel her warm breath against my neck but as soon as the moment started, it ended and Pan straightened up and let go of me. "I'm so sorry." She said and I picked up on the fact that her breath was shaky.

"It's fine." I said and turned to face her. She looked sad and I suddenly hated it. "It's fine Pan, really." I touched her hand to emphasize it everything was okay.

My phone started going off and I moved to get it out of my purse. I noticed it was my brother and I was hesitant to answer it but I did.

"Hey." I said and glanced at Pan.

"Where are you?"

"I'm at Pans."

"Did you talk to her?"

"I'll talk to you when I get home, I'm busy."

"Ok, dad wants you to come home anyways. He said he needs to talk since its getting closer to the full moon."

I rolled my eyes, said okay, and hung up. Pan had already took off the shoes and was now just standing there looking at me. "What happens on the full moon? You don't have a tail anymore." She asked confused like.

She probably didn't know since she was only eighteen while I was twenty one and it was the first full moon since I had turned an adult. "Well its kind of like a mating thing. Saiyan women used to have a lot of kids and they didn't have to raise them and they repopulated their race. So when you reach an adult since your body is already done growing pretty much, when there is a full moon, you basically get in heat. It doesn't even happen to guys though I wonder why. And from what dad said you won't be attracted to family members so there is no interbreeding." I explained. There wasn't a blush on her cheeks like I expected but there was a slight frown.

"Can we resist that?" She asked and I nodded.

"Yes but dad said it was difficult and it makes you ill and cranky." I laughed, wondering what was running through her mind. "Don't worry; it will take a few more years to hit you."

"Isn't mating permanent though? I mean do you just want to have sex with guys or do you want to have sex with your mate?" Pan looked so down, as if the thought occurred to her that eventually whether she liked it or not, she was going to want to be with someone and there wasn't anything she could do. Sure she could resist the urge but she would still feel that want.

"I don't really know." I answered honestly, I still had questions myself and I didn't want to have any kind of sex talk with my father but I would have to soon it seems.

Pan all of the sudden started taking off her dress quickly, not caring that I was there beside her. It was as if the silk material was bothering her skin and she had to get it off. Politely I turned around as she switched back in her regular clothes. "I'm going to go flying, I'll text you later." She said without another word and left me standing there in shock.

I didn't think it would bother her that bad and it was bothering me because there was something wrong and she wouldn't open up to me about it. Though I couldn't expect her too, we were barely friends. I didn't even bother to change, I just grabbed my stuff and left, flying as quickly as I could to get back home. I could sense Pan's ki going in the opposite direction and every inch I got closer to home, I was getting further away from her.

As soon as I got to capsule corp., the first think I noticed was Trunks outside leaning against the gravity machine. Of course he was waiting on me.

"What are you wearing?" He asked and I shook my head.

"Just some clothes, where is dad?"

He stopped me when I started to walk away, "Wait you have to tell me what she said." Trunks sounded like a little kid, like he had his hopes up but in a way he acted like he knew the answer, he just needed confirmation, but he was wrong though.

"She doesn't like you." I stated and he looked confused as if he misheard me.

"That's impossible; she probably just didn't want to admit to you since you're my sister, which might have been weird."

I shook my head and muttered okay. I didn't feel like dealing with this.

I walked in the house and found dad setting at the counter with a buffet in front of him as usual. "Trunks said you wanted to talk to me?"

He grunted and swallowed the last of his sandwich. "You need to train. The full moon is two weeks away and you will only be attracted to people who are stronger than you. I don't want you to mate with the idiot's younger son."

I rolled my eyes at him and he glared at me for not taking him seriously. "What happens if your mate is weaker than you then? I mean you mated with mom."

"How many times do I have to tell you, this isn't selecting a mate, that is like getting married and never getting a divorce. This is just a physical reaction. Your body is telling you to reproduce."

I thought about it for a moment, "So if I was stronger then all the guys I wouldn't feel the need to reproduce?"

"That is what I wanted to talk to you about. Technically, men are not the only ones who will awaken this, women will too."

My mouth got dry all of the sudden, "Why are you not worried about Pan but you're are worried about Goten?" I asked, curious to his answer, I had never heard his opinion on same sex mates nor have I heard of them at all in the Saiyan race.

"Because she can not get you pregnant. No way will my grandchild be related to that imbecile."

I wanted to laugh; maybe he should be having this talk with Trunks instead of me. "You know Pan is stronger than Trunks right?"

Father snorted, "That brat is weak."

I nodded in agreement.

After our conversation, I went to my room and laid down, letting today's events collect in my mind. I already knew my body was attracted to Pan but now that father had said I wasn't limited to only guys, I wondered how bad it would be in two weeks. I couldn't get strong enough and surpass her even if I wanted to. She had years or training ahead of me but thankfully it will only last for one night since technically the moon is only completely full then, the other nights it wasn't one hundred percent full but rather ninety nine percent since the moon doesn't stop moving.

I felt the need to tell her, I felt the need to see her but I couldn't sneak out without them picking up my ki. However, I knew she could lower her's enough to come here without them knowing but I doubt she would. I messaged her anyways.

I said I needed to see her and it didn't take long for me to get a response. I smiled as she asked what was wrong, if I was alright.

Quickly I replied and just said I needed to talk to her really bad and I didn't want to wait till in the morning. The last message I got was 'I'm on my way.'

My heart started racing, after her leaving like that earlier, I was wanted to see her. I never realized she was that good until I heard a very very soft tap on my window. I barely heard it but I looked up and there she was, dressed in her pajamas.

"What's wrong?" she asked and I shook my head.

"About earlier, I wanted to apologize." Pan looked confused, as if that couldn't be the only reason I asked her over here. "But anyways, what I need to talk to you about, was about the full moon. It's coming up in two weeks and dad said I'll be attracted to people stronger than me. That's not the problem. I have to train before then because I'm almost stronger than Goten."

"So you won't be affected then?" she sounded a little hopeful but I didn't pick up on it.

"No. Pan, this isn't limited to guys, I'll be attracted to girls as well. Think about it." I said, hoping she would see what I was trying to say but she said nothing. "Even with two weeks, I wouldn't be able to train enough to surpass you." I whispered and hugged my legs to my chest.

I didn't want things weird between us but I had to tell her before it happened or she might be wondering why I was trying to jump her in two weeks. Would it be awkward then or awkward now that I have told her? I should have just thought of going into the hyperbolic time chamber on that day, but then I would be another year older.

"I'm sorry." She said, sounding defeated. I felt the urge to hug her because this wasn't her fault. Even if the truth was known, regardless of this, I would still be attracted to her and now that I think about it, I think I have been for a while. What would father or Trunks say? What would mother say or hell what would Pan say? "I can help you train if you like? Maybe if I don't train at all you could surpass me."

I looked at her with disbelief, "I don't want to be stronger than you." I mumbled but I didn't know what I was saying. The words came out of my mouth without even thinking about them.

"What do you mean?"

"If I train, it will only be because I want to get stronger myself, not because I want to get out of this. It will only be for one night, I think I can deal with it. But I am going to train though, not to try and surpass you but because I should."

Pan sat on the edge of the bed and looked over at me, her eyes clouded slightly but even with the lights off and nothing but the moon shining in, I could tell the difference. "I should go." She said and started to get up but I grabbed her hand.

"Why do you keep leaving? Am I doing something wrong? Like earlier you just left, but this time you're not leaving until you tell me what's wrong." I said forcefully, I couldn't let this go, not now since I had stopped her.

Pan's breathing quickened and I was tempted to let her go, I could feel her ki rising slowly. I didn't understand what was happening but I hoped my family didn't feel our ki, I didn't want to explain to them why she was here. "You don't understand do you?" She asked and before I had time to answer, she was on top of me, her lips against mine.

I thought I would feel confused, I thought I would push her way, but the only reaction I had was kissing her back as my hands went to her shoulders, bringing her as close to me as possible. Pan broke away, immediately feeling guilty, "I'm sorry, I should go." She said as quickly as she could and she moved to get up from on top of me. Before she was an inch away I leaned up and pushed her down, straddling her waist. "No, not right now." I said and kissed her again.

I don't know what came over me, but I wanted her. I had never wanted another woman before; it was only her that had this effect on me and it was too overwhelming. I pulled back and caught my breath, her eyes were hazy and cloudy. Pan was trying to control herself just as much as I was and I got up and started apologizing profoundly. My body was hot and I needed some air so I let the window back up, needing some circulation or something. I glanced back and she was still laying there, as if she hadn't moved any. "Will you say something?" I begged, trying to figure out what she was thinking but I was getting nowhere.

"I should really leave."

She got up and walked to the window but stopped when she was too close to me. "I'm not going to try and rape you Pan." I said looking down at the floor feeling extremely embarrassed. I was older and shouldn't have lost control like that.

"It's not that Bra, I kissed you first. If anything I should be the one apologizing. I couldn't help myself." she said and she braved herself and walked towards me and wrapped her arms around me. "I do want you, really bad, so don't think that what you're feeling is one sided." She whispered in my ear and with that she let me go and escaped through my window.

I stood there for a while, looking out as if I could still see her but by then she was probably already home. Her soft words hit me hard and now, I had a feeling things were changed and I didn't know how things were going to turn out. I didn't know how everyone was going to react. I didn't know what I wanted other than I knew I wanted her and a part of me knew it wasn't just something physical, I wanted something more.

Earlier today, I never would have dreamed this would happen but now that the idea had surfaced and my feelings as well, I embraced it silently and went and laid down on my bed. Tomorrow was going to be interesting.


AN: end of chapter one, hope yall enjoyed it and hope it didn't royally suck but until next time, later.