Chapter One

It was as if all day she had waited for this, needed this, she wondered if it would ever grow old. His hands were rough on her soft skin, kneading and twisting her body until she screamed over and over again, yes this was definitely the release she needed..

His hands trailed up her back, his fingers pressing hard into her skin as a soft moan escaped her lips. Her naked body lay flat on the soft bed, his tongue traced where his fingers had left and she felt the aching heaviness of his cock pressing against her ass, he had the body of a god and the tongue of one too..

"mmmm" escaped her lips as he nipped his way down the small of her back and then the sting of his hand slapping her ass made instant wetness spread between her legs like wild fire.."god!" she cried out as he groaned against her panting flesh...

"Your so hot, on fire" his voice was raspy as he pulled on her hips and yanked her lower body up and off the bed.."is this where you want me" his tongue lapped against her sensitive flesh as she gasped and clenched onto the sheets below her.."Mmmm so ready for me already sweetheart" he said as he bent her legs and ran his tongue up the length of her, groaning against her flesh as if he couldnt get enough of her.."More?"

"god yes...more...more" she gasped with heavy panting breaths..

"tell me to fuck you, i want to hear you" his voice vibrated between her legs..

"fuck me, yes fuck me" she cried out as the first wave of her orgasm took off and her legs shook almost violently and he did fuck her, with his tongue again and again as she cried out, this was definitely worth the wait..

"god my cock is so fucking hard" he groaned as he shoved his fingers inside her and she cried out, another orgasm hitting her hard as she rolled her hips against his hand, grinding against him as he kept up his punishing pace.."Fuck Natalie, your gonna make me cum just watching you" he hissed between his teeth as his hand pumped his cock hard.."Look at me, see what you do to me" he growled at her as she turned her head slightly and saw the sight of him fisting his cock hard, it was unbelievably hot watching him, she began to come again..."ah fuck it, i cant wait" he yelled and then removed his fingers as he plunged into her, filling her deeply as she cried out at the sweet invasion that she had desperately wanted..

His slick sweat covered chest slid against her back as he slammed his hard flesh in her again and again, his groans filling the room, echoing loudly as she came with a long drawn out moan, yelling his name..."Uh...j-JOHN!"

"FUCK" he stiffened against her as she felt him fill her as he ground into her soft flesh, just the feeling alone sent her over the edge again as she panted uncontrollably and then he was collasping on her as she fell flush on the bed, his cock still pulsating inside of her as he panted in her ear, placing soft kisses on her neck.."fucking amazing" he said as if he was still shocked even after all of this time, she couldnt even speak as she laid there, completely sated and covered in sweat.."Once a week is way too long" he groaned as he slid out of her and she sighed and then slowly rolled onto her back as she watched him walk into the bathroom, he was definitely a sight to see, his back muscular and toned, his ass fucking esquizette, his long dark hair just past his shoulders, he could pass as a model she was sure of that.."shower?" he peeked his head out of the door as she heard the water running..

"In a little bit" she said with a lazy smile and then he was disappearing behind the door as she laid there, still wanting to relish in the moment, her body ached from the hours of fucking and foreplay, she would be sore tomorrow that much she did know but it would be a good sore, one she so rightfully deserved..

Her eyes just happened to look at the clock and for a second she thought she was seeing things, she blinked in shock.."Holy crap" she said as she jumped up seeing it was nearly 2 am, even for them that was alot, she quickly grabbed at her clothes and began getting dressed almost frantically..

She hadnt even noticed the shower water had stopped and she wouldnt of noticed anything if it wasnt for him stepping out with a towel wrapped around that gorgeous body of his, and even now in the rush of things she stood and appreciated the beautiful view of a well sculpted chest with just the right amount of dark brown hair upon it, those rock hard abs with just a tiny trail of hair leading to the rather impressive cock that was now covered in a towel..

"something wrong?" he cocked his head to the side as she frantically put on her clothes and looked at him..

"uh yeah, the time...its almost 2 am" she said with a shake of her head, her body still smelling of sex and sweat, definitely a good combination..

"and?" he said nonchalantly as he ran his hands through his hair, matting it to his head, his blue eyes stared at her in almost a mocking kind of way..

"Its two am" she said again as she grabbed for her black issued boots and began tying them, he still looked unaffected.."Im on duty tonight, remember?"

"Really?" he said a bit shocked..

"Uh yeah you made the hours not me" she said with a shake of her head..

"well that sucks for me" he began as she looked at him..

"Yeah and apparently for me too" she said with a sarcastic roll of her eyes, she went to the nightstand and grabbed her gun, securing it in the holster attached to her hip, he was just standing there watching her and for a second she felt a blush wash over her.."what?"

"Nothing" he grinned..."You should get out of here though, im sure your supervisor would be pissed if you came in late" he smirked and she rolled her eyes..

"goodnight John" she said as she grabbed her coat, a smile still on her lips and then she was leaving without another word, yes tonight was still definitely worth it, late or not..

Natalie got to work with literally a minute to spare, she hated that she didnt get a chance to shower even though she had fixed her hair quickly in the car ride, she definitely couldnt head into work with a fresh fucked look, her partner Cris waited by the water cooler, staring at his watch.."Your late"

"I know i overslept" she said quickly as she walked over..

"Looks like it, you look like shit" he laughed as he took in her appearance..

"thanks, always the gentleman" she said sarcastically..

"hey your the one who got us into this late night bullshit, dont be mad at me" he said with a yawn and she rolled her eyes, he wasnt lying, she had gotten them into this mess..

"lets just go alright" she said as she turned for the main door..

By the time the sun was rolling in, Natalie and Cris headed back to the station, the night had been uneventful except for a few speding tickets, she would definitely have to talk to John about this, these hours would kill her but she knew his reasoning and even if it pissed her off that he had so much control over her, well it was also the thing that drove her as well..

Arriving inside the station they were immediately greeted by an very unhappy and agitated voice.." Buchanan, Vega...In my office" he snapped and she huffed in frustation, he was going to be the death of her..

They followed the six foot man with those piercing blue seductive eyes into his office but this morning his eyes had a different shade of blue to them, a darker one and she knew what that meant, he was pissed at something they had done and he was about to let them know about, if she hadnt been so tired from the wild fuck just hours earlier she would of protested against this but she followed with tired legs.."sit, both of you" he said sternly and Cris sat first, natalie followed.. To say the sight of him was intimidating would be an understatement. His voice was that of a drill sargeant, it exhumed confidence and power just like him, her mind drifted to hours earlier when she had got to see the other side of him, a side not too many people got to see, the raw side full of primal lust and desire, it was just about the only time that he allowed himself to be vulnerable and even then he was still just as powerful as he was now behind his rather large desk.."would someone like to explain to me what this is" he said as he shoved a large manilla envelope across the table, his eyes narrowing at them as they looked at it then at him.."dont just sit there, open it" he barked and Cris jumped to it first with shaky hands as he pulled out the file inside, his eyes got wide and Natalie just stared at John, his face blank as he looked at her, all signs of the man from earlier gone cause for all intensive purposes he wasnt that man anymore, no right now he was her boss and the chief of detectives of the lanview police department..

"i can explain" Cris began with a stutter in his voice, natalie just looked at him, there was nothing more pathetic than watching a man grovel at anothers man feet but that is exactlly what John did when he was around, others feared him and at times natalie did too..

"this better be good" John began with a smile on his face but there was nothing friendly behind the smile, he leaned back and his eyes closed in on Cris and then darted at natalie.."something funny Buchanan?" he said through gritted teeth..

"No sir" she said quickly, he was better at this than she was but then again he had always been better at hiding behind a wall...He brought his eyes back to her partner who was holding the file with shaky hands..

"There was um discrepencies Sir in the statements, so I...we decided" cris began as Johns eyes got wide..

"we decided? Is that correct Buchanan" his gaze narrowed to hers and now she swallowed hard, shit! She couldnt in good conscience let Cris take all the shit for this one, she was to blame as well..

"I can explain" she began..

"Enough" he barked at them, his hands slamming into the table, jolting them both as they looked at him, she hated to admit it but he was sexy as hell when he was pissed, it was almost worth it just to see him so heated, the way his skin got red and hot, his nostrils flared, it made her think of sex, jaw dropping, skin slapping, unadulterated wild crazy sex.."You disobeyed a direct order and requestioned Lawrence without a lawyer present and now thanks to you both we are being sued" his voice rumbled through the office and Natalie found it hard to breath as she cast her eyes down.."do you understand the cost of your actions!" he yelled, neither of them answered, they were completely and thoroughly screwed over..

"with all due respect" Cris began with a shaky voice and John stood now, abrupty, so much so his chair scratched across the tiled floor sending the sensation of nails on a chalkboard through Natalie..

"Respect? There is no respect here!" John yelled and Cris sank lower in his chair.."you have both made this station a laughing stock" he growled.."i was this god damn close too and now look at this bullshit, were back to ground zero" he yelled as he yanked the file from Cris's hand.."get the hell out of my face, Now" he yelled at Cris and they both stood, he glared at natalie.."sit back down Buchanan" he said through gritted teeth, Cris looked at her.."Do i stutter Vega, go home while i figure out what i am going to do with you" he yelled and then just like that Cris spun around, his tail between his legs so to speak as he scurried out, John walked to the door and slammed it shut as natalie jumped from the sound..

"that was a bit harsh" she said low and then he was in front of her as he leaned over her chair, grabbing the wooden arms as he lowered his eyes to her..

"excuse me" he said with angry eyes.."do you want to know what is harsh, a million fucking dollar lawsuit, THATS HARSH!" he yelled as his knuckles turned white.."damn it" he pushed himself off the chair.."what the hell were you thinking" he yelled as he paced the room now and ran his hands through his long hair. She honestly didnt know what to say, she had fucked up.."do you have nothing to say for yourself" his voice low but still so very angry..

"Im...Im sorry?" she said just above a whisper and he spun around now and stared at her..

"Your sorry? Thats it,..Your fucking sorry?" he said angrily and she swallowed hard again..

"I" she cleared her throat quick..

"save it Buchanan" he snapped and she jumped some.."you leave me no choice" his voice held a threat and her throat got dry, incredibly dry.."Your suspended" his words echoed in the room as her eyes got wide..

She stood now in shock.."what, suspended, you cant do that"

"Oh believe me i just did" he stared her down and she was in shock, utterly speechless for a second.."choose your next words wisely Buchanan, i could do much, much worse" his voice was low now as he stared at her.."maybe next time you will think twice before acting in such an irresponsible way" he made his way back around his desk, she was livid, she couldnt believe this, she couldnt even find any words to say, she spun from him.."Im not done with you yet" he snapped as she got to the door..

"well i am" she snapped and then left his office quickly, she got halfway down the hall..

"BUCHANAN!" he yelled after her, making the officers in the hall freeze and look in his direction and then look at her but she didnt stop, she kept walking, she needed to get the hell out of there, she needed to get away from him..

She had just gotten to her car when his arm came on her elbow and he spun her around.."get your hands off of me" she said through gritted teeth..

"what the hell do you think your doing" he snapped in shock..

"Im leaving" she yanked her arm back..

"Like hell you are" he went to grab her arm again and she moved fast..

"dont" she said angrily..She was so unbelievably hurt right now that she literally wanted to smack him right across the face..

"this conversation is far from over" he said through gritted teeth as he kept his voice low..

"i heard you loud and clear the first time Chief!" she said bitterly as she got into her car now and he glared at her through her drivers side door, she started her car with a hurry, revving the engine obnoxiously as he watched and backed up..Without another word she flipped him the middle finger and sped off, as he now stood there with a completely shocked look on his face..

The relationship if thats what one would call it between Natalie Buchanan and John Mcbain had started a few months ago when he had arrived in lanview, it had happened after a nasty breakup with her local boyfriend at the time which lead her to drink way too much and end up in the bed of none other than John McBain..

"give me another round" she said as she slammed her shot glass on the bar, she was feeling quite good right about now, actually she was sure in few more minutes she wouldnt feel anything..

"a girl after my own heart" she heard a voice next to her, he ordered a shot, she looked at him and rolled her eyes as she brought her attention back to the drink in hand.." so whats got you drinking alone?"

"Im sorry did i say i would talk to you" she snapped as she drank back her shot and nodded for them to keep coming..

"let me guess bad day at work, maybe a fight with the boyfriend" he began and she turned to look at him now..

"do you mind" she snapped at him.."figures you cant have a god damn drink in this town without some asshole trying to pick you up" she mumbled as she got up and made her way to the pool table..

"well its a good thing im not an asshole and im not trying to pick you up" he began and she sighed heavily..

"dont you have anything better to do, actually i believe the town called and they want their idiot back" she snapped and he began laughing, she wasnt expecting that, she looked at him..

"now that is funny, so you do have a sense of humor" he grinned as he picked up a pool stick..

"im sorry did i invite you to play" she said sarcastically..

"good thing i wasnt looking for an invitation" he began to set up the balls and she huffed..

"Unbelievable, i was going to play!" she snapped..

"and i do believe there is another stick up on the wall unless your scared of defeat" he smirked..

"oh you have no idea who you are messing with, i will let you know that i won all county last year" she snapped as she grabbed a pool stick...

"then it shouldnt be too hard for you to kick my ass" he grinned..."how about i let you do the honors" he glanced at the table then at her..

"You really think your smooth dont you, well i will let you know i eat guys like you and spit you out!" she snapped as she lined up the cue ball..

"spitting is so unlady like, i would prefer if you swallow" he grinned and she nearly scratched as she shot her head up and looked at him..

"you are so going down" she snapped as she finally made her shot and the balls went flying...

That innocent and not so nice game of pool lead to the wildest, wall slamming and not to mention best sex of her life. At the time she had no idea who he was and honestly she hadnt cared, all she cared about was forgetting her boyfriend Brody who she had come home to find him fucking one of the girls from billing and in her bed no less!

It was the following day when she woke up with an enormous headache that she had seen what and not to mention who she had done the night before..

She held her head as she laid in the bed, it was like someone was beating an internal drum and they werent letting up anytime soon, she groaned and shoved her head under the pillow..

"I hate to be an ass but i really got somewhere i have to be" she heard a male voice say and she jumped some, suddenly the bed didnt feel like her own, actually she had no idea where she was, she peaked through the edge of the pillow and saw a man standing at the edge of the bed, he was getting dressed, she quickly put the pillow back over her head, she was about to freak out, who the hell was that guy, where the hell was she?

"so uh are you gonna get up or what?" he spoke again and she shot up into a sitting position in the bed, the blanket falling down to her waist, thats when she felt the breeze, thats when she realized she was completely naked, she yanked it up quickly as he grinned at her..

She didnt recognize him, he was older than her but not by much, a little over six feet tall, a muscular build, long hair, trimmed facial hair and blue eyes, those blue eyes..

"Your not gonna freak out are you, cause im really short on time and it would be great if you could do that on your drive home" his words snapped her out of it, as her eyes got wide..

"we didnt... i mean... i wouldnt of" she began to mumble as he looked at her..

"sure we didnt" his words were a lie and she looked at him..

"Oh my god, i wouldnt" she began..

He grinned.."Oh you did, very well too i must add but, the time... see i gotta go" he glanced at his watch...

"Oh my god i think im gonna be sick" she with shock as she covered her mouth..

"the bathroom is over here" he pointed but it was too late as she leaned over the side of the bed.."or the floor is good" he ran a hand through his hair..

"Shut up ok, just shut up, a little help would be nice" she snapped as she coughed and he threw a towel at her, she grabbed it and wiped her mouth up..

"If you could clean up your mess too that would be great" he began and she snapped her head around and looked at him.."or not"

"where are my clothes" she finally said low, he seem to look around as if he had no idea.."where are my clothes!" she snapped loudly..

"Jesus woman you were alot more fun last night when you were drunk" he huffed as he threw a shirt at her then a pair of pants, he stood there and looked at her..

"do you mind" she snapped as she looked at him, there was no way she was getting dressed in front of this stranger..

"Ok then im just gonna finish getting ready" he said as he walked into the bathroom and closed the door, she made quick work of getting dressed and thats when it hit her, she recognized this room, this place, her mouth got wide, she was at the Angel square motel, she knew this place all too well cause her mother roxy owned it..

"Oh my god" she leaned over the side of the bed and began breathing heavy, what had she done, who had seen her, she had a reputation to uphold, she was a Buchanan for god sake and she was in a motel room with some random guy, she felt sick all over again..

She had left that day not expecting to see him again but how very wrong she was..

Not only was this turning out to be the worse night in her life, to make matter worse she was late for work and at this point there was no time for a shower, she was literally a ball of nerves as she sat in the parking lot of the police station and fixed her hair and make up the best she could, she silently cursed herself for being so reckless and irresponsible..

She ran inside as fast as she could, nearly smashing into her boss who was also her uncle, he didnt look pleased.."i am so sorry, i over slept" she lied..

"you do understand we have a division of the FBI coming today, its not often they cooperate with us" he began to give his speech and she sighed..

"i know and im here now" she said quickly, he glanced at his watch and then at her.."i will make it up to you, i promise" she said nervously, her heart pounding in her chest..

"just go into the meeting room, were gonna be starting soon" he said in a stern tone and she cast her eyes down as she walked quickly to the room, her eyes immediately locking in with Brody, she glared at him and sat next to her friend Gigi..

"where were you, and whats going on with you and Brody" Gigi whispered immediately feeling the tension in the room.."i tried calling a few times last night, are you ok" Gigi continued..

"Im fine" she said as images of the night before passed through her mind, she quickly shook them out..

The door opened and broke the conversation as her uncle walked in.."i appreciate everyone being here" he looked long and hard at Natalie.."we all know what brings us here today" he began to walk around the room, natalie kept her eyes down.."we've been tracking an underground sex club, one that gives the men the ability to drop off their girlfriends or wives and have them returned completely manipulated and controlled, or shall we say totally trained"

"i thought we were told that the women there were totally agreeable to this, that they asked for this" Gigi began as Bo looked at her..

"if you decide to go out with your friends one day Ms Morasko and you decided to wear oh i dunno a skimpy outfit" Bo walked up to her.."and lets just say a guy comes on way too strong, hell you end up getting raped but he swears that because of your clothes you asked for it" he stood next to her..

"thats a totally different situation" she began and he shook his head..

"i do believe its still illegal to sell women into sex slavery" he snapped..

"but if i choose to dress a certain way" Gigi began again..

"then you should be able to express yourself and not be held subjected to groping and fondling, these women are already broken down, they fear for their lives and if they dont do what they are told then they are punished" Bo said with a seriousness to his voice..

"I hate to discredit what your saying but there is such a thing as a BDSM lifestyle, some people want to live that way, they get a kick out of it" Natalie blurted out as her uncle looked at her..

"well then why dont you take a look at this" he put a picture in front of her, it was of a very young girl, her body badly brusied and beatened.."I guess little Charly here wanted this, she wanted to die laying on a concrete floor before her 21st birthday" bo said through gritted teeth..

Natalie swallowed hard and he picked up the picture and began passing it around.."Charly isnt the first girl we have found, there have been many, some of them arent as lucky as Charly here, some make it out alive" he slammed another picture down on the table, it was of another girl, this one lay on the floor balled up in the corner in a padded room of a psychiatric hospital...

A collection of sighs were heard around the room.."this is not a joke people, what happened to these girls is not some sick twisted fetish, this is reality and we found the man behind it all but of course his hands are clean"

"But he has helped in assisting the death or instiutionalization of these women, how can his hands be clean" Brody barked out, natalie glanced at him quick then looked away..

"because we can not prove he physically hurt anyone" a voice said as everyone turned to the door, Natalie's eyes got wide as she looked at the man standing there, it was the one from this morning and last night...

"Oh im glad you got here Agent mcbain" Bo said as he walked over to the man and natalie felt sick all over again, he was an FBI agent, she had slept with an FBI agent!

"sorry to be late, i kind of got held up" his eyes glanced at Natalie but without a hint of surprise, he began to walk across the room.."i have been working closely with Mitch Lawrence, this is a man who knows what he wants and he goes for it, he is making millions off this state from men who just want their wives to be a bit more kinky in the bedroom, but what you dont see here is that this is a man who takes pleasure in cruel punishment, he doesnt give a shit about women, in fact he hates them, blame it on a shitty childhood, an unaffectionate mother, this isnt your run of the mill BDSM club like someone stated" he stared directly at Natalie and she swallowed hard.."whats your name" he said as he walked over to her, his tone cold..

"Officer Natalie Buchanan" she said nervously..

"how many times have you been in a BDSM club" he leaned next to her, his breath in her ear..

"I um...I uh" she mumbled with her words as images of him tossing her on the bed filled her mind..

"exactly so who are you to speak about those things you do not understand?" he asked coldly and then walked away from her.."its ideas like that that will get you killed, Mitch would chew you all up and spit you out" he looked at Natalie again, this time he had a cocky smile on his face, she quickly looked down.."but not if you are prepared and thats where i am come into play, Mitch has been getting bored lately and i have gotten very close to him, its rare for him to want a play thing for himself, he is usually just watching on the side lines but he is getting cocky now and if the right girl or guy came along we just may be able to take his whole operation down, he walked the room.." so think of this as a test of wills, we will all meet up at 11 pm tonight" he said as he walked to the door and without another word he left, natalie finaly took a much needed deep breath..

"this is insane" Gigi whispered..

"your telling me" Natalie sighed as she sat there, Brody staring at her..

"Nat i was hoping we could talk" she hadnt noticed that almost everyone had left the room and Brody was standing next to her.

"i have nothing to say" she said quickly as she got up and headed to the door, she shared a quick glance with Gigi who walked away..

"You didnt come back last night, you never let me explain" he said with concern, she rolled her eyes..

"Explain, what fucking planet are you from, you were fucking someone in our bed" she snapped at him and then quickly walked away..

"Natalie, wait" he yelled out as he ran up to her..

"both of you in my office" John said sternly as he stepped out of an office and she sighed heavily, this was getting ridiculous, she walked in and so did Brody.."Buchanan and Lovette, correct?" he looked at them and Natalie fought the urge to roll her eyes, he was just playing her now...

"Listen Sir i just want to start off by saying" Brody began as John put his hand up..

"I didnt ask for you to talk, sit down, both of you" he barked.."Now" he said again and this time they sat..

"i know a lovers quarrel when i see one and if for one second i feel as if this, whatever this is, is going to blow my case i will have you both thrown off of it" he said seriously as he stood in front of them.."this is a place of business, not a place to toss your dirty laundry around" now Natalie rolled her eyes, this guy was unbelievable!" is there something you would like to add Buchanan?"

Brody looked at her and she stared straight at John.."Nope"

"good, get out of my office and get out of here, dont be late tonight otherwise your gonna make me very unhappy" he snapped as he opened the door and Natalie quickly got up and walked out, Brody behind her..

"dont" she said warningly to him as he stopped behind her.."i expect your stuff to be gone by tonight" she snapped at him and made her way into her office..

Things got strange from that point on, in a weird turn of events Brody got transferred to another town, natalie was almost positive that John was behind it but she didnt question it, she was glad that rat bastard was gone and things took a very much surprised turn with her and the new chief of detectives, one that she wasnt expecting, one that lead them to meeting up once a week and partaking in some insanely hot sex and then they were back at work as if nothing happened, it worked and she wasnt about to complain, no strings attached is what he called it and thats the way it stayed but for how long she wasnt sure..