I don't believe in her, you know.
Oh, I know that I look in the mirror and she looks back, but inside - she still doesn't really seem real to me. 'Cause I still see the little girl with pigtails and a stammer so bad she never spoke - so to see this woman standing back, this woman who has power, and Willow - it seems unreal.
She seems unreal. I feel like a sham, a little girl in big sister's clothes, and any second now the mask is going to fall off and everyone is going to see me for what I really am, and hate me.
Willow.
I don't really believe in her either.
I think she must be something that my mind conjured up to help me deal with - things - better - and something weird happened and the whole world can see her, too. Or maybe this is like the Truman show, you know - the Tara show - and the whole world is waiting for me to slip up. Because this must be a script, right? In real life, a girl like Willow doesn't give up a guy like Oz for a girl like me. Even if he was all hair and teeth and sleeping with other werewolves - in real life, a girl like Willow holds on tight to a nice guy who loves her, and lets the other girl go.
So is this real life, or reel life? I guess it must be real, because it's got its flaws. In a movie, the girl in the mask with the pigtails and the stammer is instantly accepted into the `gang`, and no questions are asked.
Maybe
Maybe the Scoobies are more inquisitive than reel life.
But in this reality - whatever it is - I know exactly what's going to happen.
Willow is going to go back to Oz, and Dawnie will have to be the only non- Scooby again because -
Somebody's going to pull my mask off and show the world the pigtails and stammer. I'm not sure who yet.
I think it might be Xander. But I'm not sure.
Oh, I know that I look in the mirror and she looks back, but inside - she still doesn't really seem real to me. 'Cause I still see the little girl with pigtails and a stammer so bad she never spoke - so to see this woman standing back, this woman who has power, and Willow - it seems unreal.
She seems unreal. I feel like a sham, a little girl in big sister's clothes, and any second now the mask is going to fall off and everyone is going to see me for what I really am, and hate me.
Willow.
I don't really believe in her either.
I think she must be something that my mind conjured up to help me deal with - things - better - and something weird happened and the whole world can see her, too. Or maybe this is like the Truman show, you know - the Tara show - and the whole world is waiting for me to slip up. Because this must be a script, right? In real life, a girl like Willow doesn't give up a guy like Oz for a girl like me. Even if he was all hair and teeth and sleeping with other werewolves - in real life, a girl like Willow holds on tight to a nice guy who loves her, and lets the other girl go.
So is this real life, or reel life? I guess it must be real, because it's got its flaws. In a movie, the girl in the mask with the pigtails and the stammer is instantly accepted into the `gang`, and no questions are asked.
Maybe
Maybe the Scoobies are more inquisitive than reel life.
But in this reality - whatever it is - I know exactly what's going to happen.
Willow is going to go back to Oz, and Dawnie will have to be the only non- Scooby again because -
Somebody's going to pull my mask off and show the world the pigtails and stammer. I'm not sure who yet.
I think it might be Xander. But I'm not sure.
