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Our Sunshine to our Cloudy Days
The Twilight Series and it's characters belong to Stephenie Meyer.
This is the Sequel to: The Pain in Everyone's Eyes
THE BEGINNING
EVERY MORNING SINCE ALICE'S RETURN I WROTE ANOTHER LETTER, BEFORE RESUMING MY PACING.
My life had become a monotonous existence. With Alice throwing not so subtle hints that if I went to her home in Fontana, California Bella's disgust would only increase. I had no choice but the pace our home between letters that I composed to her. My writing was strained. Every letter was short and simple.I was careful not to flame the already sizzling disappointment that she felt towards me. Although the feeling that I had lost Bella for eternity threaten to overtake my emotions I pushed back down.
My dear Bella,
I hope that you read this letter. I'm sorry my love. I still want to seek you out but Alice is adamant that it would not be the best course for me to take but I can't help but wonder if you would forgive me if I held you in my arms. I sorry I hurt you but I plead that you give me another chance. I know that a monster like me doesn't deserve an angel like you but I love you. I can't live with out you. I miss the nights I spent watching you sleep, murmuring in you dreams. The few words you would utter made me feel as if I was finally peeking into that shielded mind of yours. I miss you my love. You are the love of my life. The bright beacon of hope in my dark sad existence. I hope that someday you forgive me. I want to go after you to show you how much I truly care about you but I am unsure for it seems that it could possibly hurt you more than you already have. I'm sorry.
You're love,
Edward Cullen
I carefully folded the letter in three and slid it into a light blue envelope. On the front I quickly wrote out our address and set it on a small table by the door. Later today Carlisle would drop it off at the post office on his way to the hospital. As I stepped outside I started to run and not much time later I stopped as I noticed where my feet had led me to. I was frozen in the middle of our meadow, the sun was so deeply set behind the darkening clouds that there was no way to tell what time of day it was. After exiling myself in my home for so long - 'it was specially disorienting'. I stood in the middle of the clearing remembering the first day Bella has witness the sun dancing on my exposed skin making it glow under her hands. I closed my eyes. She had ran her fingers slowly down my arm, tracing small circles and other shapes as I sat still as a statue underneath her warm touch. I replayed as she had traced the outline of my face with her hand marveling out our unique characteristics. I had reveled in her touch.
Suddenly once more I was running. But this time I just kept running. I wasn't thinking about what I was doing, instead I just followed my heart. As I ran, making sure to stay hidden from human eyes I replayed the images that haunted me every day and night.
I cringed as I replayed Alice's visions.
William, a strange lone vampire with bright topaz eyes, held my frightened Bella as something chased them. Bella sitting on her couch her eyes were wide with fear as he disappeared. She gazed out the window to see a pair of large eyes in the night before another creature attacked it. They disappeared, one chasing after the other.
Bella standing behind a pair of swings. William crouched in front of her, ready to attack if the beast came anywhere near my love. He unleashed a ferocious growl. In front of them stood a werewolf. Nathan. He launched toward Bella but William interfered sending him flying with a powerful kick. Everything appeared fine until Nathan kicked William against an old tree, momentarily stunning him. Nathan, sensing he had an opening, turned and pounced on Bella. Her mouth opened and an ear shattering scream erupted form her lips.
The last image shattered what little hope I had left. This image that constantly played in my mind, along with the few others I had accidentally caught a glimpse of when Alice let down her guard.
William and Bella were jumping on her bed. The night Alice had returned home. Bella was happy and looked radiant. Bella has lost her balance and begun falling. William wouldn't let her get hurt so both ended on the ground, Bella on top of him as he broke her landing. She bit her bottom lip, he placed his finger on it silently telling her to stop and she obeyed. He leaned in and she did also. Their lips touched.
Despite the many warnings Alice had given me about approaching Bella, I had finally decided to visit her. And obviously, there was no danger if I didn't approach her, right? I just needed to see her.
After half a day of running I finally approached the city that I had seen in Alice's thoughts. As I came closer to the park where Bella frequently visited with William a part of me wanted to approach her home. A sudden urge to be close to her made me run faster. Made me focus on my speed and nothing else. I wasn't looking. Wasn't paying enough attention so that I didn't notice.
It came out of nowhere. One minute there was nothing but trees as I blurred past them.
Then suddenly he was on top of me.
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