_Why that's all I ask is why

_Why that's all I ask is why...

You turned away so many years ago...

Afraid I wouldn't understand, Afraid you were alone...

This is why I say now that I can't keep my eyes off you...

Your grace, beauty, and power...

The cat-like fluid grace in your body, how can one help but look...

I love your eyes the look of knowledge and power the color of the green shallow sea...

Your hair has always amazed me the color and silken feel of flowing silver...

But no my angel, you would not have me...

You pushed me away not wanting a friend or even hope...

Why? Why do you force yourself in to this chaos?...

My angel Come back to me. Find your hope again; I will be there to guide you...

The sounds of chaos scream and echo around us as I feel fate resting on my shoulders...

And as my blade finds home I kneel next to my chaotic angel...

Talking to you and saying "My one winged angel my you find your hope now"...

As I lay you to rest and put a kiss on your forehead hoping you will find eternal peace at last...

Sleep now and forever my silver haired angel.

Chaos, Unharnessed and brutal...

There is no balance in me now, and yet you still chase me...

Why do you want me? Just leave me be before I kill you...

The world will be mine, and yet that is not my thought. I want to live and I am just a machine...

Please release me from this pain that threatens to consume my mind and heart...

I have a yearning for my golden haired knight of the dawn light...

His eyes of the setting sky will release me from this evil...

And yet as I stand before him with thoughts of murder in my mind...

His blade hits the mark, as I will mine not to...

The last caress is a kiss on my forehead that puts me to peace...