Dear Diary,

OH MY GOSH I AM SOOOO EMBARASSED… Sticky came into Millers today looking for khakis… Oh gosh, I got butterflies in my tummy when I saw him! It was different actually talking to him (since I've been daydreaming about him for so long). Up close, I can see the freckles on his face and hear his voice. That voice—I can't get it out of my head. But that's not why I'm embarrassed… I told some guy (who was hitting on me) that Sticky was my boyfriend… something that Laura and Tiffany always tease when we go to his games! And Sticky heard me say it!

After that, Sticky didn't want to buy anything. He left as quickly as he came in. I hope I didn't look too excited when I was helping him or freak him out by saying he's my boyfriend... I was trying to keep calm and act like I said it just to get away from the guy so Sticky wouldn't be able to tell how I really felt about him. I don't wanna be one of those girls that throws herself all over a guy that isn't interested. Sticky doesn't act the same way as other guys do around me. He doesn't tease me or flirt… and he didn't accept my offer to go get hot chocolate after my shift was done… I guess he's just not that interested…

But a girl can hope.

-Annie