Why?

I hope you know that I care

By now

Why wouldn't you?

Then again, I'm not very expressive

Of my feelings

Especially these kinds of

Feelings;

These things that well up

Inside me

I'm thinking I'm beyond excuses

You're my friend, my best and only friend

The person I work with

And see every day

Every day

My heart is in my throat

And you smile at me.

It makes it hard

So hard

To breathe

Why did this happen

When I can't do a thing.

Jack and Rebecca

They tried this before

And look where that ended up.

And when you were left on that tower

I was screaming inside

Boiling blood

You can't face death without me

Because then I couldn't save you

Whenever I look at you, the limbo in my stomach comes out as funnyman

When I really just want to hold you

Why does it have to be this way?

Because these are words I can never say