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Edward: annie tell them!

Me: NO! I don't wanna!

Edward: tell them or ill tell them about tht time at band camp….

ME: AHHH NOOO! Fine, twilight doesn't belong to me it belongs to the ever fabulous stepeneie meyer…..BUT EDWARD IS ALL MINE! Well atleast for tonight…..hehehehe;D

Edward: oh. my. damn.


"People always leave." –Peyton Sawyer, One Tree Hill


"Bella, I don't want you to come with me." He spoke the words slowly and

precisely, his cold eyes on my face, watching as I absorbed what he was really

saying.

There was a pause as I repeated the words in my head a few times, sifting through

them for their real intent.

"You… don't… want me?" I tried out the words, confused by the way they

sounded, placed in that order.

"No."

"Well, that changes things." I was surprised by how calm and reasonable my

voice sounded. It must be because I was so numb. I couldn't realize what he was

telling me. It still didn't make any sense.

He looked away into the trees as he spoke again. "Of course, I'll always love

you… in a way. But what happened the other night made me realize that it's time

for a change. Because I'm… tired of pretending to be something I'm not, Bella. I

am not human." He looked back, and the icy planes of his perfect face were not

human. "I've let this go on much too long, and I'm sorry for that."

"Don't." My voice was just a whisper now; awareness was beginning to seep

through me, trickling like acid through my veins. "Don't do this."

He just stared at me, and I could see from his eyes that my words were far too

late. He already had.

"You're not good for me, Bella." He turned his earlier words around, and so I had

no argument. How well I knew that I wasn't good enough for him.

I opened my mouth to say something, and then closed it again. He waited

patiently, his face wiped clean of all emotion. I tried again.

"If… that's what you want."

He nodded once.

"I promise that this will be the

last time you'll see ever me. I won't come back. I won't put you through anything like

this again. You can go on with your life without any more interference from me.

It will be as if I'd never existed."

My knees must have started to shake, because the trees were suddenly wobbling.

I could hear the blood pounding faster than normal behind my ears. His voice

sounded farther away.

"Goodbye, Bella," he said in the same quiet, peaceful voice.

"Wait!" I choked out the word, reaching for him, willing my deadened legs to

carry me forward.

I thought he was reaching for me, too. But his cold hands locked around my

wrists and pinned them to my sides. He leaned down, and pressed his lips very

lightly to my forehead for the briefest instant. My eyes closed.

"Take care of yourself," he breathed, cool against my skin.

There was a light, unnatural breeze. My eyes flashed open. The leaves on a small

vine maple shuddered with the gentle wind of his passage.

He was gone.

"It will be as if I never existed."

If he only knew how quickly his promise to me was broken, how everyday those words rang through my ears and reminded me of what I'd lost, but also on what I had gained.

Its been almost 2 months since he left, since he took away my future, my family, and my everything in one quick blow, and guess what? the pain has not gotten any better than that first day in the forest.

I mean yes, now I have Jacob and hes made my existence a little more tolerable…while he's there at least.

Then he goes and leaves me just like he did. Yeah just a few weeks ago I found out the real reason Jake couldn't be my friend for a while.

He's a werewolf and they are dangerous and it was for my own good and blah, blah, blah. Since when did my personal well being fall into everyone's hands but mine?

So anyway Jake and me are hanging out more and more now that I know his secret but I'm still alone all the time while Jake's off protecting me.

Oh, did I mention that Victoria and Laurent came back for me? Although Laurent has already been dealt with. Wolves 1 Vamps 0

Oh and one more tiny little thing, have I mentioned that I now am almost 2 months pregnant?

Now before you freak out about the father here's a hint: it's a certain vampire with bronze hair and the face of Adonis.

Yes, that's right before Ed- he left we did the deed, so he pulled a good old fashioned hump and dump.

Got what he wanted and left and a week or so after I started getting sick and went to the doctors.

You can imagine a pregnancy was the farthest thing from my mind.

I decided to tell Jake first figuring he could help me out more with the supernatural side of all this.

When I told him though he pretty much freaked out to the point of convulsing. He didn't call me for almost a week and I thought he never would, but thank god he finally did.

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I pulled up to that tiny red house by the beach and Jacob was already waiting for me outside on the front porch. He had a look of extreme concentration on his face. I stepped out of the car and when Jacob looked up and saw me, shock washed over his face.

"Bella? I don't understand," he stammered, "how are you showing its been a little over a week?"

I looked down, I thought he had realized who the father was, well this won't be pleasant.

"Jake, the baby's father is," I took a deep breath, and prepared for the in my chest to tear at me, "well it's Edward Jake." And there it goes, I wrapped my arms around my body trying to hold myself together.

This had become a regular habit of mine, I took deep breaths and waited for the pain to subside, even though I knew it never truly would.

I looked up and saw that realization had broken out on his face, he closed his eyes shut and I saw that his arms began to shake.

"This THING is half leech?" He opened his eyes and looked up at me but I coulldn't bare to look at him.

"Bella what are you thinking IT could kill you! Do you have any idea how dangerous this is! We have no idea what to expect!" He was fuming. I had to explain this to him once and for all.

"Jake listen, your my best friend, but first of all my baby is not a THING or an IT! and if you can't accept me and my baby, then I'm sorry but I'm going to have to leave right now and I won't be coming back. This baby is everything to me, regardless of who its father is and I will not allow any harm to come to it. I don't care what happens to me, all I care about is this baby and I don't have one doubt in my mind that I will survive this, and it would mean the world to me if I had your help and support behind me."

Jacob was staring at me, shocked by my sudden outburst, he put his head in his hands and began to take deep breaths trying to calm himself down.

After a few minutes he finally looked up at me. He got up, walked over, and gave me a hug, and I couldn't stop the traitor tears that poured out.

"It's okay Bella, everything will be fine. It's going to take a hell of a lot more than this to tear us apart." I was so overjoyed at his words it brought on another round of sobs and Jake pulled back to look at me in the eyes.

He peobably though I was crazy or something. "Bella what's wrong?"

"No Jake, happy tears, just happy tears." He just held me like that for a while and for a moment everything seemed like it would be okay.

"Um, Bella, I have to go talk to the pack about this, but don't worry I won't let them touch you. I promise." I just nodded and gave him one last squeeze before I retreated to my truck and drove home.

Jake called me the next day, and didn't have the greatest news in the world.

"Hey Jake." I said apprehensively. I was so nervous to hear what the pack had to say.

"Hey Bells, how are you feeling?" I could tell he was just trying to stall, which was not a good sign. Why would he need to stall if he was bringing me good news?

"Jake I'm fine, now just tell me what happened, and stop trying to change the subject." I heard him let out a long deep breath on the other end of the phone.

"Okay well first Bella, let me just say, no one is coming after you or the baby," my heart leapt. My baby was safe, we were safe, but wait why would Jacob have wanted to stall good news?

I waited for him to continue realizing there was more to this story. "well at least not yet."

And there it was. "Wait Jake what do you mean not yet?" I asked worried.

"Well you see, the pack was pretty divided, and when Sam said that it was too dangerous to risk, I flipped out on him. I refused to follow his orders, and in doing so I kind of split off from the pack." He trailed off.

"Wait, what do you mean split off from the pack? How is that even possible?" I questioned.

"Well, no one knew it was possible, but apparently it only was for me. Because, since I was supposed to be the rightful alpha of the pack," he began.

"Wait, Jake what are you talking about?" I cut him off, confused.

"Oh I forgot you didn't know, well Ephraim Black was the first alpha, while Levi Uley was his beta. The alpha is chosen by lineage so technically I was supposed to be the alpha, but when Sam offered I turned him down. I already was struggling with all of this and then being the alpha would have just been to much." I just sat there in silence, stunned he never told me. "But anyways, because of that, when I went against Sam, it broke off my ties with the pack. And then Quil, Embry, and Seth and Leah Clearwater followed me, like the true idiots they are."

Chief Jacob, it sounded right somehow. I was confused by that last part though.

"Wait Jake why wouldn't you want them to follow you?" I asked. "Wasn't it good that they agreed with you?"

"Oh yes Bella, of course! That's not what I meant," he said realizing his words could have had another meaning, "But why would they want to follow me?! I have absolutely no idea what I am doing as alpha. Blindly following and already blind leader." He sighed, but continued. "But I guess I'm grateful though, because Sam decided to wait this whole thing out and see what happened. I guess he didn't want to force us to fight against each other, because there was no way we were letting them get to you." He said with his anger leaking through his words at the end.

"Jake I never meant for this to break up your pack. You don't have to do all this for me. I could just leave toni-" I began but he cut me off.

"No Bella it was inevitable. Sam was wrong and eventually he would have done something to make me go against him. So don't worry about this, you already have enough to deal with. And I promise I'll be there, you don't have to leave. Even if Charlie kicked you out, I would be there to pick you up and bring you here in a second." He said adamantly.

"Thanks Jake, you have no idea how much this means to me." I was beaming. No one was coming for us, Jacob would make sure of it.

"Any time, Bells. Now you go get some rest. And don't worry. We'll be watching out for you. I have to go help out the pack, but I'll call you soon with any news."

"Kay Jake. Love you, Bye" I said. What would I ever do without him.

"Love you to, Bells." He replied and I heard the phone click as he hung up.

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So Jake was protecting me, yet again. I owed him my life many times over. Things were finally starting to look up for me, and then I realized what Jacob had said about me moving down there with him, one down, one to go.

I still had to tell Charlie.


"I am your love bucket, grab my neck and suck it. Under the sheets. I want me some Edward so let's head Bedward, Under the Sheets" Under the sheets by Lolliliciouslolly on youtube.

Sorry I couldn't help myself, my ipods on shuffle and it was playing that line right when I finished.

OOOO I'll make it a tradition! Ill have my ipod on shuffle while writing/editing every chapter and whatever line I end it on gets put at the bottomXD

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