I have re-edited my story. I have even gone through and changed two songs...think. The song in this chapter has been changed. Even some of the dialog has been changed. So, I would go back a reread, or just glance over, the chapters.
Disclaimer: I don't own wallflower.
She pulled her black hat a little higher. 'Now it's to high!' She pulled it lower. 'Perfect' Sunako looked at the rest of her outfit, her school uniform. 'Why do I have to go! Can't I just stay at home? It would be so much easier than going with that creature of light! I wonder what would happen if I pulled the hat a tiny bit higher. No!'
I've counted every single raisin
In my cereal bowl
And every divot in the ceiling
How many half-slices of toast
Will make how many whole
And how do I escape this feeling
Sunako walks out of her room and down the hall. She still couldn't believe she looked in her bathroom mirror willingly. She was so lost in thought she didn't hear footsteps coming down the stairs. She did, however, notice the thing she crashed into.
"OW!"
'That voice! It's him! Why him!' Sunako screamed in her head, but, "Uhhhh…um…", was all that came out of her mouth.
"Hey, you alright?" Kyohei sighed.
"Sorry, it was my fault," It was barely a whisper, but he heard it.
"Well, alright then," He said as he brushed off his school uniform.
"I got to go." She said.
"Hey, your hair, it's shinier," He said as he pulled some of her dark hair through his figures, "and softer. It looks nice."
Sunako didn't say anything; she could already feel the blood tricking down her nose.
"Hey, your aunt called, she's going to be in town for a few days and wants to go shopping with you. You're going."
"...What! NO!"
"Please! Think of the rent, think of us."
She considered it for a moment, "Maybe...probably not, but maybe."
Some say that I can be just as hard as a rock
But I can be, oh, so much bolder
I look you in the eye
And I'll take you by surprise
And I'll eat that chip off my shoulder
At the top of the stairs, Ranmaru watched the little scene play out. Smiling gracefully to himself , he waited for Kyohei to leave. He started down the steps as Kyohei walked away, muttering something about shrimp. The black haired dark queen just stood there, thinking.
"What are you thinking about?" She looked up to the man that dragged her out of her thoughts.
"Nothing." She said looking away.
"Well, while you're thinking about nothing, I'd just like to say that I think you should tell him." Ranmaru smiled at her.
She frowned, "I could, but I won't." Then she walked to the kitchen to make breakfast for the four boys.
I'm so bored I could cry
I'm so happy I could die
Do I really want to learn to fly
It was true, she really wanted to tell him, but there were more reasons not to.
1.She was rejected ones before, who's to say it won't happen again?
Reasons why he would reject her:
1a. She was a pain in his head, neck and butt.
1b. She always manages to find a way to make him want to kill her.
1c. Every time he talks about/to her, his complaining or angry with her. Almost ever time.
There are more reasons, but they were minor.
Feel like android, living in a Polaroid
Just another reject that gets a little seasick
Whose life am I in
Feels like deja-vu
Don't know how or what to do
Or point my finger to the sky
Finally ask the question why
Whose life am I in
It really sucked that she, of all the people in this world, was put in this position. What had she ever done? She stayed out of others ways, among some of her other good deeds to the world. Sunako continued to think of other reasons as to why she should be able to just stay in her room, away from everyone else, while she carried out the boy's plates to them.
Now the answer to this story
Is there really isn't one
Cause life is positively indecisive
And it takes a lot of work, havin' this much fun
Sifting through this beautiful crisis
When she was finished putting the dishes away, she ran to her sanctuary to get her school books. Coming up to her door, she noticed that, strangely, Ranmaru was leaning against the wall.
"You know that there's nothing wrong with you." He said as she opened the door to walk pass him.
"Somehow, I don't believe you, but thanks for trying." She whispered back.
Ranmaru chuckled as he walked away from her.
"Do you think you can keep it a secret?" She looked at him.
He turned around, smiled mischievously, and said sure.
"And let it run its own course?" She verified with a firm voice.
His smile disappeared but he promised anyway, with disappointment evident in his voice. Sunako still couldn't figure out what would have made Ranmaru do anything that he had done that morning, but in was quickly forgotten when she entered her room and full shut the door.
Could this be my twist of fate And it takes a lot of work, havin' this much fun
A dollar short, a little late
Could this all be just a dream
Or something more than in between
Rebound, unwound back in the playground
All night, never right, let's go fly a kite
Whose life am I in
And how do I escape this feeling
Ther it is, the new chapter. Not too different from the old one. But enought to make me happy. I'm also happier with the song, too. I think it fits better. Thank you.
