Sam POV

Hey brain. How is it goin?

I can't believe I just asked myself that.

Anyway...

Wait did he just say camp.

"Ermm I am sorry what did you just say Ted?" that was the most innocent voice I could come up with. Freddington just sat silent with his mouth hung open.

"Well, I have decided to send you two to Camp Clarity. It will help you get along. You will go there for the whole 8 weeks of the summer," he sounds mad.

"WHAT? WHY THAT CAMP OUT OF ALL THE CAMPS WHY?" I suddenly screamed. I was sent to this camp a long time ago.

"You are going to be councillors for people your own age. There are so many age groups. The camp also has a side called crystal were the people who have changed and are no longer delinquents go to spend their summer with their old friends. They get more privileges."

Freddie hasn't moved an inch since he said that name. Camp Clarity.

"I hate that place I was sent there when I was seven because I stole a woman's ham out of her shopping bag. I was hungry. Everyone else gets sent there every year since the first time. But I only went once because I only did a minor offence." That place was too fun and happy go lucky for me.

"I didn't know that you went there." Finally Fredfreak speaks.

"Yeah well you went to Canada to see some relatives and carly went to some place to see her dad. So I didn't tell anyone."

"Oh Okay." He seems worried. Like something can't be held in any longer.

"Each councillor has a nickname to their cabin. The person who will be showing you around is Willow and Ash."

Ash. I remember that name. He wasn't there when I went everyone was soooo upset. Apparently he was visiting relatives. All the girls fancied him, gushed over him and loved him to pieces. I will be able to meet him now.

Freddie's face has gone a pale white. I am worried about him. But why? We hate each other. It is the whole reason we are here in this awkward situation.

Suddenly he ran out of the room. Okay what was with that?

"Can I?" I said pointing to the door.

Ted just nodded. So I ran out and saw Freddie run out of school. What is wrong with him?

That boy has some serious issues.

1 week later

What the hell? I have just been called to teds office. I haven't gotten a detention all week so that he might change his mind.

"Yo Ted! What up?"

"Well on Monday it is the last week of school so you two need to bring in your suitcases. Everyone has a week were they get to know each other then the activities start. Okay. Now here is a list of things you need to bring. Here you go. Have fun a bus will be here to pick you up."

"Freddie I am really sorry you have to spend your holiday with me. Thanks ted. I'm gonna go pack." And I just walked away. Not looking at the shocked face anymore.

Then once out of the school I ran home and packed the things in my house that I needed from the list then took my suitcase to Carly's. My suitcase is amazing. It is black with a white scull and blood coming out of the mouth. I have tons of badges around the outside as well. Way too many to name.

"Hey Spence. I'm just gonna go pack my clothes okay?"

"Uh Uh what?"

"I have to go to a summer camp with Freddie on Monday to improve our friendship. Anyway need to go pack. Do ya have any torches?"

"Yeah," he seems quite confused. I will explain it later.

"Can I borrow them please?" I asked innocently again. What is with me this past month acting all innocent?

"Okay. Have fun."

I ran upstairs and folded all of my clothes and put them in my suitcase along with my shoes and low-fat fat cakes. My toiletries were already in there so I didn't need to worry about that or my night time stuff. I will put in my toothbrush and make-up on Monday because I need them. I can borrow the other stuff of Carly.

Hum what shall I put in my backpack?

Ham, more low-fat fat cakes, bubble gum, beano, peppy cola, cherry peppy cola, phone and money.

Wow this is my perfect bag. I everything was giant and on my own little world I would say I'm in heaven.

Freddie POV

Brain what shall I do?

Everyone is going to know my secret. It's not like Sam won't tell people. This is sooooooo ironic. Not real in a way. Maybe this is just some sick twisted nightmare. I liked it as my secret. Maybe she won't tell anyone but it will still come at a price, one I might not be willing to pay. How can I be two people at once? Which one am I really? I can't be both. But I can be them both mixed together.

But then it will confuse everyone. I will just wait and see what happens. All of the people, not just councillors but the cabins crew are going to be on that bus.

That's when I will tell Sam. She will understand. We don't really hate each other. We have been best friends since we were too young to remember. It was when we became friends with Carly. We ended up just talking to Carly instead of each other and fighting over the littlest things. She needs to understand that I do want to be her friend. I am her friend and she is mine. She always was and always will be my friend.

Sam POV

Okay finished everything. Oh look a pencil. That reminds me.

FLASHBACK

I am so looking forward to this. I have sharpened 20 pencils so that they are really small and sharp and glued them to Freddie's chair. Now we wait.

He just came in. And is sitting down. AAHHHHHH. There we go.

"SAM, WHY DID YOU DO THAT?"

"BECAUSE YOU WERE THE ONE WHO PUT YOGHURT IN MY SOCK. WHICH I PUT ON THE NEXT MORNING."

"I ONLY DID THAT BECAUSE YOU DREW A MOUSTASH AND BEARD ON MY FACE WITH SHARPIE."

"I DID THAT BECAUSE YOU DIED MY FRINGE NEON GREEN WHEN I WAS ASLEEP."

"YEAH RIGHT AFTER YOU GLUED A RAINBOW AFRO WIG TO MY HEAD. I HAD TO GO TO ER."

"WELL YOU PUT TONS OF LEMON JUICE AND SALT IN MY PEPPY COLA."

"I WOULDN'T HAVE IF YOU HADN'T SHAVED OF MY EYEBROW."

"WELL IT DIDN'T MATTER BECASUE THE EYEBROW PENCIL COVERED IT UP. AND YOU STOLE MY PHONE AND HACKED IT SO YOU COULD MAKE IT DO ANYTHING AT ANY TIME."

"YOU PUT MAKE-UP ON ME WHEN I WAS ASLEEP AT THE NURSES ILL. TOOK PICTURE AND POSTED THEM AROND SCHOOL. I SPENT THREE LESSONS AND LUCH WITH IT ON MY FACE BECAUSE NO-ONE TOLD ME."

"SO YOU SPREAD A RUMOR THAT I WAS PREGNANT AROUND THE WHOLE SCHOOL. I HAD TO GO TO THE HOSPITAL AND HAVE TESTS DONE. AND I WAS CALLED A SLUT AND WHORE BY TONS OF PEOPLE I DIDN'T KNOW."

"YEAH COZ YOU SPREAD A RUMOR THAT I HAD SLEPT WITH A BOY. IT GOT ROUND TO MY MOM AND SHE MADE ME HAVE A VERY ARKWARD CONVERSATION WITH HER. SHE TOOK ME TO A THERAPIST AND MADE THEM DO A LIE DETECTOR TEST TO CHECK I WASN'T LYING."

"OH SHUT UP THAT WILL HAPPEN ANY DAY NOW."

"JUST LIKE YOURS. THEN YOU WILL END UP LIKE YOU MOM. DRUNK AND HIGH. PREGNANT AT 14."

My mom died last year from an over dose. I was 13. I live with my aunty and uncle now who are as bad as her. I told everyone that they were my parents. Well my aunty and mom were twins like me and Melanie so.

"TAKE THAT BACK NOW BENSON!" He had gone too far. Tears streamed my face. I could hardly control the sobs escaping my chest.

"WHY SHOULD I? HUH YOU HAVE DONE NOTHING NICE TO ME. SO TELL ME WHY?"

I was nice to him when no-one else was around and when we were younger we were inseparable. I was nice then. To him anyway, to everyone else I was just another bully.

"BECAUSE SHE'S DEAD YOU FREAK. SHE DIED LAST YEAR. GUESS HOW. OVERDOSE! AND DON'T YOU SAY I AM NOT NICE TO YOU. I STAND UP FOR YOU AND TOLD A SECRET OF MINE LIVE ON ICARLY BECAUSE I FELT BAD I TOLD ONE OF YOURS. LEAVE ME ALONE."

I think I was having a fit. I was sobbing uncontrollably sat on the floor hugging my knees rocking back and forth. Then I felt arms around me.

"Sam I'm so sorry. I didn't mean it." He was hugging me? He was just so mean and evil. Now everyone knows two secrets. That my mom was a drunk and druggy and had me at 14 and that she died last year.

"No you meant it. I'm sorry for everything I ever did to you leave me alone. Please."

I ran out of the room crying still. I held tightly to my things as I ran out of the school doors. I didn't want to talk to the people who called my name. I just wanted to climb into a whole and die. Not of embarrassment of sadness. My mom was a good mom. She took care of me and was really kind, sweet all the things normal moms are. She knew all about me and how to talk to me because she was only 27 when she died. We used to sit up for hours talking about things. I didn't become bad or a bully because my mom abused me. She didn't. It was because some people were mean to me and my friends so I would stick up for them. I lived in a nice neighbourhood but there were some bad people who I had to beat up every now and again to get them of my back. I only stole and did graffiti to pass the time. I gave Gibby wedgies because he was mean to my sister once when we were six. So I punish him for it every day of his life. Not because I'm evil but because my sister stopped eating, sleeping and talking to anyone for three months. And I hurt Freddie because he has forgotten that we were best friends and stopped talking to me. He talked to carly instead because he was 'in love' with her.

I am in the park on the swings my mom used to swing Melanie and me on when we were younger. When I was six we all wrote our names and date on all the things in the park.

I am still crying. I haven't stopped since I started. I will probably forgive Freddie tomorrow though. I wonder what tomorrow will be like.

END FLASHBACK

I am crying now just remembering it, that horrible day and my mom's death. It's not like I had a dad to look after me. He moved when he found out mom was pregnant.

Carly will be home soon. I am going to go to sleep in the spare room.

I ran upstairs. I am running too much me thinks.

Anyway night brain. Talkish kinda sorta to you tomorrow. So nighty night.