Sonadow: My final hour
I feel your tears, like snowflakes they fall upon me
Cold and Bewilderd
I feel your heart begin to race as I lay my fingers gentley on your chest. Like a fearful hare, fleeing from danger
I feel your eyes rest their crestfallen gaze upon me once more. A glint of pride still sparkles in the dark depths of your despair.
I feel your heart pound uncontrollably against my hand
With all your effort, you slowly smile at me, as though everything were alright
You murmur to me in a voice stripped of all its tone
I try to remember your old voice, the voice that sang to me without a failing key, the voice that was like velvet to my ears, cheerful and reassuring.
"I'm leaving now, but I'll come back for you some day, I promise."
You take my hand in yours and hold me for the last time.
My heart aches at the thought of losing you. I look away, my eyes swelled with tears as I sob angrily at you.
Why? Why of all people in this world did you have to go? I don't understand…
I don't understand…
My fingers are still and your hands are cold.
I look back at you, your eyes dull and your body is lifeless.
Streams run down my face as I stare in anguish.
Hands grip my shoulders firmly as they begin to pull me away from you.
Rage fills me till I'm bursting at the seams.
I break away from them and run back to your side, clenching your dead hands in my own, wishing I could breath life into you once more.
I wait…and I wait…and I wait for your warmth and liveliness to return…
But it never did…
And in never will…
And all I can do is live on, with you in memory and hopefully see you again someday….
