It's not merely destiny
Summary: Is it really just that? Cause if it's like that, it sounds robotic, like the love wasn't real at all, like the love didn't have beautiful magic in it...
Yatsuiko-chan: Anou... here I am again making some stupid fan fiction that makes no sense whatsoever. It is, once again, connected to Match Maker Girl. If you have time, please do read it (and do review in the process). It depends on you whether you want to read it before reading this, but it would be easier to read that story first.
Oh, and this is an AU. I haven't read the whole manga so please don't flame me. I seriously don't know anything about Manga!Eriol.
Nakuru proceeded to the seat in front of her master with a frown on her face. "Why didn't Touya-kun invite me? Was he... having feelings for Yukito-kun? Wah! I won't lose to stupid Yue!"
"You're the one who's stupid." Spinnel drawled on as he entered the library. "Touya is supposed to live a very decent life without you. You and he are just not meant to be. Destiny said so."
"There you go again... saying destiny this, destiny that..." Nakuru irritatedly mocked. "What about Eriol-sama...? Isn't Tomoyo-chan supposed to hate him or something?"
The flying stuffed toy landed beside Eriol and looked at her.
"She was the reincarnation of master Clow's love, wasn't she?" he retorted sarcastically. "Why would she hate Eriol-sama? They're as meant to be as any other perfect couple out there."
Eriol kept quiet and simply glanced at his guardians. He simply listened even though what he was hearing didn't quite sound right.
"But! How could they be so perfect...? Sakura-chan and Li-kun weren't destined, were they? It's not like anyone knew that they would end up from the start! Clow-sama didn't even mention them getting together!" Nakuru replied angrily with a 'take that!' tone.
"It's not as if I care about other love lives. I am only Eriol-sama's guardian." he replied in a bored tone.
Their master, who was silently listening up to now, looked up from his book and finally spoke up. "Is it really like that? Clow Reed didn't predict anything after testing the Card Mistress, right? That means... it wasn't in his mind that I would fall for Tomoyo for a long time. Maybe, he thought that I won't ever retrieve my memories."
The winged guardian nodded slightly. "That's a possibility. But is most unlikely. Why did you have to love the direct reincarnation of Clow's love?"
Eriol frowned confusedly. "Doesn't anyone know the name of that girl? I can't remember anything but 'my lovely flower'..." he said, pertaining to the memory he had.
He can still remember that painful memory...
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Clow Reed was stirring some things inside a little bowl. The clow symbol was below his feet. He was obviously making a card. "Hatred should be personified by this very card. The feeling of sadness and loneliness shall be used to balance the positive cards. And the only thing that should calm it once it rampage should be the most important feelings of a strong heart" he chanted.
Boom! A little explosion erupted inside the bowl. Then a girl with long, flowing gray hair and cold eyes appeared.
"Go back to thy true form, Clow Card!"
The girl became a black sphere of negative power. She, instead of rapidly going back to her card form, enveloped Clow Reed. Is the card attacking him? Is that even possible?
No… even inside the sphere, Eriol could see a small smile on the sorcerer's lips. That means… he planned all this to happen? His most important feeling would be taken away!
"Goodbye, my lovely flower" he whispered before the void finally became a card.
What the hell just happened?
A beautiful woman with long light violet hair and a soft expression on her face came in. "Clow-san? What happened?" she asked with utmost concern. Is it just me, or does she really look like Nadeshiko-san? And her voice… she sounds just like Tomoyo!
"Clow?" He did not move. It was as if he didn't hear her at all. He was still standing there, oblivious to anything around. She cautiously walked towards him. She knew something was wrong. "Are you alright?"
Finally, he looked up. There was a blank expression on his face. No look of recognition made its way to his expression. A long silence followed.
"So you did go along with the plan?" For some reason, the maiden's eyes revealed a hurt expression. Some tears even escaped.
"Oh… excuse me, but do I know you?"
More tears fell from her eyes. Oh what a jerk Clow Reed is. Why did he make this kind woman cry? "Oh, I'm terribly sorry. I may have mistaken you for someone else." Sadness coated her words. She stood up and ran to the door, knowing inside that this will be the last time that she would set foot in this place.
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"What's her name?" Eriol repeated.
"No one knows. Clow chose to forget, didn't he? That's why no one knows..." Spinnel answered.
"Then... why do I remember that time? I remember her face too... Isn't it weird?" he suddenly asked with an unreadable expression.
"I... don't know." Spinnel whispered in shock. This was the first time he thought of that. Why did his master remember something that shouldn't have existed? That memory was forever lost... Or rather, it was supposed to be that way.
A sudden knock on the library's door woke the two out of their reverie.
"Eriol-kun! Good afternoon." Tomoyo greeted as she slowly opened the door. "Eh? Is there something wrong?"
The mage stared at her then shook his head. He stood up, walked to her and, to her surprise, hugged her tightly. Hugged her with all his might. Not wanting to let go.
"There is something wrong..." She concluded as she awkwardly hugged back. "Please tell me why you're acting this way, Eriol-kun. It's not like you at all..."
"You won't leave me, right?" he asked in a small voice. He was acting really childish and all, he knew. But something inside him was triggered by the conversation earlier.
She laughed softly at his weird attitude and gently rubbed his back comfortingly. "After all we've been through, do you expect me to just leave you like that? I fought for your love, right?"
He let go of her and stared at her in the eye. He saw in her eyes every obstacle they have survived, and the determination she showed just to retrieve his memories. It flooded his mind, his heart, his very being.
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He sacrificed his memories just to seal the void. He forgot about his feelings for Tomoyo, hurting her in the process.
She almost gave up. Because when she realized her feelings for him, his feelings disappeared. It wasn't fair for her. It was unfair that she wasn't given the chance to say 'I love you' back to him.
Nakuru and Spinnel took Eriol to England. It was a nightmare for her. She was prohibited to talk to him in person. She wasn't given any chance to win him back. The guardians told her that it was too risky for her to him.
But she didn't give up. Instead, she gave her all to fight for his love, for her happiness. She wrote to him using a pen name. Her love was shown by every letter she gave.
It was a long way. It was hard for her. She strived hard.
And she did win him back. She succeeded in retrieving his memories. They were finally able to love each other freely.
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She smiled at him and tiptoed to softly kiss him on the lips. "I love you. And I won't leave you. Ever." she whispered tenderly, her lips a few inches away from his.
"I know" he said confidently, a naughty glint playing in his eyes. "Just making sure..."
Nakuru couldn't help but squeal. She felt really happy to see the two like that. She was lucky to be given the chance to see this perfect couple everyday of her life. "Ne, Spinnel, they're really perfect for each other..."
No answer was heard from the other guardian. He was still staring into space, looking dazed. He was obviously still thinking about the big question.
"Spinnel... Are you okay? Do you have a problem?" Tomoyo suddenly asked. "You seem troubled by something... You can tell me anything"
The winged guardian frowned a little but shook his head. "It's nothing" he said, though he really thought something was terribly wrong. He doesn't understand his master at all. His actions seemed too weird, even for someone like him.
Tomoyo smiled and said, "I'll get tea then. Nakuru, do you want to help me?"
Nakuru nodded and rushed with Tomoyo to the kitchen.
Eriol took this chance to talk to Spinnel. "I don't want to worry her anymore. I've given her too much trouble, getting her involved in this magical world of mine. I'll search for the reason why I remember Clow-san's 'lovely flower'... by myself."
"If you want to use 'The Return' card to see it for yourself, at least bring Li-san and the card mistress with you. I have a feeling that it will be a long, long story" Spinnel suggested when he finally understood why Eriol acted that way.
"A long, long story... I'm getting more and more curious about that girl..."
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Let's end that for now. Wow... this story is... nonsense again. It has every element to be a nonsense fic! It's boring and stupid!
I feel bad for those who read this. Poor you...
Now that I have criticized myself and this story, you won't need to flame me. (A Flamephobic, I really am).
Comments are appreciated. CONSTRUCTIVE criticisms are greatly welcomed. Reviewers are loved.
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Disclaimers: I don't own Card Captor Sakura… (Sobs) I don't even own this laptop I'm using… (Another sob)
Bye, bye! Thank you for reading!
