Me : Hey guys! Now look, I know me and Max haven't posted stories in a while, and we're sorry, but we've been very busy.
Max: Yea . . . . . But it's been pretty interesting since we left.
Me: Hahaha soo true. Well, I made another story, and it's really sad. : (
Max: Not really but ok here it is.
Derek wrapped his strong arms around my body. I could feel his body tense as i moved closer. He lightly kissed me, and i shut my eyes.
"Caleb?" my mom shouted, walking up the stairs. Derek and I both jumped pulling apart quickly. I pulled a pillow over my lap, just as she opened my bedroom door. "Um Caleb...What would you boy's like for dinner?" she asked us with a suspicious half smile. "Um, can you just order us a pizza?" i said. "yea that sounds pretty good" Derek chimed in. "Sure." my mom said and left the room, shuting my door, with a weird expression on her face.
I sighed in relief and put the pillow that was on my lap, back behind my head. I looked at the very obvious bulge in my skinny jeans and blushed lightly, moving my arms over it to cover it up. "Hahaha you don't have to bushy around me babe" Derek said, Kissing my lips and pulling my arms around him. I just blushed darker and giggled. Derek just laughed and kissed oh so passionately again.
That night after i privately kissed Derek goodbye my mom called me into the living room. I walked in and sat down. My eyes almost popped out of my head when i saw my dad sitting there. I didn't know he was back from his "business" trip. My heart pounded. Just seeing his face made those memories flood back into my head.
"Caleb, your mother and I have been noticing how close you and Derek have been becoming, we are a bit concerned about it." he said to me. I could see his eyes looking my body all over. I stared at the floor. "There's nothing to be concerned about." I said solemnly. I quickly got up and left the room. I wasnt ready to tell my mom yet.
I shut the door to my room, pulled off my shirt, and fell back onto my bed. I laid there and thought about everything. About how Derek has been my boyfriend for almost 3 years now, I loved him and he still didn't know about my dad, About my father, About those horrible nights......I wasn't ready to tell any of them.
I know I'll tell them about my homosexuality eventually, but I don't know if I'll ever be ready to tell them about those nights. Those nights that still happen occasionally. Those nights with my father I'll probably will never forget. Slowly I let myself fall to sleep.....
"No please Stop!"
"Just hold still, you doing fine son."
"I want my mommy..."
"Oh god yes!"
***Little boy crying in his bed***
"See? That wasn't so bad. You made daddy very happy.***kisses boys cheek*** Goodnight little Caleb, sleep well my sweet boy."
Max: That was kinda sad.
Me: Yea, and it's weird . . . . sorta
