Ok does anyone know the lyrics to Concrete angel? If so could you send them
to me in a review? I'd appreciate it. Oh and I decided that I would try my
hand at serious d/g fic. So I'm publishing it the day after my birthday.
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~~~~~~~~~~~~Hate me now. but you know you'll love me someday~~~~~~~~~~~
GOD! Draco thought in mild annoyance. She needs to GO AWAY! He glared at Pansy. "Get off of me you slut!" he yelled. "Oh Draco don't be like that!" Pansy whined. Her hand was now somewhere he definitely didn't want it to be. "DON'T EVER touch me there. You don't have my blessing or want for you to touch me. ANYWHERE!" he yelled feeling completely violated. At the feeling he remembered images of what his father did.
Ginny was watching the whole episode and growing more confused and interested by the second. Wasn't Draco supposed to be an "I-sleep-with- anyone-as-long-as-it-helps-my-rep." guy? Looking at Pansy she knew it would help his reputation to sleep with her. She also knew that what he was doing would hurt it because he had started yelling at her that she didn't have permission to touch him anywhere. Then she noticed something pass though his eyes as Pansy stormed off, which he didn't seem to notice, I was pain. There in his eyes she saw utter and indescribable pain. Only the eyes of a child through hell could have that look. She knew that. She knew because she would volunteer at the Abused Children's House. It was a place for abused children to take a shelter and refuge. Judging form the look in his eyes and the way he was sitting on the floor trying not to cry she could tell he needed to stop by. Her job was to counsel people. They would tell her their stories and the things they told her made her want to throw up! She would sometimes after a particularly gruesome session was over. She started thinking about this session she had with a 14 year old boy. she started crying she didn't know how he could stand to live threw the day. She had great respect for the boy. She knew she would have killed herself if she had to live through what he did.
Draco heard someone crying. He looked up through blurred eyes. He saw a red haired girl standing by a pillar thinking hard about something. He was sitting there wondering what she had to cry about other than potter not loving her. He looked at her. differently. He looked AT her not what he knew about her. She had an empathetic look. Then it hit him. "Oh yeah she works at Abused Children's House." He mumbled just loud enough for her to hear. Which was a total accident.
"Yeah I do." She said whipping a tear from her eye. Wait how does he know about the home or that she worked there. He looked at her clearly startled.
"How do you know about the home?" She said sounding confused. Draco smiled inwardly. He had used a polyjuice potion to change into a fourteen-year-old boy and went there to talk to a counselor that turned out to be Ginny. He stuck around a little while and saw her run into the bathroom looking really sick after their session. He had changed back so he snuck out the back door. He knew she was fine before their session so he also knew she was sick because of what he told her. 'Who wouldn't be sick by something like that?' he thought angrily. 'Oh yeah my dad.' he didn't realize that his face had changed with his sudden anger. He looked a Ginny who looked a bit terrified to say the least. He softened his face. This was after the nice caring girl who helped him decide that he had something to live for and not kill himself. He had to believe that there is good in the world. No matter how far from it he was. She looked less scared now. "Don't worry," he said softly "I'm not angry at you nor am I going to hurt you." Some thing was familiar about him. Then she realized that he must have used a potion over the summer. 'I'm not going to say anything about it' she thought knowing that if she did he would probably get mad and then hurt her. "I'm sorry" It just kind of slipped out of her mouth. "For what?" He asked slightly lost. "Um. I. I. got to go." She ran of then turned back ran up to him and hugged him and then ran off again.
The next day just got weirder. Draco couldn't figure that girl out. He would watch her. He noticed that she only had two friends that she was really close with but she had a lot of acquaintances. She didn't really even seem to notice Potters existence. That in it self was weird. He also noticed that for a Gryffindor she was exceptionally good a potions. Draco had talked with Snape about her a few days ago. Snape needles to say was a bit repulsed at the interest Draco had taken in the girl but answered his questions anyways. It seems that Snape is going to move her a year up so next semester she is going to be in his class.
Then one day he noticed that she was crying and asked her what was wrong. Every fiber in his body told him not to but he did anyways. She was a bit shocked that he was taking an interest but told him anyways. It turned out that her best friend the one she told EVERYTHING to has a brain tumor. That has to be removed by muggle surgery. She could die and Ginny was worried and she had no one to talk to. I decide to comfort her. So I sent her a letter. I think it may have been stupid but I sent it anyways.
Ginny was in her room crying when she heard some tapping on the window. She looked and saw a beautiful Chestnut brown owl that she had never seen before so she thought it was for one of her roommates. So when the owl gave her a letter it surprised her but not as much as what the letter the owl had said.
MY OATH TO YOU...
When you are sad...I will dry your tears.
When you are scared...I will comfort your fears.
When you are worried...I will give you hope.
When you are confused...I will help you cope.
And when you are lost...And can't see the light.
I shall be your beacon...Shining ever so bright This is my oath...I pledge till the end.
Why you may ask...Because you're my friend. Draco
She saw the note and started crying again. It had to be the sweetest thing anybody has ever done for her. The amazing part is that it was from Draco. This was the same Draco that was always making fun of her and teasing her. She took the letter and held it to her chest while lying down in her bed to think of what to write back.
GOD! Draco thought in mild annoyance. She needs to GO AWAY! He glared at Pansy. "Get off of me you slut!" he yelled. "Oh Draco don't be like that!" Pansy whined. Her hand was now somewhere he definitely didn't want it to be. "DON'T EVER touch me there. You don't have my blessing or want for you to touch me. ANYWHERE!" he yelled feeling completely violated. At the feeling he remembered images of what his father did.
Ginny was watching the whole episode and growing more confused and interested by the second. Wasn't Draco supposed to be an "I-sleep-with- anyone-as-long-as-it-helps-my-rep." guy? Looking at Pansy she knew it would help his reputation to sleep with her. She also knew that what he was doing would hurt it because he had started yelling at her that she didn't have permission to touch him anywhere. Then she noticed something pass though his eyes as Pansy stormed off, which he didn't seem to notice, I was pain. There in his eyes she saw utter and indescribable pain. Only the eyes of a child through hell could have that look. She knew that. She knew because she would volunteer at the Abused Children's House. It was a place for abused children to take a shelter and refuge. Judging form the look in his eyes and the way he was sitting on the floor trying not to cry she could tell he needed to stop by. Her job was to counsel people. They would tell her their stories and the things they told her made her want to throw up! She would sometimes after a particularly gruesome session was over. She started thinking about this session she had with a 14 year old boy. she started crying she didn't know how he could stand to live threw the day. She had great respect for the boy. She knew she would have killed herself if she had to live through what he did.
Draco heard someone crying. He looked up through blurred eyes. He saw a red haired girl standing by a pillar thinking hard about something. He was sitting there wondering what she had to cry about other than potter not loving her. He looked at her. differently. He looked AT her not what he knew about her. She had an empathetic look. Then it hit him. "Oh yeah she works at Abused Children's House." He mumbled just loud enough for her to hear. Which was a total accident.
"Yeah I do." She said whipping a tear from her eye. Wait how does he know about the home or that she worked there. He looked at her clearly startled.
"How do you know about the home?" She said sounding confused. Draco smiled inwardly. He had used a polyjuice potion to change into a fourteen-year-old boy and went there to talk to a counselor that turned out to be Ginny. He stuck around a little while and saw her run into the bathroom looking really sick after their session. He had changed back so he snuck out the back door. He knew she was fine before their session so he also knew she was sick because of what he told her. 'Who wouldn't be sick by something like that?' he thought angrily. 'Oh yeah my dad.' he didn't realize that his face had changed with his sudden anger. He looked a Ginny who looked a bit terrified to say the least. He softened his face. This was after the nice caring girl who helped him decide that he had something to live for and not kill himself. He had to believe that there is good in the world. No matter how far from it he was. She looked less scared now. "Don't worry," he said softly "I'm not angry at you nor am I going to hurt you." Some thing was familiar about him. Then she realized that he must have used a potion over the summer. 'I'm not going to say anything about it' she thought knowing that if she did he would probably get mad and then hurt her. "I'm sorry" It just kind of slipped out of her mouth. "For what?" He asked slightly lost. "Um. I. I. got to go." She ran of then turned back ran up to him and hugged him and then ran off again.
The next day just got weirder. Draco couldn't figure that girl out. He would watch her. He noticed that she only had two friends that she was really close with but she had a lot of acquaintances. She didn't really even seem to notice Potters existence. That in it self was weird. He also noticed that for a Gryffindor she was exceptionally good a potions. Draco had talked with Snape about her a few days ago. Snape needles to say was a bit repulsed at the interest Draco had taken in the girl but answered his questions anyways. It seems that Snape is going to move her a year up so next semester she is going to be in his class.
Then one day he noticed that she was crying and asked her what was wrong. Every fiber in his body told him not to but he did anyways. She was a bit shocked that he was taking an interest but told him anyways. It turned out that her best friend the one she told EVERYTHING to has a brain tumor. That has to be removed by muggle surgery. She could die and Ginny was worried and she had no one to talk to. I decide to comfort her. So I sent her a letter. I think it may have been stupid but I sent it anyways.
Ginny was in her room crying when she heard some tapping on the window. She looked and saw a beautiful Chestnut brown owl that she had never seen before so she thought it was for one of her roommates. So when the owl gave her a letter it surprised her but not as much as what the letter the owl had said.
MY OATH TO YOU...
When you are sad...I will dry your tears.
When you are scared...I will comfort your fears.
When you are worried...I will give you hope.
When you are confused...I will help you cope.
And when you are lost...And can't see the light.
I shall be your beacon...Shining ever so bright This is my oath...I pledge till the end.
Why you may ask...Because you're my friend. Draco
She saw the note and started crying again. It had to be the sweetest thing anybody has ever done for her. The amazing part is that it was from Draco. This was the same Draco that was always making fun of her and teasing her. She took the letter and held it to her chest while lying down in her bed to think of what to write back.
