Do You?
POV: Tsuzuki to Hisoka
Do you like me? For who I am? Or what I am?
You say you hate me. Do you know those words slice through me? For what reason do you resist my confessions? Or do my words fall upon deaf, ignorant ears?
You say I hurt you. Do you know what being hurt is? For reasons besides Him*? Or because you're afraid?
You say you have nothing. Do you know what nothing is? For what reason do you ignore what I offer you? Or is my heart and soul not enough?
You say no one ever treated you right. Do I not try to? For you, you know I'd kill, right? Or would you rather I stay silent and watch you suffer?
You say you're inferior to all. Do you see yourself lower than Him? For anything you aren't, agreed? Or do you think you love Him?
You say He wrecked you. Do you think of Him often? For a certain reason? Or does He just haunt you?
You say a lot of things that aren't true.
I'm willing to prove you wrong about yourself. I will make you smile. Laugh. Love. Be Happy.
Or do these promises mean nothing? Do you care about anyone other than yourself? Do you care that I love more than myself? Do you care that I'd give my life for you? Do you care that you mean the world, stars, heavens, and life to me? Do you care that my world crashes every time you give me that cold look? Do you care that you leave me so empty inside when you say things like that? Do you care that my existence is merely for you? Do you care that I need you? Do you care that I love to see you happy? Do you care that your touch, no matter how it is, flatters me? Do you care that I cry for you? Do you care that I cut for you? Do you care that I miss you, even when you're not gone? Do you care that I gave everything to try and please you? Do you care that you give me butterflies when we talk? Do you care that I see the sun rise and set for you only? Do you care that I only wake up for you? Do you care that I am here for you? Do you care that I'm happy when I'm near you? Do you care that I want to hold you? Do you care that I want to caress you? Do you care that I want to make you forget all those things He did to you? Do you care that I want to kiss you? Do you care that I want to make actual love to you? Do you care that I hurt when you do? Do you care that I hurt even when you don't? Do you care that I want to share your pain? Do you care that I want to feel everything you do? Do you care that I'm lonely? Do you care that I'm pained? Do you care that I'm in love? Do you care that I'm in love with you? Do you care that I'll kill for you? Do you care that I'll love you? Do you care that I'll hold you? Do you care that I'll touch you? Do you care that I'll protect you? Do you care that I'll never hurt you? Do you care that I'll tear the world down and make a new one for you every morning? Do you care that I'll capture the stars and give them to you? Do you care that I'll take the horizon and give it to you? Do you care that I'll make you happy? Do you care that I'll try? Do you care that I'll die before I'll let you be miserable? Do you care that I'll fight for anything you want me to?
Are you aware?
Do you care?
Do you understand?
Do you know?
Do you know now?
Do you believe me?
*Him, He = Muraki
Do you like me? For who I am? Or what I am?
You say you hate me. Do you know those words slice through me? For what reason do you resist my confessions? Or do my words fall upon deaf, ignorant ears?
You say I hurt you. Do you know what being hurt is? For reasons besides Him*? Or because you're afraid?
You say you have nothing. Do you know what nothing is? For what reason do you ignore what I offer you? Or is my heart and soul not enough?
You say no one ever treated you right. Do I not try to? For you, you know I'd kill, right? Or would you rather I stay silent and watch you suffer?
You say you're inferior to all. Do you see yourself lower than Him? For anything you aren't, agreed? Or do you think you love Him?
You say He wrecked you. Do you think of Him often? For a certain reason? Or does He just haunt you?
You say a lot of things that aren't true.
I'm willing to prove you wrong about yourself. I will make you smile. Laugh. Love. Be Happy.
Or do these promises mean nothing? Do you care about anyone other than yourself? Do you care that I love more than myself? Do you care that I'd give my life for you? Do you care that you mean the world, stars, heavens, and life to me? Do you care that my world crashes every time you give me that cold look? Do you care that you leave me so empty inside when you say things like that? Do you care that my existence is merely for you? Do you care that I need you? Do you care that I love to see you happy? Do you care that your touch, no matter how it is, flatters me? Do you care that I cry for you? Do you care that I cut for you? Do you care that I miss you, even when you're not gone? Do you care that I gave everything to try and please you? Do you care that you give me butterflies when we talk? Do you care that I see the sun rise and set for you only? Do you care that I only wake up for you? Do you care that I am here for you? Do you care that I'm happy when I'm near you? Do you care that I want to hold you? Do you care that I want to caress you? Do you care that I want to make you forget all those things He did to you? Do you care that I want to kiss you? Do you care that I want to make actual love to you? Do you care that I hurt when you do? Do you care that I hurt even when you don't? Do you care that I want to share your pain? Do you care that I want to feel everything you do? Do you care that I'm lonely? Do you care that I'm pained? Do you care that I'm in love? Do you care that I'm in love with you? Do you care that I'll kill for you? Do you care that I'll love you? Do you care that I'll hold you? Do you care that I'll touch you? Do you care that I'll protect you? Do you care that I'll never hurt you? Do you care that I'll tear the world down and make a new one for you every morning? Do you care that I'll capture the stars and give them to you? Do you care that I'll take the horizon and give it to you? Do you care that I'll make you happy? Do you care that I'll try? Do you care that I'll die before I'll let you be miserable? Do you care that I'll fight for anything you want me to?
Are you aware?
Do you care?
Do you understand?
Do you know?
Do you know now?
Do you believe me?
*Him, He = Muraki
