I wish I could say

That everything's ok

But

I know

It isn't

I wish I could say

That I would never betray you

But

I know

That would now be a lie

I wish I could say

That it doesn't matter

But

I know

It does

I wish I could say

That I'm sorry

But

I know

You would only turn away

I wish I could say

I love you

But

I know

Someone who loved you wouldn't have done this