thank you for reading my Fanfiction! i hope you like it and if you don't, it's probably because of the fact that this is my first time actually writing a fanfiction so please excuse the cringe-y ness of this!

Anyway, I hope you enjoy reading this!

Also, these characters do not belong to me. They belong to Rainbow Rowell from Carry On.

The moon was full tonight and the light reflected into the room, illuminating the half-dark room. It was around two in the morning and I still could not seem to fall asleep.

Simon was asleep with his head resting on my chest, his golden curls tickling my neck. His soft breaths were silent but was the only sound in the silent night. His right were wrapped around my waist and his left was somehow underneath my back. My arms were simply just around his warm torso and our legs were a tangle beneath the blankets.

He was so warm and I was so cold.

Watching him sleep was something I'd always done from afar, where he'd sleep next to me, not with me. It always kept me up and made me simply unable to sleep. But I didn't mind. Not when it was Simon.

I breathed the scent of him in, apples and pine. It was such a comforting scent and it was just so, him. The moon illuminated his soft, sleeping face and he just looked so beautiful. His soft pink lips and his unwrinkled forehead.

It felt unreal. Everything about this felt unreal. Was I even in love with him? Was he really here sleeping with me? But the weight of his head on my chest confirmed everything about this was real.

He was real. He and I were real.

I wanted to move my arm just to stroke his face. His beautiful face. But I was afraid to awaken him. He was so at peace when he slept. He was calm and I wanted to stay this way forever.

Forever. There would come a day where he would grow old and I would cease to age. We would not be able to grow old together if one could not grow at all. But I wanted to be with him. I wanted him.

I promised him that I would change him someday. Into something like me. A vampire. That way, we'd be able together until the end of time. Or until he destroys me or I burn us down. And besides, he'd be more than what he is now. A Normal with dragon wings and a dragon tail and absolutely no magic.

The wings were on top of another behind Simon and the tail was somewhere between our legs. Neither of them moved due to the fact that he was sleeping. One wing was tucked beneath the other and would slightly shift with every movement he made.

I just stared at him. I couldn't do anything but stare, not even sleep. But it was such a beautiful and peaceful moment. If only there were a spell to bottle up this moment and stay in it for the rest of time. But there wasn't. It was just this one beautiful moment.