Is this real?

I see those boys that look like him. He was real. But maybe I am asleep. Maybe my whole life was a dream?

Who knows. They look at me with confusion. I know he was real. They can't see the boys.

But I can. I CAN.

It's not entirely me. She is looking at them too. But they can't see her earlier. So I think it is just me.

Maybe I'm just crazy? I might just be me.


I can't tell any more. They left me here. The days meshed with the night. They blended in a colorless symphony.

I still see those boys. And he is still gone.

He IS real.

I did not imagine him. His hair was the color of the sun and his beautiful sky eyes matched that perfectly.


The woman in the corner is gone. I wonder where she went. I think she faded away. The boys are fading too.

I feel sad. The boys that were always there are gone. I keep saying Tukuno-Kun and Marinu-Kun. The people seem sad now. They look at me funny. I wonder why.


Today I found out I was married. I am a mom. Well I was. They died during a 'war' I think. I wonder why I am so sad about losing something I can't remember. I just feel a large hole where my heart is.


They let me leave the hospital today. I ran into a man. He was very kind.

I am going on a date today. I know I was married but he died. But I still can't remember. The man I ran into is taking me to a sushi shop. I feel as if I am betraying someone.


I just accepted Matsuno-Koi's proposal. He asked if I still loved 'Naruto-Sama'.

Naruto. The name rolled easily off my tongue.

As if I was meant to say it.

I said I can't love what I don't remember.


I am looking that the priest right now. Behind him is a smiling Blonde man. The boys were next to him holding his hands. At that moment I remembered. All the love we shared. The sadness and the joy. He smiled and I knew he was happy I could move on and not dwell on the past.


I am looking at my newborn baby's. Little girls. Matsuno was next to me. He smiled and said that Naruto would be proud.


I smiled at my girls. Today was their wedding. Both to twin Uchiha boys and a double ceremony. I see Naruto and the boys again. He was smiling so bright and nodded in approval. I nodded back and headed to the ceremony.


I held Matsuno's hand and my girls cried at the bed side. I was old. I saw Naruto and the boys again. They smiled and when I passed they guided me over. There I waited. For my girls and Matsuno.

Then we can live together in happiness and peace.

Just me and my make shift home.